The Empress Within: Chronicles of Self-Mastery and Inner Reign

Journals - Major Programs
#167

Day 7 ~ Seductress full loop

I had an experience with story telling at the local butcher shop. The deli lady seemed compelled to listen to me until I was finished talking. It felt much different than ever before when going into the butcher. Edit: Captivated is the word I was looking for!

Cool :sunglasses:

I just made 3 shorts and uploaded them to YouTube.

I felt a bit like a space cadet at yoga today. Lots of processing going on, but I got through the hour class!

Got a new yoga student who prepaid for a private class next week.

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#168

Day 8 ~ rest day

This is beautiful. Definitely has me in my heart space shedding some tears.

I’ve pulled the ‘Miracles’ card from 2 different decks this week.

This stack is harder than I thought it would be, which is good because I want to transform to greater heights.

Edit: I feel more sad like recon with DD. Maybe it’s because I have kids and have some deep seated beliefs about the limitations involved with having kids. I’m on a couple dating apps where I see men saying how they wanna travel the world with someone and I’m all, “hey I have kids and can’t pack up and go so easily…”

I’ll ride this wave of sadness until…… I come out the other side!

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#169

Day 9 ~ DD & SB full loops

I turned a phone call with a program coordinator into storytelling time while driving my youngest to school. I noticed right before hanging up what I was doing.

At yoga I had classmates telling me how good I am at yoga. This has turned into a weekly occurrence.

I told the yoga instructor what I was feeling and she designed the class for me!

It was soooooo gooooooood!!!

I’ve been talking to myself about my next video for YouTube!

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#170

Consciousness is the one and only reality, not figuratively but actually. This reality may for the sake of clarity be likened unto a stream which is divided into two parts, the conscious and the subconscious. In order to intelligently operate the law of consciousness it is necessary to understand the relationship between the conscious and the subconscious. The conscious is personal and selective; the subconscious is impersonal and non-selective. The conscious is the realm of effect; the subconscious is the realm of cause. These two aspects are the male and female divisions of consciousness. The conscious is male; the subconscious is female. The conscious generates ideas and impresses these ideas on the subconscious; the subconscious receives ideas and gives form and expression to them. By this law-first conceiving an idea and then impressing the idea conceived on the subconscious-all things evolve out of consciousness.
Neville Goddard, Feeling is the Secret

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#171

Day 10 ~ rest day

Been chatting with a psychologist on a dating app today. After I told him about what I do for my business he said the following:

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#172

Day 11 ~ Seductress full loop

Riding the recon wave today… I’ll call this one ~ recon city! I have my first recon headache since awhile ago… I have exposed myself much more this listening cycle while adding on a new title… which makes sense…

Continuing to converse with the psychologist from dating app… I have been making him blush… he’s been watching my YouTube videos & enjoying them…

He’s saying that he sees us going to music shows together in the future…

He has thought about moving to Canada where most of his family resides… some of them aren’t far from me…

He lives 2 hours away from me across the pond in the states…

I was sharing with him how licensing works for psychologists working in a different country than the country they originally were licensed in…

What the heck is going on here!!! :joy::woman_shrugging::smirk::flushed:

I feel waves of sadness because I have oneitis for my ex fiancé… riding the grief wave on that one here and there…

I started planning my next YouTube video yesterday, wrote out the script, description, made the thumbnail image and getting ready to record it shortly…

My 11 year old told me that I have the body type that some people get plastic surgery to look like! She basically described an hourglass shape.

I am enjoying my new haircut and colour change.

I found myself looking through my makeup bag today. I think I might start playing with it from time to time… I envisioned myself going on dates, dolling myself up… it’s been ages!

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#173

Can confirm

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#174

I miss our zoom dates :roll_eyes:

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#175

Me too

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#176

You can try teams, skype, or other providers if zoom does not work.
Do not let the passion die.

#177

Zoom isn’t the problem… it’s that he’s too busy :joy:

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#178

He probably has someone else on Zoom and no longer has time for you :slight_smile: .
You know men…

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#179

We’re just good friends. He’s taken!

I like to playfully call it date night.

Friends can go on dates too. :smirk::black_heart:

#180

I see, a booty call.

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#181

I have a second job at the moment. Sacrifices had to be made across the board :sunglasses:

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#182

Yeah, those QTKS customs won’t pay by themselves.

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#183

Day 12 ~ rest

Nice win for me :arrow_down:

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#184

:boom::boom::boom::boom::boom:

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#185

I felt the intensity from your stack today, Mr Emperor Daddy.

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#186

I can imagine. That was intense for sure.

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