I feel guilty, but I went back to another healing subliminal from another vendor which was very powerful for me. When I originally ran it, it quickly pointed out how much my life consisted of habitual lies, first to myself, and then to others. It was life altering for me.
I’m home today, have been doing a lot of planning and preparing for using incoming money, but ventured here since…I loved the independence training in Ascension. I put Ascension v.2 back on 20 minutes ago. I am causing myself trouble when I stop and look at it. I like the other vendor’s subs, but a needy and powerless mindset kicks in when on their forum, as it is a well used (but rather uncomfortable) role of making people responsible for my own happiness. In short, that feeling leads to a lot of not liking myself. I know that’s really why I’m here this morning.
So, I have some questions about Regeneration.
- Does Regeneration deal with loving and liking oneself?
- Does Regeneration promote honesty with oneself?
- Does Regeneration still promote independence similar to what is used in Ascension?
- Is it safe to Regeneration full-time?
What I’ve seen looking at alpha subliminals before is that old traumas can truly impede progress, and good ones focuses on addressing that stuff first.
I’m wishing to be deeply honest with myself so I can know exactly why I’m feeling what I feel, so I can make changes with a clear focus and reason. I’ve been feeling powerless lately, and staying there pisses me off. From my own history, feeling pissed off at this is good.