Do you know this picture
It’s about the body and how you are creating the version you wanna see.
It’s the same thing with your character. You are creating the version you want to see. You decide which qualities you want to form, which to discard.
With the subs you have an excellent tool to fulfill your vision of your ideal self.
WB isn’t who you are (yet ( if you want to)). You are confronted with a possible version of yourself. It’s new, unknown. So it feels strange. Do you know “Treading Places” with Eddie Murphy and Dan Akroyd? It’s about a beggar and Wallstreet banker trading places (forcedly). Eddie Murphy shows typical imposter syndrome since everything is new, wanted, but unfamiliar. At the end of the movie, he feels his new personality.
I’d guess, that Stark and HoM are just more in line with your old personality. That they just excavated what was already there as a anlage.
WB on the otherhand is not something already present in your personality. It’s up to you to decide if you want to change/ evolve in that direction or not.
I was a nice guy, a best friend my whole life. I got my first girlfriend with 31. I really liked being in a relationship. But still, it felt strange, surreal at times. And after 2 years still sometimes does. But I grew into the reliable partner for my fiance (with my own challenges (read my journal)).
It’s all about what you really WANT. And also what you want to want. You have to decide.
If you’re more spiritual, you might know about the concept of a soul plan, a plan, a task you decided on, before you incarnated. If that should sound appealing, than it’s about finding out what yours is.
For some, it’s advancing human potential, for others bringing change by inventing/ producing things the world needs. For others it’s living off grid in the woods, becoming one with nature.
You have the ability to become whoever you want to be. Is the WB archetype what you want to be? Does your heart long to be that way? Than don’t care about that you’re not feeling it yet. It will come. If you decide that it’s not who you want to be, take what you want and discard the rest. Conscious Guidance.
Also never forget: for an (successful) adult you’re pretty young. You have time to discover what your heart yearns for. You’re setting a solid base atm. Much more solid then mine was at your age.