I don’t feel like I’m getting anything from it. Maybe I’m being that impatient or something I don’t know. Maybe I have so much to work through to get to the point where LB can do what it’s designed to do. Probably just me being impatient as usual
Mainly because I have very little confidence and belief in myself no matter what I do. I do all this work to become better at coding and for some messed up reason I don’t feel any sense of accomplishment.
I’m thinking that maybe at least with the stack of New Emperor and DRR I can work through that so the other titles that I run in the future will go more smoothly
I think I would be more into LB if there were more testimonials about it. Not just surface shit like " I liked the way I looked in the mirror today " or " I made a cold call today and got a $50 commission "
I want to read about people who love themselves more than anything. The problem with that is that the people that are like that probably don’t spend much time on the forum.
Maybe for my own sanity and mental health I should work on that. Become so in love with myself that I don’t feel the need to visit the forum as often. Maybe I’m looking at this the wrong way. Now I’m curious. Would a person that truly loves themselves reply to a comment? . Be way more selective?
I hate it when my mind starts going off like this because it makes me realize how much work I have to do.
One of those days where I wish I could be blissfully oblivious
I also get curious if recon is such a bad thing? Isn’t that more or less your brain/mind telling you that you have shit to work through or resolve? Am I misunderstanding what recon is @Fire @SaintSovereign ?