Hell yeah!
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DRR3 1m15s HeO 38s
Reading the results from HLB is really testing my patience.
But I gotta focus on DRR first. Next year I’ll finally be able to run it.
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More reasons to stick with DRR.
I want to use it longer, but I want to use HLB too.
This has been something in the back of my mind when planning for subs.
With where healing titles are going, it makes more sense to stick with DRR4 first while waiting for the update, then repeat the whole multistager again when it is updated. After everything is done, then I’ll start HLB.
It will delay my plan to use HLB by 1-2 years, but I want to use DRR longer anyway, might as well double down and do it thoroughly before the switch.
Got up and walked for hours on end.
I just felt like I had to do it to clean & rest my head.
EE so far has been pushing me to rest more than to do more.
Strange, but I do need it.
I thought it was gonna push me even further, but it’s doing tweaks & adjustments instead.
EE is the real deal. Holy shit.
I haven’t even listened to more than 15s for a while.
I don’t want to push my stack too far before it gets updated again, after all.
I gotta admit, I kinda regretted sticking with LE for so long when EE already got updated.
I should have switched to EE sooner. The upgrade is just that good.
EE is more all encompassing than LE, it’s not even close.
This is the second sub I’m having a great time with super short loops.
Granted, i’ve been blasting myself with productivity related subs for more than 2 years, so it could simply be the short loops reinvigorating the productivity scripting that’s already in my head from other subs. But I have never got anything like this before, not with LE, Mogul, DRLD etc. EE is uniquely holistic.
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Twice I listened to 15m of EE.
Twice I felt sluggish the day after.
I could still do stuff, but I felt like I was operating slower than the world.
It’s as if time were just passing me by, out of my grasp.
I’ll try 15m every once in a while again to gauge my progress, but other than that, I’ll stick with microlooping. <15s has been great so far. I’ll slowly increase it as usual.
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I’ve been deleting any entry of WB here, so this one might be deleted soon too.
It has been almost 4 months of microlooping (nanolooping? quantumlooping?) WB.
No more than 15s yet.
It has been so integrated into my life that the results feel normal now.
It’s starting to feel just like any other subs from SC, everything is so natural. It just flows.
A loop can’t get too low, as long as it’s within your sweetspot, it will bring great results that fit your pace.
Not jumping straight to an artisanal sub that is so out of your focus in life is also an option, rofl.
The next step is to make everything so natural that i won’t feel it kitchensinks with HeO anymore.
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Dreams while using subs are like the Alice in Wonderland story.
At the end of it, it’s revealed that everything is just a dream, but she is still benefiting from the character development she went through. Waking up as a better person after she worked through the knots that was resolved in the dream.
That seems fantastical, but getting a dream from subs is like experiencing a good fraction of it
You go through a journey in the dream, resolving many blockages in your subconscious, gaining clarity & positive traits. After that, you wake up more confident, robust, with new perspectives in life.
The dream i had a year ago about being in a loving romantic relationship is probably the most influential i’ve had. It opened up my view about what’s possible to experience. With how uptight i was, there was no way to show me such such a pure emotional perspective except for it to be in a dream.
i didn’t act on it immediately, it was only in the last few months that i let loose a little that it starts to influence my decisions. With my stack now, i have experienced that pure feeling in that dream more than once in real life. This is probably the most accurate i can write down what i experienced with WB.
It’s always hard to put it into words.
I can write it exactly as is, but it can’t convey what i went through the way i experienced it. But i think this is as close to accurate as i can express it.
A dream like experience that’s so out of what’s ordinary for me that it feels like i’m in my version of a wonderland. A pure feeling of closeness, openness, & bliss. I think i wrote once above that i like this more than the sexual results, and i still stand by it.
It would be cool to have a sub that focuses on this, but I can’t even put a label on what this is. It’s not really love, not really camaraderie, not really familiarity, it’s something i first felt intensely in a dream. I think “deep connection” is the best term to describe it? The closest equivalent i can think of, though not as deep, is when you’re sitting with your significant other in your living room in a sunday afternoon being in the moment just enjoying eachother’s company.
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This is the first time i managed to run WB for 15m without any significant recon.
No impact on my work performance, no lethargy, it’s just chill.
I guess the <10s runs i did for 4 months are deep enough to impact my reaction towards the rest of the scripting.
Looking back, resolving whatever got me stuck at 8s back then really made the rest of the experience much smoother. The small stuff along the way also built up over time to help me get here.
I’m satisfied with this.
I’ll keep using WB until RM/UA is out.
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that’s quite a jump from <10s lol
do you get results as well from 15m though?
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Hey, could you please summarize what DRR has done for you and how long you ran each stage?
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It’s a holistic booster for everything.
There is healing too, but the boosting part is mostly how the sub works for me.
The theme is usually inner power.
You can expect the effects to come from & towards it with this sub.
Stage 1 & 2 for around 7 months each (i ran both together for 1 or 2 cycles, but i forgot the details)
Stage 3 for 4 months so far. Now is my 5th.
DRR1 is mostly just a holistic booster.
DRR2 deals more with inner power.
DRR3 is a holistic booster again, but it helps you see things from the bigger picture.
The stages do build on each other. DRR3 feels like the last step to deal with the remnants of the previous ones.
do you mean for generally everything in your life, or for any sub in the stack?
yes, both.
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I see, thanks!
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To me it’s pretty obvious.
WB is the ultimate romance abundance sub.
If you are prepared for it, it can attract more women into your life than you can handle.
So if you’re, somewhere deep down, carrying around thoughts like you mentioned, they’re tackled.
It’s about solving the “loosing people from your life” scarcity mindset. You’re working through that step by step now so you can develop a real abundance mindset.
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That’s what puzzled me.
I drop a lot of people out of my life, even those I were close with.
I take my goals that seriously. I don’t mind cutting anyone who holds me back or is wasting my time.
And deep inside, as much as I don’t want to admit this to others, I don’t feel like I’m losing much.
We were besties a few days ago, sharing our deepest thoughts & feelings, we’ve been there for each others in our most vulnerable times for years etc. But when I actually cut them from my life, it always feels underwhelmingly flat.
Right now as I’m writing this, I’m trying to remember people that were in my life. As heartless as it is to say, I can’t care less. I just feel neutral.
As I’ve written above, even when people I knew passed away, I didn’t feel much.
But the recon from WB made me feel as if someone I know died, even more than what I feel when it actually happened.
Maybe the euphemism is not that good at conveying the message intact.
I’m just gonna drop it.
Not as in they left me, it’s as if they died.
The whole recon has a lot to do with the concept of mortality.
2 years ago when I forced myself to listen to full loops of WB, every single night I dreamt about death.
not just about people around me, but also towards myself.
Fear is there, but not prominent. It is mostly the feeling of loss after death occurs.
One that I think I should feel instead of what I actually felt when it actually happened.
If it’s about a scarcity mindset of losing other people, why do I get it towards myself? I don’t think I’m afraid of “myself” going away and not caring about “myself” anymore.
Edit: OH I THINK I FOUND A CLUE.
After writing the last sentence above, my mind somehow linked it to one of my fears.
There’s a reason I don’t drink, do drugs, or stuff like that.
I’m terrified of losing control over my own body, a bit irrationally much at that.
I also have not so stellar history with this fear throughout my life.
I’m fine with the unpredictability of the world, but god forbid I lose control of my own body, of what I say, of whatever is internal.
The whole thing reminded me of this quote:
While it’s a good quote to live by, what if I lose control of even that? myself?
The thought alone terrifies the living shit out of me.
(Also funny that the name of its writer is also viktor. I have this quote in my bookmark from years ago, but I didn’t pay attention to their name.)
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I’ve been lost in thought about this, as soon as I figured it out, I’m beginning to see how everything connects.
It makes sense now.
I’m gonna do more introspection & work through this.
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The thing about loss and abundance is that they’re closely connected. What does abundance mean if you can’t loose it? If it’s gone without you feeling the loss it’s not real abundance. Not when it’s about persons.
It’s only painless when you don’t really care.
When you loose someone close to your heart, it’s supposed to hurt. I’ve lost a lot of good friends over the decades. And it was always a painfully process at the time. Now, looking back, I can cherish the memories. But at the time it was like loosing a limb.
This isn’t meant as describing you as cold or heartless. In my experience this is the result of a serious loss in the past and the subconscious decided not to let anyone get so close again that their loss can cause that level of pain again.
And WB tackles this topic in its way. To allow for real abundance in your life.
One of my favorite quotes from Frankl is “He who has a why survives any how”.
He wrote this after witnessing strong man die in the concentration camps and small, fragile man survived.
Did you read the book you quoted or just the quote? If not, I can highly recommend his works.
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I feel like you’re about to have a breakthrough
Your posts are reminding me of that mourning feeling we get sometimes during reconciliation
Not saying that’s what you’re going through but it did remind me of that
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I’m not sure myself either.
In theory, i know i should feel bad when i lose my close connections, but when it actually happens, it’s not as bad as i thought it was going to be. I felt bad but it didn’t linger for long nor did it impair me.
I also ran LBFH for a year total. You’ve read my journal about it. If anything, I’m more willing to open up and let people into my life after i ran it. It’s even more effective at that than WB.
Yet I got no recon from it.
If fear of letting people into my life is the culprit, i’d have had severe recon from LBFH. the sub that taught me the deeper value of healthy attachment. But i got none.
That’s why the connection to my fear of losing control of myself makes more sense to me than fear of losing others. As it lines up with everything I’ve been experiencing with the recon from WB for all the 8 months total that i’ve been using it.
I got it from a random facebook post years ago when facebook was still relevant, rofl.
I didn’t even know he write books, i’m gonna check them out when i have the time.
Discussing this with you helped me figure out wtf caused the recon, i really appreciate it. While this might not be the whole picture, it is a huge clue to start with.
I get you. Everything is connecting at last.
It’s very clear now what caused the recon and what steps i could take.
The breakthrough is near.
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