Navigating the Shift
Ever since listening to the upgrade to Seductress 5X now and also SB 3x with it, Iāve felt an undercurrent of unease, like something beneath the surface is shifting. Outwardly, Iām handling things. Iām showing up for my business, my kids, my life. But inside, thereās tension. Itās this push and pull between two versions of me.
One version sees herself as a single mom relying on support, feeling the weight of uncertainty, questioning how sheāll handle financial shifts, taxes, and the constant changes that come with being self-employed. She worries about the long-term, about whether sheās making the right moves, about the what-ifs that creep in late at night.
Then thereās the Empress. The woman who owns her power, who creates wealth with ease, who isnāt just okay with financial shifts, she thrives in them. She trusts herself to make large sums of money. She welcomes growth, expansion, and even the responsibility that comes with it. She moves differently. She expects success rather than chasing it.
I can feel these two identities colliding more intensely. Itās stirring up subconscious patterns, making me face the incongruences within me. The part of me that hesitates and overthinks is clashing with the part that is effortlessly magnetic, confident, and in control.
I also look at the evidence of how much I have achieved since resigning from my career to live my purpose full-time in 2022. I built something from the ground up, created my own path, and proved to myself that I can thrive outside of the conventional. I am not someone who stays stagnant. I evolve.
Being in Aaron Doughtyās Conscious Business Accelerator course is also stirring things up for my next steps of evolution. Itās challenging me to expand my vision, refine my purpose, and step even more into the identity of someone who not only receives abundance but leads and creates it with intention.
I realize now that my discomfort isnāt just about finances, itās about the identity Iām stepping into. The old version of me and the new version are meeting head-on, and Iām standing at the threshold, deciding who I will be.
The truth is I am not just a single mom doing what she can to get by. And Iām not waiting for abundance to prove itself to me. I am the powerhouse. I am both a nurturer and a leader, both receptive and in control. I know how to receive, but I also know how to create.
From this moment on, I choose to embody the Empress fully. I welcome the financial shifts as a natural part of my expansion. I release the fear of taxes and change because I trust my ability to navigate it all. Money is not something I have to chase or fear. It flows to me, and I know exactly what to do with it.
I donāt have to choose between these two identities. I am a powerful, self-sufficient creator who knows how to receive and create. This is who I am now.
And that feels damn good.
Paid off my credit card completely today.
Another friend has been reaching out late at night about their deep mental and emotional issues. Its quite prevalent that I need to work on this!
