This is what I am running in 3 consecutive phases. I’m sure it could help you. I wish you well!
Here’s some posts on how these subs could help:
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Sounds to me like the guilt of your inability to love her back manifesting as potential self sabotage.
I´d stick with EoG till you have that rocksolid financial foundation, that way nothing external will be able to interfer/distract you from going “all in” the next time you experience this level of love.
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I purchased that fucking custom while in pure recon like a [moderator edit], and now I regret it.
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Thank you for your input. I think as long as my mentality stays fucked up, I will always be unable to go “all in”, always looking for something else, something better.
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Thank you for your kind words, and your valuable input and sources of info.
I decided, after making a ticket to support, that I will be starting Regeneration. I haven’t decided on removing EOG or QL, but I’m leaning towards EOG because my custom is very driven towards work.
Support:
At 30, you are in a perfect position to do this deep work. For your specific goal of healing the ability to love romantically and starting a family, we recommend the following sequence:
1. The Foundation: Dragon Reborn: Regeneration
We recommend starting here rather than with a ‘Total Breakdown’ like Khan Stage 1. Fearful avoidance is fundamentally a lack of a ‘safe baseline’ in the nervous system. Regeneration uses a technology we call the Inner Spa. It is designed to create an internal atmosphere of profound warmth, safety, and restoration.
Features like Safe Within and Still Waters help your body learn that it is safe to ‘land’ and release the armor you’ve built up to survive past trauma. By teaching your nervous system that safety is your default state, you remove the biological ‘alarm’ that usually triggers avoidant behavior when someone gets close.
2. The Manifestation: Heartsong
Once you have run Regeneration for a few cycles and feel more grounded, you should transition to Heartsong. While Regeneration heals the ‘scars,’ Heartsong helps you define your Heart Song — the unique melody of what your soul actually needs in a partner.
Heartsong is specifically designed to manifest ‘the one’ and forge the deep, stable bonds required for a healthy family. It will help you discern which partners are actually healthy for you, rather than just repeating old, painful patterns.
A Note on Khan Stage 1:
While Khan Stage 1 is a powerful ‘Total Breakdown’ of limitations, for fearful-avoidant attachment, we find that healing through warmth (Regeneration) is often more effective than healing through force. You want to show your nervous system that vulnerability is safe, not just ‘break’ the walls down.
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I had similar thing when I started EOG2. Was pretty much depressed at that point (even before adding EOG2, just from life overall), no amount of rest days helped. And that’s not my normal state at all!
What helped me is to take a look at my neurotransmitters level with the help of the Braverman test (which is quite accurate from my experiencec), and fix the deficits through lifestyle changes and supplements.
Turned out I was unproductive and unmotivated because my nervous system was overclocked and overstimulated, which drained all the energy. I had a very big deficit in GABA
Once I added calming stuff in my routine to increase inhibitory neurotransmitters which I lacked, my life improved in all areas, recon vanished completely from all subs in my stack, I started having much more energy, better mood, etc.
stuff I added to fix MY situation. While it's safe to copy what I did, look at your own situation and do your own research about it, because you might need a completely different stack of habits and supplements
I added L-theanine 400mg in the morning and 200mg in the evening, chamomile tea with lemon balm 2-3 cups per day, GABA 500mg before bed, adaptogens, decreased all stimulation (no music, greyscale on iphone, no coffee, etc.), breathing exercises, long walks.
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Really like the idea of doing the Braverman test, I will try that out thanks.
With that being said, it’s very clear to me that I need to pause my EOG journey. This isn’t just recon, this is a revelation of what exists underneath that is preventing me from moving forward with my life.
Regeneration has to be the path that I focus on right now, I need to be born anew.
What is entrepreneurship, if not the complete trust in one’s self and their own self-worth? What is money, if not value as an energy that will always flow to where it must be? What is happiness, if not an expression of confidence in all that can, and will occur?
I’m thankful that I’ve been enlightened so much. My financial life has never been better, never been more stable despite the constant bullshit that comes and goes. I am grateful for EOG, but I have to run a balanced stack in order to maximize the benefit to my life as a whole.
I cannot be running Souveran AND EOG when there’s so much overlap between the two and my life is requiring more stability and balance now more than ever. Souveran must remain as that which allows me to continue to tick forward, and Regeneration is what will allow me to mend the heart and the soul.
For my 3rd subliminal, I’m thinking of Paragon. I understand that it may be having a massive update soon, so perhaps I should run Spartan while I wait. I have some physical ailments that I want addressed soon. Either way, something in that vein could bring some balance into my life.
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It’s real love
Fuck
Now I’ve got some work to do
shits been interesting out here
Can’t say too much here cause I’m paranoid (cue the Kanye beat)
I’m all over the place when it comes to my romantic desires
But it is what it is
I need to just keep on toiling away at the workplace
Ensure my continued growth in my role
My development at my job
And my development in my personal life
Be better
Stronger
Assured in who and what I am
I need a bit of hand holding at first
But with discipline comes everything else
And i can’t be a kid anymore
A year since my father died
I have to take off, sooner or later
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^^wtf was that about
Ramblings of a man lost in the woods of a not-quite midlife crisis but pretty close.
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it’s like there’s a gun pointed
at my head while I stare at the clock
the deafening sound of “tick tock, tick tock”
wondering what do I need to do
to get out of this trap.
it’s like i’m in one of those movies,
Saw 26 and Jigsaw is 80 bajillion years old
but the trick reveals its self completely
when i turn to my right
and notice my finger on the trigger.
Overanalysis has crippled me always, and this is the year where it stops.
I need to get up and go already, deal with what’s been dealt to me.
My back right now is against a wall,
But my back right now needs to get against a different kind of wall.
The type of wall we all find ourselves leaning against,
It’s so simple and yet I’m so afraid
because my back right now is against a philosophical wall.
I’m telling people I’m concerned about money,
But what I’m really concerned about is loneliness.
I’m even more concerned about compromise.
And I’m most concerned about failing.
My stack rn: Souveran, RoS and Paragon.
Got some injuries to nurse.
Need a reset spiritually.
Once that’s done, I’m gonna get back on Regeneration which has been extremely helpful for my mental. Seems like I started losing a grip on things the moment I stopped it, I’m actually tempted to stop RoS and resume Regen again.
I think Regen is the centerpiece of my stack, and I’ll have to build 2 customs. First custom will be archetypal, the 2nd will be career focused. I’ll break up Souveran to have 2 effective customs to action from my perspective.
I want an Emperor/GLM custom that has a status, social, and physique focus.
I also want an Executive/Index Gate/Limitless-type custom that focuses on my intellectual development, career growth and mental focus and health.
My brain feels cooked right now.
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Souveran needs to be split into 2 different customs, an archetype and a career. Gonna break the modules down to A, C, IDK, Both, Either.
Cores:
Emperor - A
Inner Circle - IDK
Emperor Executive - C
New Result Enhancing Experience - Either
ZPU Anti-recon - Both
Essence Cores:
ESSENCE: Total War - C
ESSENCE: A Perfect Unyielding - A
Synergy Modules:
Synergy: Machine Totality - C
Synergy: Preordained Vitality - A
Synergy: Glory Incarnate - A
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon - A
Modules:
Nomad - C
Free Pass - C
AI Whisperer - C
Job Seeker - C
APS: Head - A
Now gonna list them out, separated into 2 different subs with the cores/modules I want to add in italics right now.
Archetype:
Emperor
Godlike Masculinity
WANTED: Dream Boy
ZPU Anti-recon
Adaptive Scripting
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Synergy: Glory Incarnate
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Synergy APS: Head/Face
Synergy: Wonders of Life
Synergy: Iron Law
You Are Not Alone
APS: Torso
Career:
Emperor Executive
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X
Limitless
ZPU Anti-recon
Adaptive Scripting
ESSENCE: Total War
ESSENCE: For the Love of Gold
Synergy: Machine Totality
Synergy: Harmonic Conflux
Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages
Synergy: Carpe Vitam
Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Nomad
Free Pass
AI Whisperer
Job Seeker
Informaticon
Technological Prodigy
Modules to consider:
Breaking the Cycle
Negativity Shifter
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
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I think this exercise is all fun and all, but the more intelligent thing to do would be to test out WDB as a 3rd sub before anything.
I was leaning towards Spartan Beast Unleashed or Index Gate UPX as either of those would be more relevant to my current goals.
But I’m also all over the place and am unsure of how to move from where I’m at.
It’s clear what needs to be done, but 1) it’s a shame and 2) I really have to embrace MY life as a result.
does the soul seek out pain
when it doesn’t know how else to express?
how will one stay hydrated
if it never rains?
do tears taste like oceans
because they go on forever?
are these questions dumb as fuck?
is this not my place to ask?
No.
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GLM+WDB
Emperor Executive+UPX+BL or ME
Run WDB, design the career custom asap.
ESSENCE: Total War, ESSENCE: For the Love of Gold and the BL or ME essence.
Gonna be an 16 module sub, including:
Synergy: Machine Totality
Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages
Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Nomad
Free Pass
AI Whisperer
Job Seeker
Informaticon
Technological Prodigy
plus some extra anti-recon and adaptive scripting.
Would ya look at that, wasn’t that easy.
GLM
WDB
ESSENCE: Magnetic Social Flow or Heartsong
NREE
ZPU Anti-Recon
Adaptive Scripting
Synergy: APS Head/Face
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Synergy: Glory Incarnate
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: At The Top
The Aligner
APS: Torso
You Are Not Alone
Dance Mastery
^Very much an attraction + physical shifting title, lowkey NAE would be better than NREE but I want to make sure the physical shifting does not take a back seat.
I curse the world for making me
Crave its undying adulation,
An impossible ask
And an impossible task
But I still find myself committed to
This cause at the expense of who and
What I want, need, to survive,
Who I am.
Who am I,
If not someone who hasn’t
Learned enough lessons,
Taken enough blows,
I still live for others but
I never knew how
To live for myself.
I sit here writing,
Aware of these problems
Yet I find myself repeating
All of these problems.
“Cross my fingers and hope for the best.”
Right?
GLM
WDB
Heartsong
NAE
ZPU Anti-Recon
Adaptive Scripting
Synergy: APS Head/Face
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Synergy: Wonders of Life
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: At The Top
APS: Torso
You Are Not Alone
Hegemon
Dance Mastery
Emperor Executive
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
ESSENCE: Total War
ZPU Anti-Recon
Adaptive Scripting
Synergy: Machine Totality
Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages
Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
Synergy: Carpe Vitam
Nomad
Free Pass
AI Whisperer
Job Seeker
Informaticon
Technological Prodigy
Organization Perfected
Lifeblood Fable
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it’s hard to think of what to say when
nothing’s happening,
and everything already happened.
I’m gonna add “New Attraction Experience” and make the custom dense as fuck, fuck it.
Epiphany moment, I need to add Wonders of Life in there too.