Happy Birthday James. May god bless you with good health happiness and prosperity.
@James i am sensing a new found power deep inside you. I sense you rapidly evolving in a very positive way.
Happy Birthday !!!
Happy Birthday my friend.
We donāt talk much anymore but itās been 4 years since Iāve known you
and I applaud your growth. May this be your best year yet
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I am so grateful for all of you and all of the friendsI have made here and our individual and collective experiences.
This forum outside of the occasional drama is probably the most welcoming , supportive, and positive places to learn and grow.
You all inspire me so much
Happy Belated Birthday!
Missed it two weeks ago. Sorry about that. But please accept my blessings and well-wishes now. I hope that this year brings you new vistas, new opportunities, and familiar loves. May you and your loved ones prosper and thrive!
Per my conversation last night and today with @Sub.Zero @Malkuth @Fractal_Explorer and @Trader I just ran a 30s loop of Genesis. I will run a 30s loop of Sanguine on Tuesday.
Feeling ridiculously impatient right now. I was going to stack Genesis with Sanguine but it was advised to just go minimalist for now and allow one title to work hopefully unimpeded. That means being as patient as possible and not be tempted to switch subs or get shiny object syndrome
Iāve struggled with being patient for most of my life. Probably now more than ever because of my age. I always feel like Iām running out of time to get anything done so I sub hop hoping that something will click faster and things will fall into place. Fortunately or unfortunately that means going back to the beginning or square one and building from there. Trusting that the effort and time spent will be worth it.
I honestly feel that what Iām going through is really bad existential dread or existential anxiety. That I may die before Iām able to accomplish anything close to what I want and somehow Iām supposed to be OK with that.
Thatās the most valid reason to add Sanguine to your stack right away.
You MUST stick with that stack as long as necessary, NO MATTER WHAT.
You will do what you must, become what you must or you will pay for your cowardice with mediocrity. Never Fear The Weakness in yourself, conquer it with boldness.
As strange as this may sound I feel that I am beginning to understand what it is I want more than anything at this moment. Power. Not necessarily power over others although Iām sure that will happen eventually but power over myself. Power over my fear , insecurities, over whatever it is thatās holding me back or not allowing me to be strong and confident.
I want that and extreme assertiveness. I know that may sound weird but Iāve spent so much of if not my entire life I have allowed people to treat me like a doormat. Always backing down and giving in to avoid any conflict or confrontation. A man shouldnāt be that way. He should be strong enough mentally and emotionally and resilient enough to do and face whatever it is that needs to be done or taken care of.
The internal power and frame of a God
That right there is the realization which gave my life meaning awhile back.
Nietzsche has been of great help for me regarding the topic of Power.
Iām about to start reading some of his works
I have watched a few YouTube videos where he stated that we should seek power not happiness
Make sure to read the description of the program.
It will help. And you can go back and read it again from time to time, in order to remember everything that it can do.
Run it solo and then decide if you need to aid it with Sanguine to work on your missing links (which I mentioned at least twice).
My mistake. I often gloss over replies instead of reading it in its entirety. I will correct that. My apologies
Here are those most essential missing links of yours I singled out based on what I understand about you:
-focus,
-positivity,
-self-regulation,
-resilience,
-confidence,
-harmonious relationships,
There may be more. Think about them. Iām sure Sanguine covers all the most essential links of yours but you should know better. Another thing is, itās not about tackling them all at once but starting with the most vital. Those above are the most vital for a prosperous life and goals achievement.