You do seem like someone with great divergence of capacities.
My view currently is I think people can only be what there meant to be, and most suffering in their life is caused by not being that and being on the wrong path. I mean this in the Jungian sense of discovering our primary Archtype. People may be incredibly malleable in their capacity to develop and succeed (certainly some more than others) I believe if people fail to live a life being and giving their unique deliverable that fulfillment and true success will be missing. This is similar to once you once said to me about what I loved when younger. I believe each soul comes in with it’s mission and that’s ultimately what that individual wants anyway. I think we believe the same thing in this regard.
Khan may create friction with this or you may be learning how to contribute to them simply by walking your own path. I’ve found when things hit a dead -end is when anything real can begin.
That I understand, you have a naturally different kind of leadership
I’ll be running Khan soon, since it really seems the best for mix for both wealth, ambition, life path, and romance in a single sub.
Appreciate your asking
My focus lately has been in surviving a body-mind crisis of healing and it has me re-assessing everything. The main thing I know now is I want my day to day life to be more full of everything I want and love in life even while I work towards a future. Each day to be full of fun, meaning, service, creativity, Love, flow, accomplishment, savoring, romance, meaningful connections etc.
For goals
I signed up for a 4 years Energy Medicine Mystery school and I’d like to develop myself as a powerful healer and coach (check out Rich Litvin or Steve Chandler-they have the kind of coaching practices I’m interested in emulating with my flavor). Also considering going back to school for psychology/psychotherapy, as credentials help in the listening of the world to make certain impact. I care about alleviating suffering in the world and individuals, having people live their potential, and able to make impact on the world. I want people to have amazing lives that are like living poetry or their own epics. I’ve always seen it like we are petals in the wind, were already gone (on one level), so even while we work for legacy/development or even spiritually, we gotta learn to love the dance while it lasts
Eventually I’d like to reform the medical industry to be infinitely more holistic. Lot’s of inspiration and I could go on and on, but looking to take it one step at a time.
I will also continue to develop myself in the world of private equity and venture capital, both for personal finances and funding and also eventually to be in a position to support and grow companies that can have positive effect.
Lastly on my current list is to fulfill my own artistic expression, so I’m resuming acting.