Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

Wou very interesting news, these are terrific times :).
Something new about the possibility to listen to more than 3 titles at one stack?
And also regarding 5-7 minutes. Can we listen to normal 15 minutes subs only for 5-7 minutes and then stop?

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oooooo, seems like Jarvis found out about it and told me before you lmao :stuck_out_tongue:

remember that one time I started feeling bad about forgiving people, like that one ex that I mentioned in my previous journal, before dropping Chosen?
at that time, there was a moment of self-realization that enlightened me, to see things from a different view, so I’d like to ask you;
do you think that the one who might need the forgiveness is you? like you forgiving yourself.
I say that because oftentimes, we place ourselves within a mental prison, filled with guilt, shame, and self-hatred, because of our actions or the actions of those who we haven’t forgiven, but in reality, we’re just frustrated and angry at ourselves.

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This is interesting and useful, because CFW gave me really bad recon, whereas regular Chosen does not. I’m not a forgiving person either. It was bad enough that I’m considering going back to regular Chosen.

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private testing?

Sent you a pm with a module list from a custom I got quite recently.

Tried Chosen From within, with one loop, much after could feel like a heart emoji out of nowhere sending love to me from out of nowhere from the inside.

Was due the next loop yesterday with my stack, did not want to as the nice heart feeling just out of no where was so nice. But much later in the night decided to.

The second time it had same effect causing inner calmness and no internal chatter went to sleep after and could feel the same upon waking, but as day commenced it was same as usual. The heart emoji internal love feeling is not there though, but more like a slight tare.

Also yes these healing subs do take a bit out of you, in terms its requiring more energy.

If you were to add anything to chosen within, I think you could weave parts of rebirth to further enhance maybe

Hope you come up with something so we can use more than 3zps.

I’m already doing 5 min of ZPs ever since Saint suggested it to me some time ago. All I can say is that it is working much better for me. It feels like I’m able to process it faster and feel lighter afterwards. Before then with the 15min I could feel that my head was occupied with processing of the sub. I haven’t tried the 7min yet but I think it will also work fine - maybe even better.

Haven’t had any recon ever since and I’m someone who easily gets recon. (but it is still too early to tell as I’m just starting again with the 5 min after my 4 days washout. I initially wanted to go for 5 days washout but already felt that 3 days were enough, still did 4 days to be on the safe side.)

I haven’t done any stacking yet as I want to sense the full effects of a title which is difficult once I mix them up but it feels like I’m able to stack more titles as I won’t get overwhelmed by a single 15min title anymore (it seems I’m very sensitive to subs).

I’m very glad that @SaintSovereign is now studying the effects of a less exposure ZP file. Really exciting to see what Saint and Fire are coming up with next. :slight_smile:

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Naw. :stuck_out_tongue:

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Can the 5-7 minutes reduce the need to run the alternative listening schedule with 2 days off in between?

I know it’s early but this is big news.

you mean 1 day off in between. I haven’t tried it myself yet as I don’t want to mix things up (currently using 1 day on - 1 day off)… I’m very precise and strict when it comes to testing as I take notes of everything in an Excel table and don’t want to distort results.

I feel, however, that I could listen to it daily without getting recon. that’s just a feeling because how light it feels. I’m not sure, however, if it really plays out the way I’m feeling right now. Recon can be very tricky. :slight_smile:

Looking forward to see what listening schedule Saint will come up with. :slight_smile:

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Pretty sure he meant 2 days in between. Talking about his “alternative” schedule

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Yeah there’s an alternative recon reducing schedule I have to stick to. Otherwise I fall apart lol

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Great it will be even more amazing than it was going to be.

Do your thing, I have a feeling that there going to be even more discoveries coming soon from zp.

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That reminded me of this:

Take the time you need.

We’re a community of adults and will be okay.

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I’m in the same boat on the forgiveness front. Usually I have a hard time resisting buying a sub, I keep seeing reason maybe I should maybe hold off on chosen. It keeps calling to me though.

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I would what combinations of sub can come close to what Ascension chamber is going to do.
@SaintSovereign

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Did you watch Good Will Hunting?

Forgiveness is the nuclear superweapon to achieve happiness, success, joy, love, and peace of mind.
Probably why Chosen is pushing you to do so.

I remember @blackadder (which I can’t tag??? ) being all weird why forgiving people that did harm to you is the best thing.

Well, you Saint certainly understand the astral and the subconscious. Blocked emotions cannot go back to source. They clog your heart and brain as long as you hold these grudges.

Then again, forgiving people that did bad is also THE toughest thing you can do.
Which is why it yields the greatest results :wink:

Also, what @Invictus said, and Sean in Good Will Hunting: “It’s not your fault.”

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Top movie of all time. I would say it is the perfect movie. 2 thumbs up to learn life lessons including forgiveness and purpose.

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:wink:

Clearly, you’ve already played your first loop of Ultimate Artist ZP.

:rofl:

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Just pinged you a PM Saint…cheers