Another 1st day fresh result…
For me socializing always requiered an effort and not a small one.
Today my girlfriend arrived with the little daughter of one of our neighbours, usually that means I hide myself in my bedroom. Today I was really outgoing and the little girl whos usually afraid of me, was very curious asking me questions, she even gave me half of her dessert.
Later her mom came to pick her up, normally I would remain in my cave, this time I said ooh a woman in my house lets check WB, so I went there laughing and talking to her and then went about my business.
The thing that was obvious to me is the night and day difference in my social approach and attitude, totally outgoing and cool af.