Exactly, and even if someone thought “ugh who do they think they are?”, what would that even do?
I wouldn’t even hear them, cause their “comments” would be lost among the voices of the girls calling my name 
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Some people literally have an orgasm when they belittle others.
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Never understood that, it’s crazy when you think about it!
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I have an orgasm when I put those type of people in their place without putting any effort 
As long as they’re all willing participants, to each his own! 
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The fact that I wrote this (and was conscious about it) back in September makes a lot of sense as to why Spartan felt just “right”.
Never thought I’d be going back to my old journals and find things that I completely forgot about , but it explains a lot.
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Sudden random conversation with my SubC before bed:
why am I not using my custom again? I have both WZP and SZP, surely my custom would push it beyond the limits 
, so why not add it?
but it has Sultan, and that makes me buy things unnecessarily 
are you really going to bitch about the fact that you buy things you like?
but WZP alone outshines it in terms of gains
yeah but how sore are you? Has the scale gone up in the last one month? Do you not feel bad that you spent so much money on it and not using it anymore?, the problem isn’t Sultan, that module only amplified YOUR own habit of unnecessary spending
fine I’ll consider it after I start working
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Rest day today, but going to deadlift after not touching it since that one time in September.
Though It’s not going to be a 1 rep max today, more like 4 sets of 2 reps, so since my estimated max right now is 150kg (maybe 160), I’m probably going to not pul more than 140kg today…. Unless Spartan told me otherwise
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Go with how your body feels it 
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Dafuk if that
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Me when I think about risking it all for the 160kg deadlift today instead 
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Go for it Invincible man!!
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Yea well I don’t wanna break my spine a week before my bday
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So I’m having a moment of realization;
Why am I using 2 physical subs and one leadership?
Like is there really a need for 2 ?
I’ve been thinking about this since last night and beginning to wonder which direction I really want to take my life.
I guess, part of the reason why I feel this way was because I was extremely excited to get better at LoL with GMX ZP, but then realized that the community is the reason I’m not getting a higher rank (I actually tested my skills on my friend’s account who’s a diamond player, and I did extremely well), plus my account is pretty much helpless now (I lose double the amounts of points than I win).
I guess I’m at a point where I’m realizing that I was putting this game at a much higher tier of importance to me, when it’s just a game, and now that it’s not as important as it was before, I feel kinda “direction-less”.
On top of that, I confirmed from multiple sources that I won’t be able to start work until January, as there are yearly evaluations and stuff happening within most companies and organizations, meaning new employees need to wait.
So yea, other than gym, I really have nothing much to do, which is probably why I have 2 physical shifting subs, but now that I’m trying to think about from an objective standpoint, I feel like one is more than enough
But then again, let’s say I do decide to stick with one, then what else would I even want to do, as removing or adding a sub doesn’t really change my situation 
I’m thinking about something, but don’t know how to go about it, which is to start creating online content about fitness, but I have this “fear” of getting lost in the 1000s of others who are doing the same thing.
I always had this dream of one day being like the idols I follow on Instagram and YouTube, teaching about fitness and all, but entering such an over saturated market is like shooting myself in the foot, ughhhhh
I know that the next step I’d take with subs would be when Stark gets converted to ZP, as it could help me with its fame related scripting, alongside its social scripting, but for now, what should I do .
Tagging @SaintSovereign and other people to know their opinions;
@GoldenTiger @Ice @Simon @Brandon @AlexanderGraves @Lion @Billions
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If you already have the established habit of hitting the gym frequently you may drop Spartan and complement your physical growth with only Wanted.
EDIT: Sorry, i now notice the question was for certain people
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No no don’t apologize, I appreciate everyone’s input, the only reason I tagged certain people is because they’re the ones I often talk to the most on the forum.
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I’ve always wanted to do that too hahaha
I would say go for it! Or try it, see if you like making the videos/post about fitness 
Maybe you are at a point in your life where you don’t have a clear goal in front of you, or you have to wait for a certain event. Just have some fun, maybe try new things (like that fitness influencer thing).
Why not try and run another type of sub? Sage immortal maybe, could help you discover yourself. IDK, I’m just throwing some ideas around.
I will definitly post more story and post on insta when my shape will be better 
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Yeah this is exactly my current situation.
It’s like certain things won’t happen until after a certain time, and other things in life are just on “easy mode”.
I remember someone on the forum (I think @AlexanderGraves) that sometimes when things are too easy, you feel like there’s no true accomplishment, men want a challenge, something to conquer.
Maybe I just don’t have any challenges right now, so I’m feeling meh
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Yeah, I get you on that, I have to do my research paper, but tbh, I feel there is no challenge in it… Which in turns doesn’t motivate me to work on it…
Men needs challenges!
So what about the impossible challenge of doing instagram post hahaha
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