Veil of Gold, Hands of Creation: Writing the Realms of My Becoming 👑

[TheEmpress]

This is not just a journal, it is a sovereign act of creation.

With every word written, I unveil golden threads of wisdom, weaving new realms into existence. I do not seek power; I am power. I do not search for grace; I embody grace. I do not chase; I create.

Here, I step beyond the illusions of limitation and into the infinite expanse of my own becoming. Each reflection, each revelation, each intention placed upon these pages is a brushstroke in the masterpiece of my life.

I do not write to find myself, I write because I know myself.

And with these hands of creation, I shape the world as I desire it to be.

Here is my previous journal: The Empress Within: Chronicles of Self-Mastery and Inner Reign

[TheEmpress]

This morning in meditation, memories surfaced—visions of my younger self declaring, I will be famous one day. I remembered filming myself, practicing my voice, my presence, playing with the idea of being seen. Back then, it felt natural, effortless.

Somewhere along the way, doubt crept in, carried by the voices of dream killers. I let their shadows dim my light.

But today, I met those parts of me with love and encouragement. I am here to lead both the exiled and the protectors back into harmony—back into wholeness. Because I am whole. I always have been.

A quiet dialogue unfolded within me, a reclamation of self. A reminder: I am the creator of my story.

And in this space of truth, I fully owned something today. I have spent too long trauma bonding in relationships instead of rising to my excellence. I see now where I clung to pain disguised as connection, where I shrank to fit, where I chose survival over self-honour. But I am not here to repeat cycles. I am here to transcend them.

[Athanaxos]

Here’s to rising to excellency, and the creation of a sovereign soul

[TheEmpress]

Love is healing. It is never about fixing or changing someone. It is about seeing them as whole, even when they cannot see it for themselves. It is holding them in the highest truth of who they are—pure, limitless, already complete.

Neville Goddard taught that what we accept as true in consciousness is reflected in our world. When we see another through the lens of love, through the knowing that they are already divine, we call forth that truth in them.

To love is to witness, to believe, to hold the vision of someone’s highest self unwaveringly. And in that space, healing happens naturally. Because love, in its purest form, sees only wholeness.

[Myster]

What subs are u currently running?

[TheEmpress]

I am in wash out from a highly experimental month of January and part of February.

I finished a short listening cycle of the following on Monday: GHJ and LBFH, and later in the day I did a full loop of SB.

I’d like to ideally wait for Seductress upgrade before deciding my next stack. (Depending how long that takes!)

There are so many great titles!

[TheEmpress]

Current read:

[TheEmpress]

I was just gazing at something on my desk for a while and some realizations smacked me in the face with love.

If you know you are the prize, why would you chase? What within you feels the need to run after something that should be drawn to you naturally?

If you know you are the prize, you would not chase because true value does not need to prove itself. Pursuit comes from a place of wanting, while magnetism comes from a place of being. When you fully embody your worth, you do not need to run after anything. What is meant for you will recognize your value and come toward you willingly. If you feel the need to chase, it is worth asking whether you truly believe in your own worth or if there is a deeper fear driving the need for pursuit.

The deeper fear driving the pursuit is often rooted in a feeling of lack, unworthiness, or fear of abandonment. It can stem from a subconscious belief that if you do not chase, you will not receive love, attention, or validation. This fear may be tied to past experiences where love felt conditional or where you had to fight for recognition.

Pursuing can also come from a need to control the outcome, as if chasing will guarantee the desired result. But true connection does not require force, it flows. If there is a need to chase, it may be worth exploring whether you fully trust that what is meant for you will come without needing to be grasped. Letting go of the chase means trusting your value and believing that the right person will recognize it without you having to prove it.

The prize is the magnetic empress.

Instead of seeking validation or control, she remains in her power, allowing the right people and opportunities to flow toward her, while she continues weaving all her dreams into fruition.

[TheEmpress]

[TheEmpress]

As I continue my journey as The Empress, I’ve chosen a new subliminal stack to carry me through the remainder of February.

This stack includes:

• Alchemist: Singularity (AS)

• A Stark Black Reality (SB)

• Helen of Troy (HoT)

My listening schedule will alternate between AS+SB and HoT+AS on listening days, with a rest day in between, forming an 11-day cycle. I’m also looking forward to the release of Seductress whenever it becomes available, as I feel it will complement my path beautifully.

Goals for This Stack:

Alchemist: Singularity (AS)

• Deep Spiritual Connection – Strengthen my connection with my inner self and the universe, heightening intuition and awareness.

• Masculine & Feminine Polarity – Balance and embody both energies fully, allowing for fluidity, power, and harmony in my presence and interactions.

• Manifestation Mastery – Align my thoughts and energy to effortlessly attract what I desire.

• Emotional Healing – Release old wounds and cultivate inner peace, resilience, and clarity.

A Stark Black Reality (SB)

• Unwavering Confidence – Develop an unshakable sense of self, embracing my power without hesitation.

• Decisive Action – Make clear, confident choices that align with my goals and vision.

• Reality Shaping – Strengthen my ability to influence and shape my external reality through intention and will.

Helen of Troy (HoT)

• Enhanced Charisma – Radiate effortless charm and presence in all situations.

• Magnetic Presence – Cultivate an undeniable energy that naturally draws people in.

• Refined Elegance – Embody grace, beauty, and sophistication in my actions, words, and presence.

By integrating these subliminals into my routine, I am refining my personal power, deepening my spiritual growth, and enhancing my influence in all areas of life. This stack supports my journey in embodying The Empress fully—grounded in purpose, radiating confidence, and shaping my reality with ease.

[TheEmpress]

From AS:

You will be faced with many different aspects of your being, and that might be strange – seeing yourself in a way you never even thought possible. Don’t be discouraged if what you see you might not like – it is simply another perspective that needs to be unified and that can be worked with and transcended.

The greatest gift of facing your own darkness is in how to use it to fly higher than ever before, seeing the heavens before you.

[Dantes]

There is a book I read once called The Oracle: The Queen, the Princess, and the Whore

You embody literal Oracle energy in your spirit and soul. Thats the highest plane of femininity someone can aspire to

In the book you start out as a Princess, then either rise to queen or fall to [mod edit: forbidden word] (carnal desires), and it usually takes lifetimes for women to get to Oracle energy… that divine essence of intuition. It’s nice seeing it play out with you.

[TheEmpress]

Thank you—I wholeheartedly accept your kind words.

I’ve carried the energy of an Oracle since childhood, though for years, I tried to suppress it through self-destructive choices—drugs, alcohol, recklessness, and a sexually rebellious phase that led to more than one near-death experience in my teenage years.

Now, at 37, it feels good to stand in my truth.

I’ve known what it’s like to embody both the other words mentioned in that book title from my younger years, indulging in carnal desires while searching for something deeper. Through all the twists and turns, I’ve grown into my own version of a queen.

I’m also curious to see how AS interacts with my multi-psychic abilities. I am claircognizant, clairsentient, clairvoyant, and highly intuitive and empathic—though I’ve worked on protecting my empathic tendencies. I’ve physically felt people’s pain at different times and used to absorb it from them. Now, with stronger boundaries, I experience energy differently, but I still pick up on emotions and sensations in unique ways.

I also look forward to how this deepens my energy healing work with clients as a Reiki Master and trauma-informed yoga teacher. Understanding energy on these levels allows me to hold space for others in powerful ways, and I’m excited to see where this path leads.

[Dantes]

Yeah I know what you mean, Spirituality can be a gift and a curse sometimes. For us men, its King Warrior Magician and Lover, its not a hierarchy its more energies of our psyche.

I grew up with infinite King & Magician energy but I needed to develop my Lover & Warrior energy to be more complete, which im still working on and it doesnt come natural to me. Which also explains why and how I struggled with women growing up.

Better late than never honestly. AS might be able to help you integrate your Oracle energy to something more finite, as spirituality can sometimes be the antithesis of worldly success. Might be a good wealth title honestly, who knows.

[TheEmpress]

I just listened to full loops of AS + SB.

I like the sounds of that with wealth.

I listened to some yin like songs and now onto the yang like songs before I go to yoga class then trauma therapy.

[RVconsultant]

@Dantes

The Oracle: The Queen, the Princess, and the Whore

I kept the first instance because that is the actual title of the book.

@Dantes

[mod edit: forbidden word]

The second instance has nothing to do with the title of anything.

[TheEmpress]

I edited my response. My apologies if I used a forbidden word there.

[TheEmpress]

Day 2 ~ rest day

Redefining High Status

A few weeks ago, I was convinced I needed a high-status man—someone who matched my ambition, visibility, and drive. I journaled about it, analyzed it, and truly believed that was the type of partner who would fulfill me. But after reflecting, I realize I wasn’t just seeking status. I was looking for someone to help me rise, believing that aligning with a man on the same path would make my own success inevitable.

But my success isn’t dependent on a partner. It never has been. I embody both the Emperor and the Empress—the architect and the creator, the structure and the flow. My rise comes from my own vision, discipline, and sovereignty. No one builds my empire for me. I am the foundation and the force that brings it to life.

I already had someone who was solid, grounded, and present, but my expectations of what a partner should contribute made me question whether he was the right fit. In that process, I may have overlooked what truly matters. What I actually need is a man who is deeply secure in himself, emotionally steady, and unwavering in his presence. Someone who stands in his own power without seeking validation, who supports without competing, and who complements my energy rather than trying to match or define it. A man who doesn’t need to be on the same stage as me to hold his own.

We still speak daily, lingering in the space between what was and what could be. But I see now that my path isn’t about finding a man to build this with me. It’s about building it myself. When I do, the right partner will naturally align—not as someone to complete me, but as someone who reflects the wholeness I already embody.

This realization doesn’t diminish my desire for a powerful, aligned relationship. It refines it. I’m not looking for someone to make me successful. I create my own success. And in doing so, I will attract a love that mirrors the depth, presence, and strength I hold within myself.

There is nothing to chase. Nothing to force. I am both the ruler and the creator of my reality.

When I align with the right partner, our empire will be a reflection of two whole individuals rising together. We won’t need to merge careers or follow the same path, yet our connection will amplify everything we create. He will stand strong in his own purpose as I do in mine, and together, we will build something greater—not by completing each other, but by expanding from a foundation of mutual strength, trust, and alignment.

[TheEmpress]

Day 3 ~ HoT & AS full loops

[TheEmpress]

I feel so at ease and lovely right now. Off to yoga class!