The Conqueror’s Bliss: Prelude

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#298

Hmm, energy probably increased from KB St1 and without reinforcing my energetic system (KB St2), tried to move the energy from smooth flow into a very active one (Khan St3) hence the disruption, scattered movement and “evaporation” into my aura, unlike my previous experience with Khan St3.

Noticed two developing results I’ve been trying to achieve for close to two years though—the control of sexual arousal and presence within the body.

QL Experience

On QL last year, I could sense the pathway mentally & energetically and kind of interfere with it to stop or diminish arousal, but I found it really hard to rewire the pathway itself. I could only avoid, cut or redirect arousal.

Now

It seems the pathway is rewiring itself and I can just slip/relax into a sort of detached bodily presence/non-presence which serves as a window to affect arousal levels, like a volume knob. Very difficult for me to describe at the moment, it’s mostly just presence without any descriptive quality.

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#299

Seems like this development is a combination of developments from my last stack.

  • Breaking limits energetically and mentally (TB, KB St1)
  • Sharpened relaxation, kind of paradoxical, as it holds both qualities. The type of relaxation experienced when you hit a flow state within something intense (Wanted)
  • Detachment that allows me to slip back into presence (GLM)

For the last year, all my stacks have been straight up bangers, except some (looking at you EB, RoS & Ascension Chamber)

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#300

It’s great to see you have experience with both QL1 and KB1 as at the moment I am choosing between them. Previously you shared with me the benefits of QL1, can you share your experience with KB1?

While on the surface the differences between them are obvious (QL is for intelligence, KB for sexual energy), sometimes of reviews of them seem to overlap somewhat, e.g. mental clarity and physical healing. Not to mention each of them has unexpected incidental effects on users, e.g. KB for a youthful exuberance and QL for detachment and practicalness.

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#301

Damn long day, something just had to come up every time I pop into the forum or try to go through the Raikov copy and then I have to go do work on it.

@Chase coming a bit late, but I’ll have to give you a proper reply tomorrow.

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#302

Posted the full review on the main disc thread for KB

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#304

Ran one loop of Khan st2 and Wanted on Wednesday night.

Had serious sweating, rough sleep and a dream. Woke up Thursday and my energy flow was back to new baseline.

Still not able to feel the energy in my core yet, but it seems my theory of the energetic disruption seems to be mostly right.

#305

Been a week and that ASBR micro loop still working overtime.

  • All my social media feed shifted since Tuesday, it’s mostly business, wealth, content along with strategies and ideation.
  • Desire to take the helms of our new family business cos I’ll take it to the moon
  • Desire to go into branding/marketing.
  • I also notice that the valuation process of the business entities and the people I want to work with are subconsciously being mapped out.
  • And my compensation will be in equity.

These are not the first time I’ve felt and had all these, had them even before subs, but on ASBR the desire is so higher that everything begins to matter way less.

And I still don’t want to leave Khan yet, I mean I’m finally very close to my goal after working with it for close to 15 months—Accept that I’m built different on a very primal level, along with the skills to actually accompany that in my external reality.

#306

Getting more and more detached from abstract thought which is usually one of my strongest/predisposed cognitive ability.

Not completely detached though, just toned down. I find that anything coming now is something I can mostly apply at my current level.

Also ties into my desire of being more grounded. The work has been underway for the most of this year and the results are now surfacing exponentially.

W year overall.

#307

Now I have to make a decision between my headliners and then my accompanying goals.

Headliners
Khan St2
Wanted
ASBR

Also seems like I have insane flow factor with all three and I have goals highly related to all three

Accompanying goals
Health
Fostering capacity for more embodiment (flow factor)
Skill development

All the implementation of ideas here are going to be hard hitters and highly synergistic.

#308

Custom options/ideas

Headliners
Adore Him
Dice Man
Skunk Works

Accompanying
Cradle
Bastion
Boundless Wonder
Error #2

#309

Hmm, time for another ambitious set of tests with the headliners.

5s loops each, new listening pattern, and alternate the first sub each listening day. So three days total.

If it works as expected, I’ll put them in a custom and run it for about 4-6months😊

#310

Now that I think about it, I can only imagine what a stack of Genesis and GLM will be like.

That’s like being fed unreal growth and momentum for the cheapest cost (recon and action) possible.

#311

Hmm, I can extrapolate what I’ve done into the generalizable skill set.

In hindsight, what I’ve done is simply an application of the skill set, towards a particular outcome.

Now, which path has the most ROI?

#312

Getting almost extreme disinterest in anything social—chatting, following people’s journey, reading walls of text, listening to conversations etc—until I’ve hit my goals.

My base state is almost completely flat—no uplifting emotional states, no rollercoaster—just flat nothing that borders on annoyance when I feel disturbed.

I know this is ASBR at play. The last time I used it for an extended period of time or felt more like acting from heavy force that easily got translated into anger.

#313

Also scraped my plan to test the headliners. Currently testing ASBR, BL and NR.

#314

Finally coming out if it

  • body finally recovering properly
  • sleep is deeper, just comes late

ASBR is now officially the second title with objectives that “keep me up at night.” The first is Khan. Both make my energy very restless, with desire for massive motion.

I see them when I’m awake, I dream of them when I sleep, like constant loop of organization, consolidation, rehearsal and desire. Actually I dream of both Khan and ASBR.

I was testing to see if I could keep Khan, Wanted and then sub ASBR with NR, but it doesn’t even cut close.

Overall, still battling with my stack.

#315

My vision of using Khan St2 was for a very strategic and comprehensive identity rebuild, combined with Wanted. And for that I’d like to cultivate some specific skills with ASBR and BL to properly engage in that.

So I planned to shift Khan till after that, but It won’t let up. My decision might be to combine both, again.

Last time I did, it was too harsh. The force and rage were difficult to steer. I felt like the literal destroyer, a feeling that @Azriel noted in his journal too.

#316

This level of sensitivity is kind of uncomfortable, at least till I adjust.

First was feeling my body with regards to motion, more I can feel the state/health of my organs?

Weird till say the least.

#317

Also wtf is this sub, the presults I had on BL was absolutely crazy, but the results from one 30s test last week is off the charts it’s like seeing into a deeper level of reality, all without needing a lens.

And when the realization hits, evidence begins to flood. And as always they’ve always been, just my increased ability to recognize.