The Empress Within: Chronicles of Self-Mastery and Inner Reign

Journals - Major Programs
#153

DD result:

Just experienced this with my 4 year old:

Utilize every experience, no matter how small, as a chance to connect with others on a meaningful level.

Encourage individuals to seek and embrace the thrill of exploration, finding joy and exhilaration in the unknown and the mundane.

I just showed @Trader some videos of how she was acting with me. I’ve never seen her like that before! The way she was laughing and play wrestling with me. She did something I encouraged her to do after briefly being scared.

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:white_check_mark: Guy behind me at grocery store checkout was in awe of me… staring and had that look… :joy:
:white_check_mark: My neighbour waved at me when I got home… he hasn’t done that in months…
:white_check_mark: my ex’s mom was very talkative when I saw her today
:white_check_mark: my daughter has been clinging to me ever since she got off the school bus

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When asking my teenage son to put his shoes away that he left under kitchen table, which he would normally complain about:

Me: Son, why are you grabbing your shoes like that?
Son: cuz it’s fun!

(As he proceeded to use his feet to grab them from under table…)

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#154

I was wondering about recon when women are about to start their cycles as it’s sort of hard to differentiate which is which.

I like your stack! I was thinking about your suggestion and am contemplating on it for the future.
Seductress, Genesis & LBFH.

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#155

Yep!

So it’s good to make sure to take extra self-care to not sink into the abyss! :joy:

That stack sounds great for you.

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Day 2 ~ rest

While doing my morning routine I found myself scripting new videos in my head! Reciting possible lines for content.

Dats cool :sunglasses:

Yesterday’s preview of what’s to come with this stack really tickles my fancy. :fire:

I had a lot of processing dream material with not much recall.

My old fwb came for a short visit yesterday offering up some useful advice for my business taxes. He was in my area for work and turns out today he’s also in the area and reached out. He suggested we make plans. My first thought was, “what happened to his gf?” I haven’t asked yet.

He was my manifestation after first using subs here, including Seductress. We had a lot of fun together! Short lived, though we’ve remained as friends. I got him hooked up with a band that was in need of a new drummer. Now he’s the drummer, band and social media manager.

Off to yoga :woman_in_lotus_position: until next time… :kissing_heart:

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#158

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Dreaming of that face again
It’s bright and blue and shimmering
Grinning wide and comforting me with it’s three warm and wild eyes :microphone:

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#160

Thank you for your thoughtful reply, you’ve given me a lot to ponder.

To answer your question: You are right about the perfect breast size, it would be painless, not get in the way, fit into all sorts of clothes in a nice way that encourages a good silhouette for our own joy but not attract unwanted attention.

I am very new to subs and just started my second cycle on Paragon Complete a few days ago, after my first listening day of this cycle I experienced really profound physical change that completely blew my mind. I think I’m only just starting to get a small whiff of what is possible with subliminals. Thanks so much for laying out the framework for how it all works, I’m going to read it a few more times and ponder it over. I’m new to all of this so I’m still trying to fit a lot of new information into how I was told the world works… I’m having to adjust my idea of reality for sure, and I’m finding that’s not a bad thing at all but very exciting.

Thanks again :slight_smile:

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#161

Been feeling super sexually aroused since listening to DD & SB yesterday. Not sure what that’s all about. I am starting my period anytime.

I’ve been celibate for almost 4 months. I have moments where I just wanna be rammed! :joy:

I’ll be okay. :+1:

I look forward to the day where I have my emperor. :heart: “Him.”

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#162

Could it be seductress too? Cuz the day after I’m wrangling some serious sexual energy lol. Also I read the description recently and this stuck out and I was like yeahhhh that explains it.

We have created the perfect tool of seduction and sensuality for the fairer sex. Inspired by the energetic development of Alchemist and the raw sexuality created by Khan, we have further pushed the technology and accommodated it to accentuate and focus a woman’s natural sexuality to its limits.

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#163

Yeah, definitely!

Listening to my other titles brought it up and out!

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#164

Day 4 ~ rest day

My dream world is chaos again! Not much recall. Having a productive morning with my daughters. They reorganized their room while I folded laundry and cleaned some of the floors.

We just danced to some rap! :heart:

Here’s a journal entry of mine from 2017… pardon the sloppy left handed writing!

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#165

Day 6 ~ rest day

I took myself out for a lovely thanksgiving dinner yesterday and stayed at an Airbnb with a hot tub.

The waitress and I had a lovely conversation before I left the restaurant. She said I looked 27! That’s 10 years younger than I am. I’ll take it. :smirk:

I’ve been feeling some healing going on with this stack. The addition of DD could be doing stuff for me combined with SB and Seductress.

I went for CranioSacral therapy 2 days ago for the first time with a woman who felt like a breath of fresh air. I basically melted into her table. She pointed out how healthy my gut area is. I can proudly say that I healed from a lifetime of IBS suffering doing this powerful healing work since… well honestly I am not even sure since when… I have been doing healing work since 2020, but I began to do healing in 2018 inspired by The Holistic Psychologist and Landmark Forum.

During the session she pointed out some areas in my body which are linked with the exact things I’ve been worrying about when in recon from time to time. I get too far ahead of myself at times wondering how to sustain and climb the wealth ladder of success. The fear of ending up back in a 9-5 as a failure.

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#166
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#167

Day 7 ~ Seductress full loop

I had an experience with story telling at the local butcher shop. The deli lady seemed compelled to listen to me until I was finished talking. It felt much different than ever before when going into the butcher. Edit: Captivated is the word I was looking for!

Cool :sunglasses:

I just made 3 shorts and uploaded them to YouTube.

I felt a bit like a space cadet at yoga today. Lots of processing going on, but I got through the hour class!

Got a new yoga student who prepaid for a private class next week.

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#168

Day 8 ~ rest day

This is beautiful. Definitely has me in my heart space shedding some tears.

I’ve pulled the ‘Miracles’ card from 2 different decks this week.

This stack is harder than I thought it would be, which is good because I want to transform to greater heights.

Edit: I feel more sad like recon with DD. Maybe it’s because I have kids and have some deep seated beliefs about the limitations involved with having kids. I’m on a couple dating apps where I see men saying how they wanna travel the world with someone and I’m all, “hey I have kids and can’t pack up and go so easily…”

I’ll ride this wave of sadness until…… I come out the other side!

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#169

Day 9 ~ DD & SB full loops

I turned a phone call with a program coordinator into storytelling time while driving my youngest to school. I noticed right before hanging up what I was doing.

At yoga I had classmates telling me how good I am at yoga. This has turned into a weekly occurrence.

I told the yoga instructor what I was feeling and she designed the class for me!

It was soooooo gooooooood!!!

I’ve been talking to myself about my next video for YouTube!

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#170

Consciousness is the one and only reality, not figuratively but actually. This reality may for the sake of clarity be likened unto a stream which is divided into two parts, the conscious and the subconscious. In order to intelligently operate the law of consciousness it is necessary to understand the relationship between the conscious and the subconscious. The conscious is personal and selective; the subconscious is impersonal and non-selective. The conscious is the realm of effect; the subconscious is the realm of cause. These two aspects are the male and female divisions of consciousness. The conscious is male; the subconscious is female. The conscious generates ideas and impresses these ideas on the subconscious; the subconscious receives ideas and gives form and expression to them. By this law-first conceiving an idea and then impressing the idea conceived on the subconscious-all things evolve out of consciousness.
Neville Goddard, Feeling is the Secret

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#171

Day 10 ~ rest day

Been chatting with a psychologist on a dating app today. After I told him about what I do for my business he said the following:

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#172

Day 11 ~ Seductress full loop

Riding the recon wave today… I’ll call this one ~ recon city! I have my first recon headache since awhile ago… I have exposed myself much more this listening cycle while adding on a new title… which makes sense…

Continuing to converse with the psychologist from dating app… I have been making him blush… he’s been watching my YouTube videos & enjoying them…

He’s saying that he sees us going to music shows together in the future…

He has thought about moving to Canada where most of his family resides… some of them aren’t far from me…

He lives 2 hours away from me across the pond in the states…

I was sharing with him how licensing works for psychologists working in a different country than the country they originally were licensed in…

What the heck is going on here!!! :joy::woman_shrugging::smirk::flushed:

I feel waves of sadness because I have oneitis for my ex fiancé… riding the grief wave on that one here and there…

I started planning my next YouTube video yesterday, wrote out the script, description, made the thumbnail image and getting ready to record it shortly…

My 11 year old told me that I have the body type that some people get plastic surgery to look like! She basically described an hourglass shape.

I am enjoying my new haircut and colour change.

I found myself looking through my makeup bag today. I think I might start playing with it from time to time… I envisioned myself going on dates, dolling myself up… it’s been ages!

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#173

Can confirm

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