William’s Winning Wayfare

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#1339

LE 15m

I planned to rest today, but I found myself working anyway.
LE is strong. I like this.
I hope it retains its strength so I won’t get fucked up next month.

DRR1 has really loosened something up inside me. It cleansed something, many things. Idk what exactly, but it is enhancing many aspects of my life.
If I didn’t subject myself to this “1-3 months break after 4-6 months of use” experiment, I’d have still stuck with DRR1. It’s such a great sub. The best booster in the whole store.

I’m living my life.
HeO for the fulfilment, DRR1 to enhance that & to break whatever is blocking it.
This is the perfect stack. I love it.

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#1340

DR + LE is such a cool stack now that I think about it

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#1341

It is

Limitless + Executive with some of Emperor in it, combined with the best booster in the store.

DRR boosts LE.
LE makes sure DRR won’t fuck up your productivity too much (in theory, i hope it works).

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#1342

Have you considered name embeds since u run titles for so long

#1343

LE + Illusions of the mind or an updated title plus the anti-recon module would be sick for you.

#1344

I’m not really thinking about it at the moment.
Getting a name embedded sub is good for depth, speed, and smoothness.
But those three, I’m already plenty satisfied with.

I still have my plans in case I want them though

HERO + Rembrandt
DRG1 + Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
EoG1 (now LE) + Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
HeO + Synergy: Primordial Aura

I was so close to making them once it was announced, but i decided to hold back because HeO was not updated yet. Now that the hype has died down, I realized I already have more than enough.

Maybe I’ll get one when the new HERO title is out. If it’s harder for me to run, then it’s a good idea to get a name embedded.

I’m a bit apprehensive about getting a recon related module, especially on a sub where I don’t get much recon to begin with.

While it can help me process recon faster, potentially boosts even outside of recon, speed is not my priority. It’s nice to have things go faster, but I use subs as long as possible anyway, I’ll reach that point eventually.

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#1345

in case this helps

turn recon into lessons

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#1346

This as well.

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#1347

I’d have no time in my day if I had to clear my lower quality entries :laughing:

So much is just processing to alchemize. I personally think there is value of our own records and patterns of what didn’t work or just venting (for ourselves and others) but respect and understand your choice to have high quality only.

That’s incredible, can I ask how old you are? Also if your open to sharing what you’ve set out to achieve and accomplished?

I’ve noticed this from Khan Total Breakdown. It enhances everything else, with a certain ‘flavor’. I NEVER thought of DDR until you’re journal. I’m thinking it may be worth experimenting with in the future to enhance everything.

Is the recon hit hard initially before enhancing I imagine

Have you tried DDG ? I feel like that shares the virtue scripting of Hero or has some resonance there

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#1348

It only takes a few minutes a day.

When i’m free, i search for them, put them in a group tab, then i delete them whenever I have the time & the daily time limit is over.

That way, the time wasted is only my free time.

Edit:
I just looked at the group tab again, there are at least a hundred messages there ready to be deleted, rofl.

I’d love to share, but I also take “don’t share personal information on the internet” quite seriously.
That’s why you’ll barely see any journal about Mogul here, even when I rave so much about it.

Maybe a cleansing sub is a good general booster, then.
DRR1 is different from DRLD in that it’s broader in its application.
That’s why I call it a holistic booster. I wonder if it’s similar to khan.

I was very cautious the first 2 weeks I started DRR1.
Only +3s every listening day starting from 0s.
But one day I tried 15m just for fun. I realized that DRR1 gave me no recon whatsoever.
It feels like nothing, but when I assess how I was before & after DRR1, it’s clear how potent it is.

I want to use DRG1 next year.
But DRR1 is already perfect, so I’ll ride the wave first before switching.
I’m just that satisfied with DRR1. It’s one of the best subs I’ve ever used.

I think I’m starting to connect the dots here about how the anti-recon scripting works.
I’ll definitely try it with a recon inducing sub whenever I see a viable way to include a sub with that scripting in my stack.

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#1351

This might be more serious than i expected.
After observing this for a while, I think DRR1 cleansed something deeper than just sexual expression related blockages.

I didn’t expect this.

It has been happening since before i used DRR2 this morning, but i wasn’t quite sure yet.
After that little push from DRR2, now I understand what’s happening.
DRR1 hit something that’s way deeper than i expected.
Something that i thought i had gone over after years of struggle, but in fact, a good portion of it was just blocked by my head. DRR1 cleared that blockage. I just became aware of it now.

It’s not just nice to have DRR2’s inner power scripting to accompany this cleansing, it is necessary. I’ve gone through this before, i know what I need. I jumped ship at the right time (maybe my subconscious already knew this, that’s why i started thinking about advancing the stages earlier).

DRR1 cleared not just the trash, but also a whole dam in that “second burst of effects”.
This is not about recon anymore, if i don’t want to risk losing my productivity, i might gonna need professional guidance for this.

I hope this won’t be as bad as how it was back then. I’m significantly more in control & better geared than how i was back then, so i’m sure i’ll get through this one way or another.

I might need to say fuck it and drop HeO & my plan to use the new HERO title in favor of LBFH, depending on how this goes.

LE to keep my productivity up.
Aggressive microloops of LBFH & DRR2 to deal with this potential shit show.

Update 1:

Fuck it’s back.
But my response is different from how it was years ago.
I’m also starting to notice which parts of my body tense up when it happens.

This is fine.
If it continues to go like this, maybe I won’t need to take such big precautions after all.

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The risks outweigh the potential gains from HeO/HERO, or from any subs.
LE + aggressive microlooping of DRR2/LBFH until I’m sure this won’t spiral too far like it did back then.

This caught me off guard when it finally came to my consciousness. But when I look at what I’ve been doing this far, I realized that I actually have been planning & mitigating this shitstorm subconsciously.
Workload, schedule, safety nets etc. It’s as if I already knew that I’ll have to face this unblocked shitstorm a few months in advance.

Looking at how things are going right now, I may be able to go through this just fine, but there’s no harm in taking extra precautions and getting professional help.

I’ll observe more for a week. Then I’ll decide whether I’ll schedule a meeting or not.

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#1353

That creativity boost was 100% from HeO.

Turns out 2.5 months was not enough to make it stick.
This further enhances my theory that 4-6 months is the minimum.
It also shows that the BL in LE was not what increased my creativity to the degree that HeO did.

Fuck, I want to go back to HeO, but I can’t yet.

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#1354

I liked someone’s suggestion to you to try DRG.

Literally all of DRR but also with royalty/virtue/cognitive scripting.

Saint called it something like DRR mixed with chosen, limitless, and hero

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#1357

not to F your stack but i was just reviewing Mind’s Eye and it directly enhances creativity/innovation, routines, visualization (ofc), manifestation, and ability to accomplish seemingly impossible-to-imagine goals.

You might want to give it a re-read if u havent in a while!

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#1358

I was planning to use ME too.

But HeO turned out to be enough for now.
Well, it took the sub almost a year to show this to me, potentially unlocked by DRR, but i always welcome a pleasant surprise, lol.

I’ll use the new HERO title too, which i believe will have a creativity enhancer effect (even if it’s indirect) like HeO. LE will also get the update. Changing it from BL to Limitless.

Maybe i’ll add ME to a custom one day.
But i can’t see it entering my stack any time soon.

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#1359

When reading the forum, sometimes it got me thinking.
If we made a gathering in real life, I must be about the least charismatic out of everybody, rofl.
The most I’ve used is WB for 4 cycles total. Other than that, zero sub that focuses of attractiveness.

Update 1:

I was looking around for what sub to use for attractiveness in case I ever want to use one.
It’s easily EmpD. Not even a question.

I can afford to add it in a custom around 1-2 years from now.
It will be in the third sub slot that only gets played 2-4 times a month, though.

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#1361

I feel like i hold more power over my sexuality.
“My way is the way” kind of inner power behind it.

DRR2 is doing its job. This flavor of inner power is unique to the sub.
I take back what i said about not feeling much from just 15s.

DRR1 feels complete as a booster alone, but DRR2 makes it even more complete.

I got a pleasant surprise from LBFH.
I forgot it can make me become more vulnerable & honest towards myself.
I like it.

So many inner introspection from DRR2.
It’s uniquely themed around inner power, so I know it’s DRR2’s doing.

15s is this strong?
No fucking wonder I got recon from running this sub longer.
Maybe it’s because of the combination of how responsive I am to subs & my low tolerance for density.

Or maybe because I started thinking about DRR2’s effects when I wrote the post above, and my brain went “we’re actually going through a lot with DRR2 you dummy, here let me show you”. In which case, that’s one more reason to keep journaling.

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#1362

LE 15m LBFH 15m DRR2 50s

I’m starting to think that adding a microlooped third sub is a viable strategy.
I won’t ever recommend it though, just a personal observation.

LE is still strong.
LBFH is blossoming.
DRR2 is working better & smoother than I expected.

I feel no overload symptoms either.
At least no lethargy or that distinct “dense” feeling.

What the fuck?

I’m in control of my thoughts about the thoughts of sex.
That’s a mouthful, but that’s exactly what’s happening.

It’s starting to show me my thought patterns about sexuality.
I wasn’t even aware about these patterns before.
But now, not only they are deconstructed and laid bare in front of me, but DRR2 also gives me the tools & guidance to navigate & shift my perspectives around this topic.

This is liberating and eye opening.

LE feels more robust in some areas of productivity, but shallow in others where HeO & DRR1 shines. Creativity is one big aspect of HeO that is completely lacking from LE.

It’s hard to justify LE over those two, but it will improve with the update later anyway.

The executive part works well though.
Not much to complain about.

Using LBFH for a long time made me forget how utterly fucking broken this sub is. It is that strong.

This is the ultimate feel good sub for me.

The problem is just that, it has too far exceeded my internal goals that I don’t know what am i going to use LBFH’s improvements for.
The more I use LBFH, the more i understand that i’m truly done with the sub.

It’s great for emergencies like what happened a week ago. But anything more than that is unnecessary. I’d rather give the spot to Mogul if it’s just for feeling good.

I’ll swap LBFH for HeO 2 months from now.

Update 1:

Ok that’s a recon from DRR2.
But it only shows up in certain situations.

There’s no lethargy recon, nor is it disruptive.
I’ll go back to 20s in the next listening day.

So my no recon sweetspot is around 20s-50s.
My bearable recon sweetspot is 50s+.
Time to find out the exact numbers & improve.

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#1364

OH I UNDERSTAND IT NOW.

What DRR2 is leading me towards is the pure intrinsic enjoyment of the process itself.
Opening that layer of enjoyment I didn’t even know existed.
This is a strong hypothesis. I’ll find ways to put in action what DRR2 is inching me towards.

Was this why I got recon from AHJ?
Well, it could have been DRR2’s recon now that I think about it.
But the thought of using AHJ to dive deeper into this topic is not a bad idea at all.

Is it worth destabilizing my stack even more to add AHJ into the stack?

I don’t think so. Adding LBFH is already risky as is.
I’m glad LE with microlooped DRR2 can manage to keep up my productivity.
DRR2 with recon is devastating for productivity, but without recon, it’s actually helping me a bit.

I know that there’s something to this.
It also aligns with my goals.

AHJ is the undisputed best sub for what DRR2 is trying to show me.

It’s not a virtue driven fulfilment like the one from HeO, it’s a raw enjoyment of the process, of life.

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This is more than a valid reason to add AHJ to my stack.
My goals are still the same: productivity, creativity & fulfilment.

AHJ has the chance to show me that “next level” of fulfilment, as HeO had back then.

Better fulfilment will lead to better productivity & an indirect effect towards creativity.

This is a strong reason to swap.
I could be wrong, but this is the biggest lead I have to break through to the next level.
I might as well take the gamble. If this leads to a revelation as great as the one from HeO’s virtue scripting, then any momentary instability in the stack is a worthwhile price to pay for it.

I think I can swap DRR in place of AHJ for a few months.
The whole reason I use DRR1 is to boost everything in my life, especially productivity from HeO.
Now that LE is back in the stack, especially with the update later, LE + HeO should be more than enough to cover DRR’s spot.

I’ve been using DRR for ~10 months anyway, alternating between DRR1 & DRR2.
I’ll count this detour as a well needed break from the core DRR scripting.

LE + HeO + AHJ. Productivity, creativity, fulfilment.
I planned to include the new HERO title in the rotation. But I’m not in a rush to use it. Adding a completely new multistager into this might unnecessarily dilute the focus. I’ll try to delay the new HERO title until next year if my willpower is strong enough to resist using it, rofl.

Fuck it, I’m taking the plunge.

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#1369

Is AHJ one of those subs like DRR1/Mogul where I won’t feel anything in particular until a few months later when I look back at the changes in my life and notice how much the sub contributed to it?

So far I’ve been noticing the sub preventing me from doing self sabotage that will lower my enjoyment.
In a way, it does feel like a “tool” when it’s in effect.

Nothing much yet. I’m still gonna observe what it does.
I’m glad there’s no recon though, so the recon back in January was caused by DRR2 instead.

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