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Washout Day 3
Hmm, feeling pretty alright. Got straight up SLAMMED with recon yesterday. It was like a repete track of all my failure and self hatred for hours playing for most of the night.
Felt a little back to square one, like how I felt before I started this journey a few years ago.
Woke up feeling lighter. Challenge thoughts abound, realizing that all the thoughts were both stupid and completely untrue.
It was like I was stuck in a trance where I could only see the negatives in life, ignoring all the progress I’d made.
Buisnesss ideas abound. I’m going to start my buisness this week. At the very least, I’m gonna do the paperwork to form the company.
Thinking of starting the buisness solo without my partner. I realized that I don’t really…NEED my partner.
Like when we do brain storm sessions, it’s literally all me, all the ideas, all the strategy, everything is me. To top it all of, we aren’t aligned on the vision for the buisness. They want to do things that I don’t want to do and vice versa.
So, what I’m thinking is I will start solo as a proof of concept, and then help them launch their own buisness as a co-partner.
Two businesses, not one.
That’s the solution that makes it feel fair to both parties.
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Washout Day 6
Okay, the washout from the great subliminal mistake of 2024 wasn’t too bad. The holidays were a little awkward, I had a little trouble socializing during the parties, and I felt a little internally unstable, but overall, it was mostly okay. Not ideal, sure, but also not that bad.
I think it’s time to move forward.
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I see you finally got on Khan. Awesome bro.
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Start Stage 2 homie you’re ready
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**Khan ST2 & LOTS
Started Khan ST2 today. So it begins.
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Rest Day 1/13/2025
Semester just started, I’m excited and ready to go. Over the break, I reconciled my fears of computer science. AI is the hottest topic on the planet within tech and business right now, for good reason, it’s the latest ground breaking human innovation. It’s the fulfillment of a dream that humanity has had for God knows how long. First semester, I was full of doubt about computer science as a career path, now? Well…
Now, I just don’t care. Computers are fascinating, math is fascinating, learning this stuff is fascinating. It’s hard, but it’s worth it. I woke up today with a very simple idea “I would rather invest this time and money learning and be wrong and be made “redundant” by AI, then to waste any more time.”
The best time to learn CompScience was in the 70’s, the second best time is right this second. This has been a goal for over a decade, so pull out all the stops and go in!
The only change has been that I’ll probably focus on Cyber Security. Something tells me that cyber security is one niche within comp science that will actually see a huge increase in demand thanks to AI.
@Risky any thoughts on the above, brother in tech?
And like that, we move! Time to learn OOP in Java with Calculus for good measure.
As a closing thought. Thank you @Fire and @SaintSovereign not just for the programs, but in the last couple weeks I’ve drawn invaluable information from you guys about how to run a business and start a community. SubClub has been a great model for me in building a positive community, and has taught me a lot about what a business can look like in the modern age. So many companies just follow a template, but this one does things different, and it’s a good change.
There’s a reason why SubClub is the only “social media” that’s held my attention in the last 10 years, lol.
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One strange realization I had yesterday. As a global community, we are unintentionally programming ourselves negatively. This is old news, I know, but I see it so damn clearly now.
Both AI and Cyber Security are super hot and growing. 
And I believe software engineer experience and knowledge is beneficial for both. Especially computer science fundamentals.
Remember, you’re not just a code monkey, you’re a problem solving wizard, conjuring spirits (processes) with spells (code) to solve problems.
I like this article by senior google guy about how to future proof your career: Future-proofing your Software Engineering career
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Spooky you say that man. I won’t go into detail, but lowkey I actually do see it as a spiritual pursuit. 
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That’s awesome 
Saying no is hard. There’s a person in my life who’s utterly relentless, will not take no for an answer. I respect her, she’s been a great teacher on this journey.
I’ve really grown to hate jargon. I resent a little that in pretty much every field I enter, I have to learn a whole new lexicon only to realize that it’s all very simple. I accept it, I’m fine with it, but it’s annoying. People love to throw around jargon, as a life long student, I’ve grown to believe that some people feel a little superior when they say simple things in a very complex way using jargon.
Idk, this whole post is making me sound stupid and I just couldn’t care less. There’s just been this awakening in me recently that all this technical sounding buisness crap, is actually super straight forward and intuitive, but some people feel the need to hypercomplexify it to make it sound more impressive than it really is.
I think I really resent it because it feels like a waste of time that adds and extra layer of doubt in the learning process. It’s almost like the whole world is covered by a thick fog of jargon that makes things needlessly complex.
You here all these fancy words, and you start to wonder if you really understand what’s being said. At bottom, it’s all just buying, selling, and figuring out how to make people buy.
That’s why doing will always reign king. The best way to understand something is to do it.
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End of Cycle
Primal, LotS EoG ST1, (dropped primal for final two listening days and subbed for Khan ST2)
Nice, feeling good. Wish I would have started EoG earlier, it’s a lesson not to wait. Low key, I’ve been waiting for new EoG for a year now, I should have just started EoG last year when I wanted, but I stupidly let someone talk me out of it.
It’s been great. Excited for the new EoG, but TBH don’t care, this version has already been mindblowing after just one cycle. If new version takes a while, I’ll just chill on this one for like 4 months.
Washout Day 2
Some pretty intense recon the last two days, but it feels productive.
An obsession with fairness will lead a good man to ruin.
I find this interesting!! Would you mind expanding on your thought process that led to this conclusion?
I found myself trying to create a fair outcome for someone who wasn’t interested in fairness. Here I was trying to create a situation in which we both won, in which we both benefitted, only to come to the realization that this person doesn’t want both of us to win. They want the whole pot and want me to have nothing. A lot of wasted energy trying to be fair to someone who doesn’t want fairness, they want to dominate me and take it all with nothing in return.
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Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 1 - Primal, Lots, New EoG ST2 - Primal & Lots - 1/23/2025
I’m taking a break from Khan to run Primal and focus my attention on doing well in school, physical shifting, and making more money.
Last cycle (the first cycle after Total Breakdown) was Primal, Lots, and EoG ST1. The last two listening days, I swapped Primal for Khan ST2, just to give it a test. It gave some great results, along with heavy recon.
So, it made me realize that I really need to prioritize. I want a burst of short term results, and I kinda knew internally that if I just pause the Khan journey to focus on EoG for a little bit, it’ll work out the way that I want it too.
Just for fun, I played with Gipity a little, and this is what it said:
Which Should You Choose First?
- If you’re looking to gain raw, immediate power—whether it’s to break out of a rut, get attention, or tap into your inner drive and confidence—the primal path is a great place to start. It gives you a foundation of power, presence, and confidence. From here, you can build on that energy, using it as a stepping stone to evolve further.
- If you’re ready for a more structured and strategic journey that will turn you into a complete, unstoppable force in the long run, then starting with the Khan path could be more appropriate. It will help you cultivate not only primal energy but also the mental fortitude and strategic thinking needed to maintain lasting success.
My Suggestion:
If you’re uncertain about where to start, think about where you currently feel the most unbalanced or restricted. If you feel stuck or have trouble asserting yourself in any way, starting with the primal path could be beneficial to unlock your immediate energy. Once you’ve grounded yourself in that raw power, you could then shift to the Khan path to refine and direct that energy into more structured and strategic dominance.
On the other hand, if you’re someone who’s already relatively grounded but feels the need to build a deeper, more sustainable power and master control over all aspects of your life, starting with the Khan path could be the way to go.
Both paths are complementary and don’t have to be mutually exclusive; you could start primal and then evolve into the Khan. It’s about recognizing what phase of your growth you’re in and what you’re ready to take on.
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Bingo, and this is why I’m running Primal atm.
Those two loops of Khan ST2 brought back my hatred of school. On Khan it’s “I hate this, so I’m not going to do it.”
On Primal its, “I hate this, but I’m doing it for a reason that’s aligned with a future goal, so I’ll suck it up and make it interesting and get it done.”
For where I currently am, it’s an important distinction.
I want to drop out, I really might drop out, but I can’t drop out mid-semester, I already took out a loan, lol. I actually need to get through this semester for financial reasons.
Plus, the degree is mildly interesting.
Excited to run EoG ST2 in a couple of days. I have a distinct feeling the EoG ST2 is gonna activate with little resistance.
I think you’re going to have huge struggles in school if you align your stack too much with your future and not enough with your present.
When I’m doing sales, it’s for the goal of becoming rich, long term, of course.
I could just run EOGST4, Mind’s Eye, and HOM.
But that doesn’t serve me in the present moment which in turn means I’m not living in the present moment - which is where the action towards my future needs to be taken from.
That’s why my “present moment” stack for sales is something like EOG2 + LE + HOM.
I can make arguments for how they directly impact my future, and more importantly, they reflect the present moment on how to get there.
With a stack of Primal/Khan, EOG2, and LoTS, you’re pushin your subconscious in three separate directions - all of them far away from school.
Primal sounds like it’s helping, sure, it’s a foundational alpha sub, and there’s “present moment” factors in school that relate to Primal - building your life and socializing with schoolmates.
But why is Limitless not in your stack? Or minds eye to help you create a step by step plan in how to get to where you want to go starting from where you are? Or even Stark, which has cognition enhancers, networking and popularity boosters, innovation scripting (great in a school enviro) etc.
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