The Body Keeps the Score

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#301

Can you reach enlightenment during a dream?

Last night, I had the most wonderful dream I can remember having.

In my dream, I am able to connect very deeply with a world famous hypnotist. During this connection, I begin to feel a huge old, hidden fear he has, and I start talking with him to help him be free of it, helping him fully heal.

He is very emotional and grateful for what I do. He then returns to the stage to continue the class. That’s when he starts a very long metaphor dedicated to me. This metaphor takes me in for a ride, helping me connect with the beauty of my childhood, the beauty of my life. I start feeling deep love for myself, and my family and friends appear all together, the love they have for me floods my whole being.

That’s when things get wild. As he continues telling the story, I’m drawn to connect with nature, to the earth, and the love from the earth floods me, making me feel 10 times more energized… more powerful, I am vibrating… He then proceeds to expand my awareness out of the earth, to the solar system, to the whole universe, to Divinity itself. All that universal Love is making my whole body shiver. I am ecstatic!!!

There is no more pain, no more fear… only the purest form of Love, the kind of Love the mind cant even begin to imagine. There is no separation, I am the whole Universe.

I woke up with tears in my eyes, totally shooked by the experience, floating in good feelings… freedom, happiness and love.

I forgot about the dream during the day, but a couple of hours ago it came back to me.

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#302

New Cycle, 3rd (ish) with Genesis

Genesis x 5:55 minutes
LBfH x 4:44 minutes

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#303

How did you include the artwork to show on the player? Mine just shows a blank

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#304

I used an app (android) to embed the artwork in the file. Its called Automatic Tag Editor, it lets you edit the meta data.

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#305

Day#3

LBfH × 9:44 minutes
Genesis × 3:33 minutes

After all the anger I felt during the last days of the last cycle and the washout, Im beginning to feel relaxed and peaceful.
Im much more aware of what pusses me of and much more open to enforce my limits, but its also important to notice that Im more open to recognize when Im mistaken and not yet to willing to admit it.

#306

Day#5

Genesis and LBfH about 5 minutes each.

Besides some very weird dreams (even for my standards) I havent felt much really since starting this cycle. Probably that a sign of changes in the background, usually Im very prone to feeling things and measuring things based on how I feel, which makes me very inwards focused.

Im gonna take this opportunity to focus on the outside.

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#307

Day#7

Genesis × 5 minutes
LBfH × 6:30 minutes

Not much to report for now… things flowing in a very good way.
Feeling like adding a 3rd title to my stack, lets see what new title gets released today.

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#308

Day#9

Genesis x 7 minutes
LBfH × 5 minutes

Im experiencing such a low tolerance for peoples shit, an inner discomfort for all the crap people are capable of.
Im disgusted at the lies, cheating and manipulation.

I feel Im growing away from society… Im hoping for a quiet life at the beach.

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#309

All I can see in people is fakeness and deceit and its breaking my heart.

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#310

My head hurts so much its not funny at all, Im feeling nauseated.
Its supposed to be a listening day and Wanted Black debut, but like this I cant listen to anything.

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#311

Day#11

Took a mild pain killer, some herbal tea, a cold shower and some sun.
Now I feel like 90% better.

Wanted Black × 3 minutes.

Maybe I will do 3 minutes of Genesis later… maybe.

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#312

After listening to Wanted Black a small good feeling began growing in the middle of my chest, after a couple of hours the good feeling cracked the shell of negativity I was feeling.

Now I feel good!!

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#313

WB in action.

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#314

Also my libido has been very low for a while and today Im feeling the interest coming back.

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#315

More Wanted Black results…

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#317

Day#13

Genesis x 3 minutes
Wanted Black x 3 minutes (3-6)

Energized again, not as strong as yesterday, but good enough.
Going out to have some exams done.

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#318

The feeling of confidence Wanted Black is giving me, is quite profound. It compares to nothing Ive felt previously.

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Main Disc. Thread - Wanted Black: Seduce Reality (Now Available!) (Custom Core Available)
#319

Day#15

Genesis × 3 minutes
Wanted Black × 3 minutes

After this cycle, I think Im gonna let Genesis rest for a while and put something in my stack that compliments WB and grows on what Genesis started.

Something with a lot of drive, like maybe The Executive.

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#320

Day#17

Wanted Black × 3:55 minutes.

Yesterday I did 2 minutes of Ascension Chamber and last night the sex dreams started, now my libido is on the rise.
The funny thing about the dreams is that they all were about women I know in real life, but I dont really like them that way. They do have some things that I do like.

The dreams were sort of a recognition of qualities that I like, to build something new, they also presented me a moral dilemma and how to deal with conflicting decisions.
Even deeper than that they were about recognizing my masculine nature and accepting it for what it really is.

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#321

Curiously yesterday I was thinking about what it really means to be a man, what sorts of behaviours and qualities does a real man have and what are not desirable nor acceptable.

First decision I made yesterday was doing the things I need to do regardless of what I feel aabout them. I want to excercise, if I feel motivated I go and do it, if I dont feel motivated I go and do it anyway… build discipline.

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