Praise The Urd Tree's Permanent Journal

Day 4 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4), Limitless (5), LotS (1) - Listening Day - Rest 12/11/2024

Hmm, this could be interesting.

I was thinking about Primal because in the new year I’ll probably add Stark Black into my stack again. When I did that, I thought Primal would be easier to stack with SB than Khan. Then once I’m used to SB again, I’d re introduce Khan.

Primal is like a mini one stager version of Khan. Different expression of fun/seriousness, but the OG Khan and Primal were the sexual belief healing subs, in one-stage and multi-stage versions

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What I’m thinking is starting EoG ST1 this cycle as I finish TB, then going to Primal while I work with EoG st1, then back to Khan. Similar ideas, but making a fame custom to use in place of Stark Black.

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Day 5 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4), Limitless (5), LotS (1) - Listening Day - Lots 12/12/2024

Decided to just do LotS today, the recon was actually pretty intense from my single loop of TB the other day, so this cycle I’m not feeling a strong urge to push it.

I’ve been going steady since starting this cycle. Easing myself into dieting, easing myself into working out, and easing myself back into work.

For some reason, I just don’t feel any reason to go from 0 to 100 right now, so I’m gonna listen to that intuition because I think it’s wise.

I think it’s because in my past I’ve always been so extreme and all or nothing, now I’m really practicing what I preach: balance, slow and steady.

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Day 6 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4), Limitless (5), LotS (1) - Listening Day - Rest 12/13/2024

It’s time.

Day 7 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4), Limitless (5), LotS (1) - Listening Day - LotS & TB - 12/14/2024

Past me really knows what’s up. So if past me could go from a loser with girls to a killer. Then present me can go from a loser with money, to a winner. I’ll just assume it will take me about a year however, I don’t really want to put a strict timeline on it, because as I’ve seen, things can actually change instantaneously. It’s really a matter of some mysterious stuff that happens inside. It doesn’t need to take a year, but, for the sake of mental convince at this seemingly impossible task, then I’ll just assume a year. 1 year to overcome the internal barriers, once those are cleared, then the rest should be easy.

Why do I think this? Because that’s how it’s been for me with girls. Once I did all the hard work, spent all those nights punching my mattress, crying, and feeling sorry for myself, the rest has been easy. Getting girls is just…well, it’s just easy for me and it’s easy because I put in the work, and I put in the work because it mattered to me because I love women.

So, why should money be any different? Like really? Why should it be any different? Why should anything be any different than anything else?

Don’t really think there is any real distinction here. If I can charm a girl, then I can charm an audience, an investor, a partner.

If a girl can fall for me, then a customer can.

Meh, it’s easy. Just do it and shut up, or something.

Finishing the cycle of TB and LotS, then we move on.

We are either moving on to Primal and EoG or ST2 and EoG.

Which one? Well, I’m on the fence about both. I want to stick it out with Khan, but there appears to be a wisdom in temporarily switching to Primal while I reconcile EoG ST1.

In a few weeks, I’ll know.

It really just comes down to what is the proper decision for my specific path in life, rather than some objective right or wrong.

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Day 9 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4), Limitless (5), LotS (1) - Listening Day - LotS & TB - 12/16/2024

Yeah, listened.

Day 10 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4), Limitless (5), LotS (1) - Rest - 12/17/2024

Girl is now on HoT and Limitless. She had her first loop yesterday. Got our cycles synced, lol.

Really looking forward to ST2.

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I also came to the same conclusion as you bro.

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But you made a graph, which is cooler, low key.

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Day 12 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4) LotS (1) - Rest - 12/19/2024

Resting up and dreaming big dreams. Glad I’ve been on TB this long. It’s been an interesting journey, but a journey none the less. Feel a big freer and lighter.

Predicting the EoG drop to be soon. Presults have started, which tells me that they are testing the finalized build right now.

My huch anyway. Lol.

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Looking and acting like a loser only matters if you stay a loser. Otherwise, it’s just a slip up.

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Day 13 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4) LotS (1) - Listening day - 12/20/2024

Hmm. ST2 or Primal first, that’s my question.

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Washout Day 1

Over exposed by listening to Khan ST1, LotS, Limitless, Emperor, Mind’s Eye, and Paragon in a single sitting now I Washout.

My body feels like it’s been charged with static electricity.

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Washout Day 3

Hmm, feeling pretty alright. Got straight up SLAMMED with recon yesterday. It was like a repete track of all my failure and self hatred for hours playing for most of the night.

Felt a little back to square one, like how I felt before I started this journey a few years ago.

Woke up feeling lighter. Challenge thoughts abound, realizing that all the thoughts were both stupid and completely untrue.

It was like I was stuck in a trance where I could only see the negatives in life, ignoring all the progress I’d made.

Buisnesss ideas abound. I’m going to start my buisness this week. At the very least, I’m gonna do the paperwork to form the company.

Thinking of starting the buisness solo without my partner. I realized that I don’t really…NEED my partner.

Like when we do brain storm sessions, it’s literally all me, all the ideas, all the strategy, everything is me. To top it all of, we aren’t aligned on the vision for the buisness. They want to do things that I don’t want to do and vice versa.

So, what I’m thinking is I will start solo as a proof of concept, and then help them launch their own buisness as a co-partner.

Two businesses, not one.

That’s the solution that makes it feel fair to both parties.

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Washout Day 6

Okay, the washout from the great subliminal mistake of 2024 wasn’t too bad. The holidays were a little awkward, I had a little trouble socializing during the parties, and I felt a little internally unstable, but overall, it was mostly okay. Not ideal, sure, but also not that bad.

I think it’s time to move forward.

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I see you finally got on Khan. Awesome bro.

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Start Stage 2 homie you’re ready

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**Khan ST2 & LOTS

Started Khan ST2 today. So it begins.

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