Love you too platonically 
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With all the stories I keep telling, its definitely a result of the story teller module in my custom.
Iāve never felt so inspired to tell this many stories. Especially publicly, Iāve actually always had trouble telling stories for some reason. Itās like I used to be so obsessive over unnecessary details that Iād get caught up in think and trying to remember what happened as I was telling the story. This always made it awkward and people would just stop listening to me speak.
That always rubbed me the wrong way. Because Iām a great listener, so I always found it disrespectful when they wouldnāt show me the same interest and attention.
But I think Iām getting better now, I smile, I make more eye contact now. I actively engage in group convos and now even find myself starting them. I rarely ever think āI donāt know what to say, so Iāll just stay quietā. And thatās all I used to do. Made me feel like an compete outsider.
Iām glad this custom is working so well 
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I should mention, I got a raise today. For like $4. Not too shabby for a young man like me.
Usually the supervisor handles the raises, but for some reasonā¦ the main manager wanted to see me.
So I walk over to his office, and he greets me with a huge smile. Such a kind man. And he tells me heās heard great things about me, that Iām one of the best workers he has, and that they donāt usually give raises during this time of yearā¦ but he felt that I deserved it and they want to keep me. He also said that the changes to my wage were effective one month ago. So Iāll be getting a phat pay check this week 
What was even cooler was, he let me in on some inside information. He said weād be increasing our hours again in the coming weeks (which means even more $$$). And he also asked me for a favourā¦
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See, weāve been having quality control issues in the truss plant I work in. Iāve seen it first hand, our builders on site have been complaining a lot, and itās caused a lot of trouble lately. Me personally, Iāve always been attentive to detail, if you have a roof truss built by me, consider yourself lucky because I donāt slack. 
However, a lot of my co workers arenāt as attentive as me. And now, due to their laziness weāve had to tear through piles and piles of trusses, some from as far back as 6 months agoā¦ and repair them.
So he asked me personally to really crack down on this. āYouāre a lead head now, if you see sloppiness, please say something. Iām not telling you to snitch, but point it out to them and make sure they do it rightā.
Itās kind of cool that I got this VIP treatment. I know everyone always talks negatively about external validation. But in my experience, itās been a very important catalyst of growth. One 10 minute conversation can change your entire life, just like it did with mine:
What are your results from Invincible Presence, Lion IV and Dominion you think and feel?
Currently reconnning hard. I have no drive, Iām angry and I feel drained physically, emotionally and spiritually.
Iāve been having very emotionally turbulent dreams lately that I canāt recall, and I think it has a major role to play in how Iām feeling.
Iām going to do what i always do, return to nature. Whenever I get like this, I take a walk into the wilderness and restore my powers.
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Iāll get to this, just hold on
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H E A L I N G and Iām 100% is because of Wanted because I use to have the exact same thing. Survive, thrive and you will win
Healing is an important component of Wanted once itās done, welp I will let you be the judge of that 
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To further my point reminds me of a time I try Wanted + Emperor and was talking to this girl that liked me and I liked. I felt so emotional about it because I couldnāt see her yet exactly as your feeling right now. What I learned is listen from the wise and keep going and remember why you started.
Oh I donāt plan on stopping 
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Though Iām getting some of the most mind blowing results ever, theirs a darker side to this story.
Excess. Now itās great that Iāve been going out and socializing, but itās taking a toll on me physically. My job is physical labour ( I work 9 hour shifts), . I train 6 days a week, (2x upper body, 1x legs). Iām up at 5 everyday and donāt get home until 6:30 - 7:00. By the time Iāve eaten I have got 1-2 hours until Iām in bed.
I usually donāt drink on week days, but when the weekend comes, (especially when I go out) Iāll drink a decent amount. And because Iāve been going out more and more, not only am I staying up later, but Iām spending lots of money. Everytime I go out itās at least $100 minimum.
Friday night, I stayed up till like 6am and woke up at 11 amā¦ best believe I didnāt train that day. F*ck I even smoked a cigarette when I was drunk 
. I only smoke cigars (Iāve also been doing a lot of that lately too 
)
Anyways, thatās a full 24 hours I was up from Friday to Saturday. Just yesterday, I had a very long day at work, and I skipped training AGAIN. I never skip training, but I was falling asleep as I was driving home. (And I never do that. Their was no way I was training. Then I get home and somehow get this genius idea that I should have a drink to celebrate my raise. I end up having 2 which is relatively harmless butā¦
I woke up this morning and I had slept in 10 minutes, and I never sleep inā¦ and ofc now I feel like sh!t. All this to say that I think Iām over working my body, with the drinking, with the staying up late. My appetite has also been lack luster. I used to eat 3 meals and 2 shakes a day, now itās 3 meals and a snack.
I need to chill tf out
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You need something called S E L F C O N T R O L.
For example, I go out as much as you do but the most detrimental thing to your health is cigar and cigs. Alcohol too but if you do that in moderation you should be fine. I donāt know how you go out till 6am thoš I go out from 10 to 2am max and best believe Iām sleeping by 3am (And these types of going out happen every 2 weeks max even tho once that week on Stark.
Maybe you could try my routine Monday to Friday dedicate to workout / hobbies / work and no matter what donāt deviate from that (Except the occasional going out on Friday if itās possible to do it on weekends). Then Saturday make it your party day you can do whatever you want eat whatever you want (This is if your bulking of course) and stay up till whatever time you want (Tho I highly recommend not staying up past 3am). And keep this type of thing at max 1 time every two weeks not once a week. Keep in mind you can still go out on weekends just not getting drunk and staying up late going out (Thereās a lot of fun things you can do on the weekend that doesnāt need alcohol and where you can be asleep by 11pm). Then on Sunday consider those either your chill going out day where you donāt drink and stay up late or recovery day where you make sure your body is taking care of from the night before. This can be achieved by having a good nutrition diet that day, electrolytes (Gatorade sugar free is the best one), hydration (Minimum 2L of water) and thatās it.
To some this might seem like an excessive amount of going out but you have to understand that at @Matalexander305 age thatās part of the definition of his fun while also working towards his goals and wealth goals.
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And guys donāt pull an Andrew Tate with me, cigars are horrible for your health aināt no way Tate changes that
As a wise man once says, science is science and you canāt argue with it unless you have the facts.
Crying 
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Theyāre not nearly as bad as theyāre portrayed to be. No doubt itās not healthy for you, but you cannot compare them to cigarettes.
On average, I smoke 1 cigar every 2-3 weeks. Iāll sometimes go 3-4 months without smoking at all.
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That still doesnāt change the science.
LSD is not as bad as people portray but does it mean it should be taken every day? Thatās what Iām telling you if you keep smoking every day itās undeniable that you will have health problems thereās no buts, thereās no comparing it to cigs, you will still undeniably have health risks.
Plus cigars arenāt cool and I hope thatās not why people do it. Occasionally once a month would be fine but once a day your asking for health problems and Iām telling you this as someone who cares about your health and wants to live a healthy life so remember that.
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But your young as well thatās my concern. Smoking 1 cigar each 2-3 weeks might not seem like a lot on the short term but in the long run it still damages some part of your lungs.
Smoke is smoke when you ingest it it can cause issues no matter how low you inhale it.
Smoking is pretty cool not gonna lie,
No doubt, agreed.
You donāt inhale cigars G