I just found out why.
He’s renamed to @RockyHandsome.
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Indeed the one and only 
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You can do that? Im already feeling like 15 minutes may be somewhat to dense for me, but i dont want to lose part of the scripting by reducing the listening time. But you can just artificially only use 5 minutes from a 15 minute file? Or do you mean that saint has send you some of his experimental 5 minute files or something like that?
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I’m using the original 15min file and just play 5min of it as Saint suggested so it is obviously the full script. I have a feeling that you can even go below 5min and still get the full script. It’s just pure magic what Saint and Fire did here. 
Would be interesting what happens if you take the strength of the 5min and “stretch” it to 15min so the script is less “compressed”. I wonder if the subconscious mind would have an easier time to “decompress” it since it is less dense?
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Where did he recommend it to you?
I then sent him my experience over PM as I did not want to make it public so I don’t cause any confusion about the 5min.
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About the 3 days washout, well I’ve noticed in my first washout that at day 3 I really felt the “peak” of effects from subs, after that feelings slowly subsides or got transmuted into something else
But I’m feeling that like you might think peak is around 3 days
A bit similarly to new user getting acustomed to zp take aprox. 10 days
Those seems to be reccurent numbers in more people than we think (at least with recomended max 2 loops of 15 min)
Emperor ZP and Stark ZP are common in our stacks 
which leads me to ask something, is there something in those 2 that is different to the previous public preview builds
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Yesss he did
Most wrongs are committed in ignorance. Either in the knowledge of the effect on the receiver or the result on the doer.
Saints journal is popular because everything he writes has a magic to it which means everyone will reply to it. Especially when updates are usually regarding updating tech and/or updates for subs are found here.
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Today is the first day in three weeks that I haven’t experienced recon. I will say this – I can DEFINITELY feel CFW working within me. My emotional expression is a bit more apparent and I am actually engaging with those emotions in a healthy, masculine manner. Not completely ignoring them, but not allowing them to control my day. Also, I’m becoming very impervious to manipulative behavior.
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What’s interesting about CFW and forgiveness in general, is how fearless I’m becoming. As I detach more and more from these negative past issues, I’m finding myself becoming much more confidence and much less fearful about the future. It’s like the fear of the future is coming from the fear of past betrayal and as I detach from that, I am becoming more trusting, and thus more bold.
Because that’s what “trust” really is, right? Risk taking? And your ability to take on and manage risk in a healthy way is what I’ve always defined as being an alpha. To extend a hand in trust, knowing that you could be betrayed, but having trust in yourself to overcome that adversity, seems more “alpha” than hiding away and never connecting with anyone because you fear betrayal.
This little breakthrough is going to change my life – I’m sure of it.
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Chosen from Within AFAIK
As fast As I Khan?
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As Far As I Know
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Yes, that’s part of it. I was not a good person when I was younger. I lied to myself and claimed that I was, but you can’t lie to Zero Point. I’ve been reminded of a lot of things that I did (and I’m talking about 10 years ago or more) and how I handwaved away my involvement. On CFW, my mind is convicting me on that.
It’s also freeing me from it, because I’ve become a much different person over the past decade. I’ve done a lot of atonement in the form of good deeds – but since helping others has been a default norm for me, I wasn’t giving myself any credit for those things. CFW is leading me to remember who all my friends and associates call when they need help or advice. It’s leading me to remember that they call me because I’m reliable, trustworthy, knowledgeable and passionate about helping people find a better future.
That doesn’t mean I can absolve myself from those mistakes, but it does mean that I’ve truly learned from them.
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Oooohhh!
But my brain is too tired it doesn’t make sense in my poor tired head of student in exams
Thanks to you I’ll be sleeping with one more acronym to remember and spell out to sound smart in front of friends
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