A new journal for a new chapter with Dragon Reborn Red and Love Bomb. Seems as though in a world so focused on acknowledgement , likes, approval , and external validation that the most rebellious act possible is to truly love oneself .
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I literally just stumbled across this book, sounds like youāre in line with the description:
āThere is a powerful weapon that has the capacity to change our lives from the inside out in a society where we are always under attack from cultural pressures, external expectations, and the persistent quest of perfection. This weapon is created from the depths of our own hearts and brains rather than being manufactured of steel or forged in fire. It is the unstoppable power of self love Welcome to a journey of self-discovery, empowerment, and transformationāa journey where self-love is more than simply a transient feeling; it is a potent driver of authenticity and personal progress.ā
Itās just some short self published book (found on kindle amazon) it looks like, Unleashing The Warrior Within : Self-Love as your ultimate weapon.
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Ran 10s loops of each of the two titles. I feel OK right now. I will run 15s on Friday.
Thank you for clarifying I was really starting to wonder whatās wrong with this guy!
But seriously from what Iāve read from you I donāt think youāre any of these things, to me youāre pretty funny and seeking a serious change or a way to breath this life fully, lots of us in the same boat, at least I am, youāre one of the people in here I can relate to so thanks for being around and for being you.
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Yeah Iām a douche canoe. Iām surprised I havenāt been banned. Definitely something to aspire to
Seriously what you said means a lot to me. I had a really bad night last night and in some weird way I had a massive epiphany or aha moment as to what my priorities are and what needs focusing on. Iāve spent so much of my life trying to control things and wanting people and situations to change so I didnāt have to. There is the truth
Thank you so much for all your support as cheesy as that sounds
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I hope you know that we love you, kinda.
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Right back at ya. Sort of 
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Ran a one minute loop of QL St 1
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If the universe is not fixed than neither are you
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Ran a one minute loop of DRR St 1 and a one minute loop of Love Bomb
My stack currently is
Love Bomb
QL St 1
DRR St 16
Still thinking about Rebellious Love a lot. That itās quite literally a form of Rebellion to love yourself. Really love yourself.
I felt that quote exactly yesterday going to the store.
Primal is very freeing and Iām starting to feel like my presence is challenging the entire status quo of conditioned behavior around me.
Itās kinda intense but Iām guessing once one becomes firmly established in this inner freedom then it becomes more like a fun game rather than spiritual warfare.
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Iām starting to think that the recon I am getting from DRR St 1 is because despite being a hyperactive kid and getting into trouble I had it stuck in my mind that I had to do my best not to upset or inconvenience anyone. That I was literally forced into caring about people , situations, and things I couldnāt honestly give a flying fuck about. I always felt overwhelmed and stressed out about whatever just to make other people happy or at least momentarily content so they left me alone
Despite the way I look I am probably more mentally and emotionally rigid than anything. I feel this also played into what seems like a life long obsession with comparing myself or my life to other people
I donāt know how to just say " fuck it" and let it all go. The thing I desperately want and need more than anything
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Iāve decided to start using voice to text to reply to my my journal or whatever because as Iām sitting there trying to type I end up losing my train of thought and I found that this is way easier. My replies and my entries may become substantially longer now
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I just realized I say āwhateverā a lot
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Just realized that I accidentally ran Love Bomb for Humanity yesterday instead of the regular Love Bomb. Thatās okay though.People have been so nice to me all day. Itās been awesome
One of the neat things that happened today is that I got a call from my doctorās office about a pre-op appointment for my eye surgery on Thursday and because Friday I had gotten a call saying that the appointment that was I supposed to have for tomorrow was going to be canceled because the doctor was going to be out.This morning a lady called me and said they we have an opening for an appointment Wednesday afternoon for pre-op. I said Iām there
Could be the two LBās working together too
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Please stop talking or thinking about yourself like that.
Youāve come a long ways in 2+ years!
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Ran a one minute loop of LB using my Audio-Technica headphones and made sure the Dolby Atmos was turned off. I decided to run an experiment on myself to see if maybe part of the reason why I donāt necessarily get the results I am looking for.
Not complaining. Just curious. I read about how important and life changing self love is and itās sometimes all I can think about. I guess it could be worse. I just want to be the best version of me there is and that starts with Self Love