Hard to believe I’m starting another Journal but something is guiding me to do so. Been on both Primal and Ascension QV2 for around a month now (doesn’t feel like it). On average doing around 2-4 loops a week per program. Threw in some loops of Emperor Qv2 here and there but I’ve finally accepted that despite how much I like Emperor, it’s no good for me ultimately.
Don’t take that as me blaming subclub, it’s just that via deeper introspection, I realized that Emperor gives me that hardcore edge I need to succeed, but that feeling only lasts a few days before I become very angry, irritable and at times even misanthropic and depressed to the point where I don’t want to do a damn thing, eating, sleeping and socializing especially.
Feeling the difference with Ascension by itself, where it gives me the same reality checks and confidence as Emperor; but without as much of a harsh feeling for having made a mistake, past or present. Then I throw in Primal a couple days later and it gives me the ability to tap into my primal masculinity at will. Primal is helping me make an ally out of my own “dark side”. Where as emperor granted me the perspective on being able to use it as a weapon, but with Primal it’s now being accepted and integrated without shame or fear. Feels like I have a new Brother. I’ve come to realize just how powerful and useful my primal half can truly be and it’s unleashing much higher levels of confidence and swagger within me rapidly.
For those wondering about women, well they notice it, my interactions with women are the best they’ve been in a while. Complements, attention, one married woman trying to shower me with more attention than her own husband and trying to keep me around as a “friend”, and also another married woman currently trying to hook me up with one of her friends. It’s like the aura(s) generated by Ascension catches their attention and my behavior from Primal helps to keep it. I got primal though to unleash my Primal masculine potential though, in order to help develop myself personally. I see primal as a necessary tool for my personal overall growth.
Like this combo so much, I decided to order a custom with those 2 programs as the core, and modules that would help me further develop both sides of my masculinity, the brain, and the beast. The civil alpha male, and the one also in touch his primal instinct. A man capable of tapping into one; or if necessary, both sides simultaneously in order to accomplish any mission he pleases. The rapid and hard-hitting confidence boost in this combo is to die for. It’s like setting fire to an IDGAF demeanor, but this can be used in a fun and positive way if you please as well…
**Note: planned to add godlike masculinity as a module but it’s now only available as an Ultima Core, replaced with the Panther Module. I feel other modules in this custom will help supplement for the lack of the GLM module.
Contents for my cutom (Primal Ascension):
Primal Q Core
Ascension Q Core
Feeling like being able to more deeply tap into, and of course control my emotions will help me mature faster and deeper as a man and a human being, no matter how I choose to express my masculinity.
How can a primal man not strike fear into opposers? this was a no-brainier.
Being able to develop and take reign over the most ruthless and cold-blooded aspects of your nature, and use these qualities to even be able to further your goals? HELL YES. Also like that it can guide you on when it’s best to show mercy so there is balance there.
More potent, concentrated and abundant sexual energy, but also ever-incresing control over it. If a man can control his sexual energy he can do amazing things and ca get quite the primal boost doing so.
I like flirting from time to time and it’s animal related (name-wise) so I figured this can help strengthen my primal sexual side a bit.
The Merger of Worlds
Alpha of Alpha
Love the sound of having a tool that doesn’t let you settle into a “comfort zone”. Risks are necessary for evolution and sometimes even survival.
I actually already seem to have quite the presence since I’ve been attracting stares most places I go for years now. Added this for reinforcement of said presence.
Leader of Men