Wonderfully written and said. I like how you express your feelings and observations. Ever thought about to write a book?
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Yes, I want to write many. && thanks kindly.
While listening to DD I wrote an erotic romance novel inspired by the 3 month long distance relationship I was just in. I got to 8 chapters, came up with title and description. I need to edit and get a book cover for that. I think Iāll leave it with a cliffhanger for a possible 2nd book if thereās an interest.
I will write self help for sure though! 
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The synergy of this stack, combined with the bloom from previous titles, put me into execution mode for business tasks last night. I pushed through and reviewed all my bookkeeping for tax filingāsomething Iāve been dreading but knew I had to do. Even though I have fairly solid systems in place to keep everything organized for my accountant, going through it all still isnāt my favourite task.
Still, I love that I got into the zone and got it done! 
Once I was finished that I flew through other tasks that needed to be done before getting myself to bed at a decent hour!
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TheEmpress is just a powerhouse! 
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One day, you will meet someone who loves you with such kindness and respect that it feels almost unfamiliar. They will see all of you, your flaws, your scars, your stories, and still choose you wholeheartedly.
Youāll begin to let go of the fear that kept you from trusting again. The hurt you carried, the doubts that whispered to you late at night, and the walls you built to protect your heart will start to crumble. Not because someone forced them down, but because real love creates space for itself through patience and understanding.
This person will arrive when you least expect it, reminding you that the right connection doesnāt drain you. It nourishes you. Their laughter will fill your quiet moments with joy, and their presence will warm the coldest corners of your soul.
They may not always have the perfect words or grand gestures, but they will love with sincerity. Their tenderness, their willingness to stay through the hard moments, and their quiet warmth will show you that true love isnāt complicated. Itās safe. Itās gentle. It feels like home.
One day, youāll meet this kind of love. And when you do, everything will finally make sense.
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Day 5 ~ AS + SB full loops
I got an unexpected cheque for $1189 yesterday!
Someone walked sideways staring at me in grocery parking lot today! 
A car stopped in busy downtown area so I could j walk last night.
So many compliments from friends.
A very rich older man sat beside me in cafe yesterday talking for over an hour. He thought I was a student and gave me compliments and wealth advice.
My former fiancƩ continues being helpful in different ways offering me suggestions. Today he told me I need to get this one app and showed me how to use it.
I got a new Reiki client.
Feeling more confident in my masculine while also embodying my feminine energy too.
My life force energy is on
I feel some intense energy when my youngest has melt downs, but I am much less reactive.
My dreams are quite vivid again.
My hair seems to be getting blonder and cooperating better when styling. (HoT)
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Day 7 ~ HoT & AS full loops
I went on a journey with some oracle and tarot cards and this came out:
I am open to interpretation from anyone here!
@Malkuth wondering what you feel from this. 
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Still very much a beginner in the language of tarot. But what I pick up is a lot of love, release, and Balance.
Trust in your open heart.
It is powerful and fierce and strong.
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I am very beginner in the language of tarot as well.
I agree with what you got from it. I feel that!
Thank you. 
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Washout has begun!
My dream world has been quite vivid and intense at times during this shorter listening cycle. I got in mostly AS while alternating HS & SB on listening days.
Iām noticing āfameā in a variety of ways, though Iād like to see that evolve on a larger scale. I recognize the value of collaboration with other like minded leaders.
Looking forward to the upcoming 3 week program I am participating in for free alongside over 7K people around the world in the coaching and healing industry.
I got my latest pedicure themed around the masculine and feminine energies. I am enjoying my blue light blocker glasses. 
I went for a buccal facial massage with fascia release body work yesterday. I left with kin tape on my face as I ventured off in public for fun.
I ran into the rich older man again at cafe yesterday. He gave me more advice, told me he likes my teeth, said I look very young, told me he loved me, offered to buy me whatever I want at the cafe next Friday.
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I pulled the empress card earlier and cried. Bridging higher up with the ground beneath me is such a sacred experience and one I hold so close to my heart space.
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I know we have discussed the book Existential Kink. I canāt recommend enough the Apple TV show Severance. Some say itās an allegory show Jungās concept of the shadow
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I donāt have Apple TV though. Hmm 
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Iāve had Morning Mood randomly pop up in my head since I was a young girl. I find myself humming it periodically.
Day 5 of washout.
Sitting here reading over the RUMI oracle cards I pulled.
Sacred Phoenix Heart
YOU, Who Show The Way
Beyond Death, Life
The Human Gift
This card represents deep transformationārising from the ashes, just like the mythical Phoenix. It suggests that any pain, loss, or difficulty youāve experienced is fueling a rebirth. Your heart is stronger and more resilient than ever. You are not being destroyed by challengesāyou are being refined, purified, and prepared for something greater. Trust that what is falling away is making space for new life.
This is a card of divine guidance and leadership. It speaks to your inner wisdom and ability to navigate both your own path and inspire others. Even when you donāt feel certain, you are being led by a higher intelligence, and you may also be a guide for others. This card reminds you to trust your intuition, as you are connected to deep spiritual truth.
A profound card of transformationāechoing the Sacred Phoenix Heart. It tells you that what seems like an ending is actually a new beginning. Death in this sense isnāt literal; it represents the death of old versions of yourself, old patterns, or even an identity you once held. Something new is emerging, even if you canāt fully see it yet. Let go and allow this transition to unfold.
This card is about the beauty and power of being humanāembracing the vulnerability, love, and challenges that come with it. It reminds you that your emotions, your longing, and even your struggles are part of the divine experience. There is something deeply meaningful in your journey, and your heart is capable of immense love and healing. You are being asked to honour both your spiritual and human sides, knowing they are not separate.
Overall Message:
You are in a deep period of transformation. Your heart is being reborn, old cycles are ending, and you are being guided forward with wisdom. Even in uncertainty, trust that new life is emerging. You are both receiving divine guidance and offering it to others through your own journey. This is a time of surrender, trust, and stepping into your true power.
After 5 days of wash out:
Back in January, I put myself in a situation where I ended up taking Plan Bāsomething I never want to take again. Knowing it could throw off my cycle, I listened to Paragon right away to support myself. My first period came really early, but this cycle, my period was almost a week late.
Today, I played a 5-minute loop of Paragon, and just hours later, my period started.
Iāve read that some women deal with imbalances for up to a year after Plan B, but I knew that wasnāt going to be me. I already take hormone-friendly herbs and do so much to support my body, and I trust my ability to rebalance.
Lesson learned. Never again. But I love how Paragon helped me so quickly once again!
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