I remember a year ago when I set out to be the best I really felt delusional
About 3 months later and every day obsessive scripting I remember being awoken to the reality that it CAN happen and I’m going to be famous and it scared me.
Now, with increasingly obsessive faith in my manifestation practices I am beginning to see how destined it actually is
10 years ago on the bro go hard or go home era of fighting, Connor Mcgregor was ahead of his time, he practiced with a movement coach and it was so ahead is his time he was insulted by Nick Diaz saying “playing touch butt with his trainer”.
He had the most dominant climb in featherweight history and probably one of the top in mma history, ended up dethroning the champion in 13 seconds.
The rest was history
Truth is, with programs like these subs; I’m only beginning to scratch the surface of how deep this practice goes. Only a year into my Muay Thai mastery journey and I can see the flaws in top champions around the world and I already know how capable I am of outclassing them all with my perfection, it’s already done in my eyes, I just live celebratory.
I’ve been studying the feldenkrais method as to harness unbelievable amounts of movement flow. I even incorporate to is into my technique training
Dude will warm up just to be able to slam pads and bags; we rarely go through the whole motion of a technique slowly, really building deep neural connections, really maturing the fibers all the way through. With full body CARS and Feldenkrais approach and my usual obsession with technique I’ll see just how good and effortless moving can be.
I mean even the fact that most fighters apart from top champions will gas out before the fight ends and before their opponent is finished shows how lacking today’s game is with attention to strategy and detail, the way most fighters can be great inside the ring and just expose their entire weaknesses through some emotional slip up before a fight, rather than exposing “fake” weaknesses. There are very few men in history that can be regarded master tacticians and fight champions, which is the tier that fighters should aim for, the whole “I came from a hard life and I’m here to show who I am I don’t quit!!” Is overused as a mindset.
I will show the world true mastery mweheheheheheheh
As for my status in life. Over a week of washout and I’m still sore from training and also shifting seems to hit overdrive during washouts that go longer, in my experience, with QTkS because this is the third cycle I shift unreal amounts in the washout.
My body still aches in places and my bloom is super hard, I feel extremely attractive and khan black stage one has healed …… I mean I have to be honest it feels like it healed me to the max. I went from battling demons I never knew I would face to just having a cycle of being authentically charming and enjoying every single interaction can have (literally all the time I’m opening on females to lighten my mood) and, if anything, a deep and matured understanding of the dating world and the sexual marketplace and it’s modern day nuances and mechanics, on a very deep and personal level, an almost absolutely wordless understanding of the energies behind dating
I don’t really ever look at it like I used to years ago, this black and white thing some PUA book will shed light on. I see more clearly; is the only way I can put it, I don’t blame women, I don’t blame my mother, I don’t blame the men who try to cockblock due to their own insecurity, as a matter of fact I welcome challenge because I know that that attracting mates is very hard if you’re not putting yourself out there, regardless of how sexy you are, and putting yourself out there for females is the way to building your sexual values and skills.