This thing being fully authentic and open and not getting attached or making the girl attached is a fine balance.
Clinging is not really helpful for the state of mind.
Soon new adventures 
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Really Nice like 0 recon. One of the girl i went on a date on is apparently from Budapest so she want to show me around.
Experimental + name embed really is next level.
I generally just feel super calm and happy. And I text in such a dominant loving way it’s really cool
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Also one girl really checked me out. Like she stopped and just stared at me.
But What really is fashinating is How hot these girls are. Like these are the girls I thought I could not get before . But instead they love me
Good to get rid of that brain ghost.
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Today I thought about one of the girls i met for a while. Which later turned into a poem. Which I may or may not send not really sure.
But in the poem I wrote I,realized how much I loved her. And What she embodied. The feminine energy.
But as I was taking a walk outside pondering how my biggest problem is having to leave beauthiful girls behind.
It struck me like a thunderbolt. Yea I fell in love with This girl in a very short time .
But is that not What dating should be about falling in love in her being her nuances her sadness, her joy.
She opening up to you and you opening up to her fully, spiritually, physically, energetically.
Not trying to look cool or attractive so you can get laid. After this realisation
I started feeling Love for every beauthiful girl I walked past.
I love women.
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So I sent the poem, not really caring about her response but she was super grateful for it. And said you better tell me if you visit Poland again .
This really is how flings or relationships should end both partners full of love .
Also watched a video from my friend/ mentor about why are you not a 10 of 10.
It really clicked with me when he said you can just as Easy choose to be a 10 of a 10 like you feeling like you are not good enough.
Because ultimately We have our reality filters and how we percieve ourselves and the world changes everything. Which is also why subs are so cool. Because they help you tap into those reality filters
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Lol same exact thing for me.
What do you love so much about?
And you can change your name if you want @SwedishBuddha,
Sir Patrik would suit you well.
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It’s kinda funny in a way that you two share a lot of similarities 
I know lord.patrik off the forum, and he has always been very spiritually inclined, and was the one that really got me into it in my own life.
When i think about you @Amor, I always see that same spiritual vibe as I do with lord.patrik.
Yea I love primal . Primal seduction feels too much Pua for me.
Daredevil too and wanted . But one module i have really come to love is Divine Self image .
That one and harmonic singularity is really a must for me
I will never get used to people calling me lord Patrik. It’s supposed to be sir.Patrik
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Lol same exact thing for me.
What do you love so much about?
And you can change your name if you want @SwedishBuddha,
Sir Patrik would suit you well.
Oh had no idea I could change name.
For me it feels like Divine Self image help me embody the traits of everything else. But in a very natural way like it have always been that way.
So it might actually help with recon not sure about this part though. But everything feels less forceful
So these last few weeks I had To deal with a lot of adversity. 2 days ago i was on the verge of crying from everything going on. Yesterday when I was completely mentally exhausted a song played on Spotify that just broke me down . I cried all the way back home .
And completely broke down when I got home . And it was freaking amazing all that pent up stress and hardship just evaporated. Today I feel amazing again and the adversity don’t even phase me anymore .
I even got complimented for my energy on a video I made. Feels like I have gone through a spartan mind training. And I have grown so much.
But also it’s so fun helping to build a company the coaching the masterminding everything. I love it fully. The only thing I don’t like is sales. Which I don’t have to do.
This custom + Lbfh is incredible. Can’t wait for my next custom for coaching just want the revelations to release so I can have revelation of mind in it.
God I love life
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Had sex Yesterday ran Diamond before . Really incredible experience. It’s like everything else vanishes and it’s just you 2 in a bubble of extasy and love
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Sidenote sending dirty text to girls at work is very fun😂
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Living from This space is just absolutely magical. Will go deeper . Also talked with my friend / mentor / boss. That I don’t need to focus much on hypno and should go deeper into spirituality . Transpersonal psychology and stuff.
Maybe develop some cool sidhi. Now I’m just waiting for Revelation of spirit. Then after running that for a while. It’s time to create my first hardcore spiritual custom .
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This is my new idea for spiritual custom.
Will fine tailor it once revelation gets released
Sam vana
Wheel of creation
Mystic osmosis
Revelation of spirit/ mind
Formless clarity
Elemental opus
Sands of time
All seeing
Awakened perception
Blue skies
Everpreeent
Entranced
The flow
The wonder
Chosen of Venus
Atman deus
Divine Will
fusion optimized
Jupiter
naturaliser
The merger of worlds
Overall I really think This Will be a sick custom to peak into creation itself . Maybe have another cessation (Nibbbama)experience or 2.
And really start alrering my reality filter after the sothapana.
And fingers crossed develop a Sidhi.
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Had sex Diamond really makes sex interesting.
This time it was super weird though i felt so much sexual pleasure in all my body by just caressing her it felt like I was gonna cum. So could not really focus on her.
Had To take a break Because felt like my spirit was leaving the body . Still had incredible sex later though. Girls get so addicted to the pussy massage . She was like you touched places I never even knew existed.
Also some more adversity happening, and me hurting my legs quite bad. Still I can’t do anything But smile . My brain is brainwashed to be at peace 
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