Azriel-All Wealth -Rainmaker

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#1118

I’ve been frustrated by my experience lately; that’s possible

I disagree with the assessment of recon or intellect through someone’s clarification or misunderstanding, but I get your point.

(I know you’re saying it was the kind of thing I could normally comprehend, but given that recon may have missed it. It was also 3:00 am for me, and I was thinking of other meanings and the unstated as well. People can interpret things based on different focuses, etc., so there are other variables that make it a less clean way to assess.

This came to a head in the other thread.[

It’s much more than that, it’s part of a larger purpose, my success offers me something in terms of personal wealth, but also winning/ meaning/ flow, enjoyment at work, status- security, supporting my family when needed, affording travel and lifestyle. And ultimately funding my own entrepreneurial and other ventures.

While I aspire for more, it’s not just ‘fast cash’ that sales gives me. So I wouldn’t see C&C negating that.

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#1119

This is just an interesting side note.

But it seems to me that what @Parsifal was saying was that this may have been more mood-related and focus-related than intellect-related. In other words, recon often manifests as a perceptual fixation. I am sitting down rigidly looking at the front door, waiting for the person who I really want to see; and so I miss people knocking on the side door or back door.

You’re right. In this case, it might not be relevant to you. But I find the point itself pretty fascinating; so I just wanted to reply to it a little.

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#1120

Why the study was on my mind…

I was talking about legacy with my personal chaos riding AI a few weeks ago.

How to find people with long natural time horizon, to continue with the mission when I can’t anymore.

It annoyed me that it might not be possible to change that trait in a person. Would make it difficult to find the so called successor.

But… If it was possible with the help of the subs, it would change the approach I have to take.

Your posts just triggered a random (every day for me) connection.

Drive-by chaos.

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#1121

It is. Look into Virtue Series: Patience in the Q store. At least it worked for me significantly in just three months of use.

Besides, I also think it’s something that can be learned/taught.

@Azriel sorry for crashing into your journal man

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#1122

No, it’s a great point, to question where there is a perceptual misunderstanding based on recon.

Especially as a suggestion or reminder. I’m being ‘litigious’ . My point is that there are too many variables to make that an evaluation factor.

One person’s clear extrapolation of what was meant is not necessarily accurate. I mean, as it turns out, it was a random connection!!

My assumption that it meant something personal about me was likely recon, though, or more accurately, the Emperor element of C&C, which has me take things in a more individuated way. Not as a bug but as a feature.

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#1123

As random as it was, it still was connected to you.

Only lately have I been more actively reading the forum. Your thread, many months ago. But I have this feeling that you have been talking about longer term plans for a long time.

C&C might be pushing you towards them.

I do think you would “naturally” move towards them too.

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#1124

Posting for my own process and alchemizing
, not looking for solutions or advice, but open to perspectives and opinions.

My run on C&C was the worst performing 3.5 weeks in over a year for me.
I managed to keep my head above water through highly intense outreach.

During this time, not 1 but EVERY single other member on my advanced team started performing better than they ever have.

While correlation is not causation, given my quick adaptation to subs, and/or recon, it becomes clear this was not sustainable for me.

I kept going with C&C after the conversation about it on the forum, and it really started to give me more clarity on what was working and not working with it.

I switched back to the previous custom half way through this week because I really needed more traction and am still catching back up.

I have started to calcify with aggression, doubt, competitiveness, sense of being behind, that I am having trouble shaking- I notice I am dreading work and feel everyone will be a no to sales- I am pushing it away and expecting hurt. This is now in recon so strategically I am giving myself permission to call this month a wash-while still giving everything I have to perform.

I have included GLM/ custom lightly in my cycle- but without breaking traction and groud I needed it mitigates but doesn’t assuge my stress in the situation.

I did experience growth on C&C.

I saw how my stress is always dictated by performance and how structures and controlling the entire flow is the only way around this

I saw I am responsible for my life and situation fully and going along for the ride is great, but until I can intiate and build I will lack freedom

I saw how being able to tactfully handly everyone without aggression or annoyance is key my own sanity in sales and long term success

I see how my cyncism and frustration derails everything

I started executed on many things that have I’ve been waiting on.

Towards the end of the time someting clicked and I started to see C&C advantages even on sales with C&C. More effective and targeted in my salesmanship-rather than just rote. This started to come out even strong- but my lead flow was so dried up and bad in quality I really wanted to get back to something working.

I now find myself intuitively and strongly driven back to C&C as it felt like maybe I was actually working through something that was not resolved and it seems switching back has not had things resolve either.

Again just chalking it up to a month that may be a learning experience, but not the end of my high performance.

My biggest issue with the sub is that it created a sense of individuation that seemed to cut me off from my normal worldview of seeing the universe as a conspiring place that serves and supports me. This was my reaction to the sub. It made me feel like I couldn’t rely on anyone for anything I had to do myself. This could be recon or feature, it was never clear but was clear , the lack of faith seemed to cause a resonance that confirmed my situation and it started to reflect in reality.

Usually it feels like the universe if flowing and conpsiring for me to win and no matter what I win, things come may way, opportunities, my extra effort pays off, something turns out that woudn’t normally. And lately its like nothing I do is good enough to break through.

My verbal fluidity and connection is much superior on HOM custom BUT I think C&C was revealing the wealth error in not controlling lead flow or being in a position to dictate the quality.

I also think C&C was down to business with leads that were fits or not anyway -which is not a bad thing- just a mismatch in expectation.

The real issue was I was not speaking to, seeing enough quality prospects to perform at the levels I wanted. The emotional issue was everyone around me was doing much superior.

I re-ordered my sales custom with new rich and will have that for the future, and really not sure what to do next, doing a little bit of a washout most likely.

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#1125

@SaintSovereign this was my exact issue when I was running on C&C as well and was why I dropped it in the past (is this some kind of recon or adaption phase when running C&C?). Now with the release of new RICH, would stacking C&C with New RICH solve this problem for us?

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#1126

Just a feeling, but my guess is what you both want/need really is EoG: True Sell, maybe with a touch of New RICH

Like, that’s what I gathered from there: Main Disc. Thread - Season 4: Into the Wonder [9.28.25] - #3556 by SaintSovereign

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#1127

Well that would be great except EoG: True Sell is not out till March lol.

#1128

Dont want to push on you continuing with this sub as obviously you know best whats best for you’re goals.

Just want to share. Ive run C&C since release and at first I actually felt like my focus was not at all on wealth. In fact it felt like it wasn’t a priority at all. The focus on the sub was really on the internal sovereignty. IE seeing my time as currency, having firmer boundaries, how I act socially etc. Ive done a washout now and started a new cycle of C&C and now I can really feel the sub focus more on wealth scripting.

This may be a feature of the adaptive scripting or the sub itself. But it is specifically mentioned in the pro tips area to focus on the crown before the capital.

From my perspective this sub is designed for goals to become a multi millionaire if not a billionaire. Ive always seen with people of ultra high net worth this trend of having their “crown” being highly developed.

Its explicitly said this sub is a very long term sub and I would recommend sticking with it longer term, it may surprise you like it surprised me.

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#1129

Interesting you mentioned all of that, curious as far as your wealth pathway is it career based or business based?

Your experience reminds me of when I ran WB back in the day. The first months we’re hard but after that I had the most life changing results ever. Only difference with that one is it was clear and easy to see the external and physical shifting results even if the recon and internal piece was making it so difficult to run.

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#1130

Wealth pathways are:

  • Trading algorithms, Working on opening a hedge fund to manage peoples money with them.
  • Individual trading.
  • I leverage my network to bring capital into deals and get commissions. IE introducing capital to private banks, private company investments etc. This one is far less consistent though.

You can see why I am quite partial to C&C lol.

I had my fair share of sub hopping in the past but now ive really understood that you need to give a sub time to work to get good results. I am a fast gainer and can feel instant effects when I play subs but it just gets deeper and deeper with more time.

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#1131

I actually think this is 100% right, and I was going through that adaptation phase. I started to intuit and experience the other side. I don’t want to say more, but I will update in a week. I think in terms of how it hits, this is very accurate.

I was in a battle for my own sovereignty with way too many things.

I feel already on edge about the feedback I’ve given and the controversy it may have sparked, but feedback is important, and I tried to be responsible about where my concerns and frustrations were, not inditements

Someone sent me a video last night talking about the number 1 best-selling book on sales being “Letting Go” by David Hawkins

because your state of consciousness dictates

  1. Who shows up for you, lead-wise -the people you attract. (people reflects of our ways of being and /or unresolved issues)
  2. How leads perceive you- they will act and do things differently for people in different states of consciousness

Literally after seeing this, I realized I’ve been operating out of pride and anger, and even though I’ve been pushing some sales through, I completely let it go. It became more important to me to be who I choose to be, and decide who I am and how I show up, than results- regardless of life happening, and it was like this huge concern spontaneously released. Today has been sale after sale after sale- amazing people -

(This could be cool looking into for the new EOG: True Sell )

Even with ‘difficult’ people, I can see where I start to shift in response to my own perceptions and have been moving out of it in real time to stay elevated- and people step into that.

(Also, for the record, it seems there are people who believe in manifestation as a function of linearity. The proper container, readiness, the right action, alignment etc., and people who believe in magnifying some opportunity and result through intention/desire/ resonance. The middle ground being - ‘frequency’ alters the perception of what is already there and creates compatibility with those results. I see both, I do so mind-boggling out of this world -manifestation synchronicities just show up when I am in certain states/ways of being and am learning more how to create alignment in my life and results through new actions as well as current pathways. )

I do think this realization is a result of everything I’ve been working on, including the crown part of C&C in gaining internal power over myself regardless of the outcome.

I could see C&C could ultimately be incredible for sales, but had needed to shift off for a bit to see this.

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#1132

So last week was my first week on new R.I.C.H and my biggest revenue in sales in one week that I’ve done in a single week in 3 years

I did $165,000 in revenue sold- with bonuses about $25K in personal income.

I had switched back to HOM/ASBR custom the few days prior with no traction, and then switch to new R.I.C.H with ASBR/C&C custom and 5 seconds of C&C store title after. I had an intuition to do this- and it seemed to create this incredible blend of drive and openness on calls.

(I am stacking it with True Sell/Old R.I.C.H/NWE custom as well.)

I took Saturday off to snowboard , and Sunday and Monday have been very slow. But they are for most of the team as well. I have found with expansion and/or taking the gas off the momentum, there is a breathing period -like an exhale before results again. I don’t know if this is a natural cycle or a personal limitation. Let’s see how this week goes with the same stack. My experience on calls with the new stack is something I really like though.

This week so far has been odd, everything that can fall through is falling through and not much traction, actually a huge sale tried to reverse the service and cancel but managed to keep them onboard. I don’t feel to much emotional fluctuation here. But interesting to note this huge boom and then ‘collapse’, I’m wonder my ‘energetic’ contribution here as I feel like I totally check out, and curious to if R.I.C.H. can create more consistently stability at extremely high levels in this role. It certainty contributed a massive BOOM last week.

I am still figuring out what it blends best with though and if it pairs best

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#1133

This week has been very solid but slow

A sale or two each day, solid amount. I am close to the highest bonus for the month offered, but find myself taking the days off at the end of the week to travel with family. It’s about $3k less than my current bonus. It just doesn’t feel worth the time. If I was running a full week, I’d likely hit high weekly numbers. My intention is to close $50K more today and by mid day tomorrow.

The only things I did different this week, running custom with LOTS/Beast instead of WDB/Beast and not coming off ROW/GLM and HOM/ASBR custom. I wonder if WDB does help with sales a bit, but I was doing that the first two weeks of February with very little traction.

R.I.C.H shifted my month, and also has me able to run C&C much better for whatever reason. I am curious if it was honeymoon bloom that let me have such an insane week last week.

I’m taking a bigger picture view now, with R.I.C.H I’d like to hit $400K in revenue in a month, that’s never even remotely been done.

Doing a mini washout now

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#1134

Last week was True Sell/OG RICH custom with new RICH 2026 on the side and ASBR/C&C custom. I added 5 or so store title seconds of C&C, as well as certain days intuitively. Had another big week, especially since I only worked 4 days, and moved into the highest bonus tier of the month- which I’ve hit every few months, but always a golden pinnacle.

The week was much slower than the week before, but still absolutely solid.

I was coming off HOM/ASBR custom and ROW bloom- so not sure how much bloom from that led to my god-tier week, but so far R.I.C.H has definitely improved lead potential and financials from sales as an addition.

This week I’ve shifted to no old customs, two new ones- the same but updated. So C&C/ASBR custom and True Sell/ New R.I.C.H. The week has been two days in and quite slow so far.

I’m liking how I am showing up on calls, overall, but I find people’s energy gives me the call. I can tell 10 miles away whether something is going somewhere or not, and I find I’m ‘wasting’ a lot of time with people deluding themselves into thinking they’re buying, and people I can not get over the edge, because they’re too uncertain. Inside sales is up and down but I am lagging in the landscape around me, again at the start of the month. I measure overall weekly and monthly, but every day matters, every lead matters. I’m a bit like a ‘killer’ with it so can drive myself nuts, but I do my best to pair it with detachment.

I’m definitely missing that consistent, nonstop flow I’ve experienced before. A sale to three every single day for months in a row, the most a day or so missing. I’ve had 1 sale in 2 days, so it’s not an issue yet, but I’m very frustrated by the inconsistency every time I take time off, it’s slower to get started again. The better I get at this job, the more the bells ring that a short duration lack of progress is an issue. Less out of concern/anxiety, and more out of performance-opportunity and quality of life frustration. The quicker I am ‘on progress’, the more the month is enjoyable, and I can focus on other higher-leverage and life activities. I had 4 months where in the first three days of the month, I basically got halfway through my quota. I spent two weeks with very little moving in February, and it was quite unpleasant.

My ‘concern’ is that a shift in subs can change a lot, now that I’ve taken my previous custom with OG RICH, how will that change the variable? So far, that is the only difference this week.

So I’ve closed MUCH higher revenue/ per client since starting new R.I.C.H. And two great weeks since starting. 1 God tier, and 1 very solid.

Let’s see how no bloom, and no previous customs, all updated customs play out this week.

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#1136

Had a mini-intuition and I ‘cheated’ and open up my calendar in a way I’m technically not supposed to and booked a lead who closed at a very large sale.

Aside from that experiencing a fairly slow week. And I can’t sustainaly book clients that way lol. Thing are picking up a bit and with a solid friday and saturday I can close a big week, but no where near as strong as the 4 days I did last week or the week before. I’ll wait unil saturday to before a full assesment but so far a little underwhelmed and much slower than my stack last week. Maybe stacking OG RICH and New RICH is the move. Currently stack feels lighter too, less intense and driven, almost lax. Also measuring in weeks may not be the best when assesing, but the last two weeks were bonkers with my old stack and some store title 2026 RICH.

#1137

Last week ended up being very solid
this week has been so slow- landscape is down for everyone on team. That rarely impacts me though.
Lot of back out, and sales not eligible as well on top of the slowness
On track for a decent month, but WAY slower than normal and I’d like
So far R.I.C.H store version acting faster than in my custom OR
stacking them is just faster .

No sure the drop in performance, manifestation, from what seemed epic start so far with new R.I.C.H, But I have found sometimes there needs to be a bit of an exhale before the re-up
I have been testing paragon more, so maybe the energy is going there.

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The MALKUTH Catharsis (Malkuth Journal)
#1138

Forum readers who follow this journal: I ask that discussions here be approached with nuance, responsibility, context, and a measure of intellectual honesty—especially when addressing what may appear to be a lack of results or a “negative” experience.

If we lose that balance, the conversation tends to drift toward two unhelpful extremes: either an atmosphere that spreads negativity without context, or a performative positivity where only success is allowed to be voiced. (As a result of needing to deal with the over-negativity) In both cases, the real purpose of sharing experiences is lost.

To me-the aim should be open, thoughtful discussion—where people feel comfortable speaking honestly about what is working, what is challenging, and what may not be producing the results they hoped for, without fear of dismissal or distortion. Honest experience, expressed with care and context, is far more valuable than either blind criticism or forced optimism for people finding the results they want, or understanding what can help in getting there.

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