Subliminals Season 5

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#21

Really like the idea of doing the Braverman test, I will try that out thanks.

With that being said, it’s very clear to me that I need to pause my EOG journey. This isn’t just recon, this is a revelation of what exists underneath that is preventing me from moving forward with my life.

Regeneration has to be the path that I focus on right now, I need to be born anew.

What is entrepreneurship, if not the complete trust in one’s self and their own self-worth? What is money, if not value as an energy that will always flow to where it must be? What is happiness, if not an expression of confidence in all that can, and will occur?

I’m thankful that I’ve been enlightened so much. My financial life has never been better, never been more stable despite the constant bullshit that comes and goes. I am grateful for EOG, but I have to run a balanced stack in order to maximize the benefit to my life as a whole.

I cannot be running Souveran AND EOG when there’s so much overlap between the two and my life is requiring more stability and balance now more than ever. Souveran must remain as that which allows me to continue to tick forward, and Regeneration is what will allow me to mend the heart and the soul.

For my 3rd subliminal, I’m thinking of Paragon. I understand that it may be having a massive update soon, so perhaps I should run Spartan while I wait. I have some physical ailments that I want addressed soon. Either way, something in that vein could bring some balance into my life.

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#22

It’s real love

Fuck

Now I’ve got some work to do

#23

shits been interesting out here

Can’t say too much here cause I’m paranoid (cue the Kanye beat)

I’m all over the place when it comes to my romantic desires

But it is what it is

I need to just keep on toiling away at the workplace

Ensure my continued growth in my role

My development at my job

And my development in my personal life

Be better
Stronger

Assured in who and what I am

I need a bit of hand holding at first

But with discipline comes everything else

And i can’t be a kid anymore

A year since my father died

I have to take off, sooner or later

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#24

^^wtf was that about

Ramblings of a man lost in the woods of a not-quite midlife crisis but pretty close.

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#25

it’s like there’s a gun pointed
at my head while I stare at the clock
the deafening sound of “tick tock, tick tock”
wondering what do I need to do
to get out of this trap.
it’s like i’m in one of those movies,
Saw 26 and Jigsaw is 80 bajillion years old
but the trick reveals its self completely
when i turn to my right
and notice my finger on the trigger.

Overanalysis has crippled me always, and this is the year where it stops.
I need to get up and go already, deal with what’s been dealt to me.
My back right now is against a wall,
But my back right now needs to get against a different kind of wall.
The type of wall we all find ourselves leaning against,
It’s so simple and yet I’m so afraid
because my back right now is against a philosophical wall.

I’m telling people I’m concerned about money,
But what I’m really concerned about is loneliness.
I’m even more concerned about compromise.
And I’m most concerned about failing.

My stack rn: Souveran, RoS and Paragon.
Got some injuries to nurse.
Need a reset spiritually.

Once that’s done, I’m gonna get back on Regeneration which has been extremely helpful for my mental. Seems like I started losing a grip on things the moment I stopped it, I’m actually tempted to stop RoS and resume Regen again.

I think Regen is the centerpiece of my stack, and I’ll have to build 2 customs. First custom will be archetypal, the 2nd will be career focused. I’ll break up Souveran to have 2 effective customs to action from my perspective.

I want an Emperor/GLM custom that has a status, social, and physique focus.
I also want an Executive/Index Gate/Limitless-type custom that focuses on my intellectual development, career growth and mental focus and health.

My brain feels cooked right now.

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#26

Souveran needs to be split into 2 different customs, an archetype and a career. Gonna break the modules down to A, C, IDK, Both, Either.

Cores:
Emperor - A
Inner Circle - IDK
Emperor Executive - C

New Result Enhancing Experience - Either
ZPU Anti-recon - Both

Essence Cores:
ESSENCE: Total War - C
ESSENCE: A Perfect Unyielding - A

Synergy Modules:
Synergy: Machine Totality - C
Synergy: Preordained Vitality - A
Synergy: Glory Incarnate - A
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon - A

Modules:
Nomad - C
Free Pass - C
AI Whisperer - C
Job Seeker - C
APS: Head - A

Now gonna list them out, separated into 2 different subs with the cores/modules I want to add in italics right now.

Archetype:

Emperor
Godlike Masculinity
WANTED: Dream Boy

ZPU Anti-recon
Adaptive Scripting

Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Synergy: Glory Incarnate
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Synergy APS: Head/Face
Synergy: Wonders of Life
Synergy: Iron Law

You Are Not Alone
APS: Torso

Career:

Emperor Executive
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X
Limitless

ZPU Anti-recon
Adaptive Scripting

ESSENCE: Total War
ESSENCE: For the Love of Gold

Synergy: Machine Totality
Synergy: Harmonic Conflux
Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages
Synergy: Carpe Vitam
Synergy: Winner Overdrive

Nomad
Free Pass
AI Whisperer
Job Seeker

Informaticon
Technological Prodigy

Modules to consider:
Breaking the Cycle
Negativity Shifter
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence

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#27

I think this exercise is all fun and all, but the more intelligent thing to do would be to test out WDB as a 3rd sub before anything.

I was leaning towards Spartan Beast Unleashed or Index Gate UPX as either of those would be more relevant to my current goals.

But I’m also all over the place and am unsure of how to move from where I’m at.

It’s clear what needs to be done, but 1) it’s a shame and 2) I really have to embrace MY life as a result.

#28

does the soul seek out pain
when it doesn’t know how else to express?
how will one stay hydrated
if it never rains?
do tears taste like oceans
because they go on forever?
are these questions dumb as fuck?
is this not my place to ask?

No.

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#29

GLM+WDB

Emperor Executive+UPX+BL or ME

Run WDB, design the career custom asap.
ESSENCE: Total War, ESSENCE: For the Love of Gold and the BL or ME essence.
Gonna be an 16 module sub, including:
Synergy: Machine Totality
Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages
Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Nomad
Free Pass
AI Whisperer
Job Seeker
Informaticon
Technological Prodigy

plus some extra anti-recon and adaptive scripting.
Would ya look at that, wasn’t that easy.

#30

GLM
WDB

ESSENCE: Magnetic Social Flow or Heartsong
NREE

ZPU Anti-Recon
Adaptive Scripting

Synergy: APS Head/Face
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Synergy: Glory Incarnate
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: At The Top

The Aligner
APS: Torso
You Are Not Alone
Dance Mastery

^Very much an attraction + physical shifting title, lowkey NAE would be better than NREE but I want to make sure the physical shifting does not take a back seat.

#31

I curse the world for making me
Crave its undying adulation,
An impossible ask
And an impossible task
But I still find myself committed to
This cause at the expense of who and
What I want, need, to survive,
Who I am.

Who am I,
If not someone who hasn’t
Learned enough lessons,
Taken enough blows,
I still live for others but
I never knew how
To live for myself.

I sit here writing,
Aware of these problems
Yet I find myself repeating
All of these problems.
“Cross my fingers and hope for the best.”

Right?

#32

GLM
WDB
Heartsong
NAE

ZPU Anti-Recon
Adaptive Scripting

Synergy: APS Head/Face
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Synergy: Wonders of Life

Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: At The Top

APS: Torso
You Are Not Alone
Hegemon
Dance Mastery

Emperor Executive
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X

ESSENCE: Clear Sight
ESSENCE: Total War

ZPU Anti-Recon
Adaptive Scripting

Synergy: Machine Totality
Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages
Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
Synergy: Carpe Vitam

Nomad
Free Pass
AI Whisperer
Job Seeker

Informaticon
Technological Prodigy
Organization Perfected
Lifeblood Fable

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#33

it’s hard to think of what to say when
nothing’s happening,
and everything already happened.

#34

I’m gonna add “New Attraction Experience” and make the custom dense as fuck, fuck it.

Epiphany moment, I need to add Wonders of Life in there too.

#35

Alright, these 2 customs are gonna be dense af but this is the shit that happens when 1) you make a support ticket and SC’s AI gives you a banger suggestion and 2) a new Fire module pack comes out.

So the conclusion:

  1. I’ve gotta add Main Character Energy to my WDB custom, holy shit is that custom gonna go hard in 3 months or what.
  2. Emperor: Crown and Capital is gonna level the fuck up out of my career custom.

Gonna pull the trigger for the career custom first, as I can easily sub out Souveran for it.

I’ll wait for March 20 to pull the trigger on the WDB custom.

For now, I’ve gotta think of names…

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#36

Gestalten

#37

It took 24 hours for delivery, jeez what are yall on

Announcement for Summertime has given me a direction; regenerate until June, and then turn the fuck up lets fucking go

Also gotta blueprint the next custom.

GLM
WDB
Heartsong

ESSENCE: Magnetic Social Flow
New Attraction Experience

ZPU Anti-Recon
Adaptive Scripting

Synergy: APS Head/Face
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Synergy: Wonders of Life

Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: At The Top
Synergy: Glory Incarnate

APS: Torso
Dance Mastery
The Worthiness Recalibration
Panther
Pride Unbroken

Jeez, if this thing can deliver once I get through the recon phase it’s going to hit on another level. That + Summertime is going to be something else hahahaha

It’s got looking for love, it’s got attraction, it’s got physical shifting, aura, gift of gab and there’s even purposeful healing that’s gonna get filtered through the NSE scripting. Fuck me, I’m intimidated but excited.

#38

It’s been 5 years since I’ve started running subliminals, and I still find myself focusing on the same things, running the same track but just at a faster speed.

To what fucking end?

#39

Regeneration gave me an eye opening moment today.

If I had the ideal woman in front of me in my life right now, and I had to choose whether or not to commit I would find myself hesitating.

I would find myself hesitating.

I tell myself I want to find the girl, I want to find the one, I want to fall in love, and yet I can’t find myself to be ready to receive that love.

The errors I see in others are mirrors of my own scars that I haven’t healed.

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#40

wooooooo manimonia

new word, I’m inventing it, it’s mine, you heard it here first.

i wanna buy my pretty boy lover boy fuck boy man boy custom ace fucking sap

I can already feel the presults kicking in, and im ready for so much more

2025 was one of the worst years of my life, 2026 will be one of the best.

i will continue to regenerate mentally, emotionally, psychologically, physically.

i will be built anew, the phoenix shall rise once more.

i have a life to look forward to, and for that I’m so grateful. That was a completely foreign concept to me 5 years ago.