17.04.25: Ascended Mogul (15min)
Cutting back Limitless to 3 min, made the recon dissipate.
Ascended Mogul is a beast. Had a short interaction today with a beautiful woman and felt no unworthiness or fear of disapproval, like in the past. Lately, I even got in the habbit of making them smile at me. That feels good. Before Emperor and Ascended Mogul I always looked sheepishly away and felt unworthy and even guilty to disturbing them with my presence 
I also got chatty. I started to speak a lot to people and make them listen to me. Before Ascended Mogul I was rather silent and afraid to put myself on the line. As a result I had problems to find the right words because I always feared rejection. Now I’m learning how to express myself without fear.
My sense of money also heightened. I always think about ways and pathways to make money and open up channels for money flowing in. The next step is to implement that ideas into reality.
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19.4.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (15min)
19.4.25: Limitless (3min)
21.4.25: Ascended Mogul (15min)
23.4.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (15min)
23.4.25: Limitless (3min)
25.4.25: Ascended Mogul (15min)
Massive “life” recon when working. I think it’s not recon from the titles, but a BIG, nasty roadblock when I try to do work. It soooo hard to be concentrated and focused. I rather want to be somewhere else. Doomscrolling etc. is the result. I hurt myself MASSIVELY eventually.
Have to find a way around this.
His facial expression looks like he’s lost. There’s no fire burning in his eyes, no deepness of life experience, no light of healed pain. He might look savage but he lacks the groundedness.
Maybe this is accurate for a “primal” man, but I wouldn’t want to embody this archetype.
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You’re right about that, sir. But it’s a nice “guide-post” for my Spartan: Apex Warrior in the stack.
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That makes sense, using it as a inspiration for a part of your stack. So let it be your guide.
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27.4.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (15min)
27.4.25: Limitless (3min)
29.4.25: Ascended Mogul (15min)
Washout. During this cycle had a lot of recon on Ascended Mogul. Had a lot of internal questioning about my life. It’s good to think about my path in life, but it was too heavy sometimes and the path I want to walk is not clear in my mind yet. That caused some stress because I know I need to take action, but toward what end, is not obvious yet.
Next cycle I will cut back all of my three titles to microlooping. Starting with 30 seconds each.
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I’ve been getting alot of uncertainty, and I thought it was just pure recon fog, but it could also be the subliminal is getting you to take action to see things clearer. To truly find what you want. So that you’re path or sub- path is clear.
Like a stress test, to see if this is truly your path. You can’t lie to ZP. Similar to the way you stress test a new IT system to see how resilient and resolute it is.
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Yes, absolutely! The stress comes not really from the action itself but more from the consequences that my actions could/would bring! I’m not clear for myself if I’m willing to bear the possible consequences that this actions could have. A lot of coulds, and woulds, I know 
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Starting today after my washout with 30 second microloops. Will implement @Risky advice and will take actions to find my path.
5.5.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (30sec)
5.5.25: Limitless (30sec)
7.5.25: Ascended Mogul (30sec)
30 second loops are smooth as silk no recon in any form.
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9.5.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (30sec)
9.5.25: Limitless (30sec)
11.5.25: Ascended Mogul (30sec)
13.5.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (50sec)
13.5.25: Limitless (50sec)
16.5.25: Ascended Mogul (50sec)
19.5.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (30sec)
19.5.25: Limitless (30sec)
50 secs was too much. Left two days in between and shortened to 30 secs. Hope for less recon in way of brainfog and rummination
21.5.25: Ascended Mogul (30sec)
23.5.25: Spartan Apex Warrior (15min)
23.5.25: Limitless (15min)
First the cycle with the 30 second loops went smooth. Then, at the end of the cycle, hardcore recon hit. I never had recon so bad. Emotionally I slipped back some 20 more years. It was an awful experience but nonetheless very helpful in learning and exploring. I took it as a retrospective event and learned a lot. The final round of Spartan and Limitless I did as a full 15 min loop, and it helped me get back on track.
Now I’m in washout till Saturday.
On Sunday we will attend a wedding and I plan to run Emperor Daddy a day before to set my charisma and mindset on the right path for the party 
Some days washout after that and then I will start my next cycle, swapping out Ascended Mogul with my old friend Emperor.
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31.5.25: Emperor Daddy (15min)