Pretty much because school isn’t really my main priority to get to where I want to go, it’s more of a stepping stone than anything else and throwing myself fully into school just doesn’t make sense for exactly what I’m doing.
Primal, Lots and EoG ST2 is my present moment stack. It works on what I’m currently doing (running the business I started last cycle among other things), and gives me the drive and attitude to get it done.
School is more of a means to an end for me atm.
Right, my point exactly.
If you go half way up the ladder and then climb back down, you’ve gotten nowhere. If you cross the river halfway and then turn back, you’ve done nothing.
Just because you want to be on the other side of the river doesn’t change the fact that currently you’re on THIS side of the river.
Level with me, what about my stack do you think is a misstep? I see your point, I just don’t quite see what aspect of my stack you think isn’t meeting my present moment needs?
Primal is about freedom, EOGST2 is about building a business, LoTS is about achieving your body.
None of those have anything to do with school, education, or even cognition in the slightest. None of this scripts are even really about business networking which you can certainly do at school, or anything else school related.
Nothing in your stack is BAD
But, you’re training your subconscious to think of those three things more than anything else.
Of course you want to drop out of school if that’s your stack. You’re training your brain not to get enjoyment from school, because you’re using subs to train to get validation at the gym, or socializing, or building a business/product.
If you’re not even working and purely doing school rn, I’d say EOGST2 is the biggest mis-step. Ditto if you’re working at a job that doesn’t directly compensate you based on the quality of your sales/customer-service.
I see what you’re saying now.
I’m a buisness owner as of 2 weeks ago. Currently in a very modest green after subtracting start up costs. Didn’t really post much about it, but yeah.
Well then I take back what I said about EOG2 then, and congrats! 
Still - something small that’s geared towards school to help train your brain to realize that school is part of the journey of how you’ll get to where you want to go.
Feel it. Was considering QL. Limitless was dope, but if I’m gonna do it, kinda just wanna see what QL has to offer. Even at just 1 cycle/stage.
Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 2 - Primal, Lots, New EoG ST2 - Rest - 1/24/2025
Woke up feeling good and ready to take it on. Let’s get to work.
Having a little trouble adapting to the reality of the world right now. I try and keep that out of my journals, but I’m really having a little trouble with it. The things that are happening in so many aspects of life right now, though I accept them, are mind blowing. It’s just insane.
I think I’ve shared this here before, but I’m sharing it again because it’s been on my mind recently.
It’s all going well. We movin’, movin’.
“Parkinson’s Law,” which states that “work expands to fill the time available for its completion.”
Pretty much, you decide how much time it will take, and then just do it.
I also came across a reel of Bezos saying that you should move as fast as you responsibly can.
Pretty much, law of attraction, but on a more human, down to earth scale. If you want something to happen quick, it’ll happen quick. If you want something to take a while, it’ll take a while.
Don’t get mentally ridgid about due dates and deadlines for your goals–or a better way of saying that is, don’t assume that something necessarily MUST take a long time.
The truth, in my experience, is that most things actually happen instantly lol. All the “time it took” to do the thing, was either mental blocks, or doing the needed prep work.
We could argue all day about how long it takes to do x, y, or z. Truth is, nobody knows because no body can know. Zuck built FaceBook as a kid, and pretty much took over the world in like 20 years or something. Musk’s path was actually longer. The sitting U.S. President spent a lifetime to get to where he is (he’s almost 80). JFK got elected president in his early 40s.
Okay, back to work.
It’s not about the grade, it’s never about the grade. We all know that grades don’t matter. It’s about why the grade exists. Low grade because you made excuses and or didn’t actually give it your all? That’s all that matters and that’s why it matters.
Plauged with some straight up STUPID thoughts right now. I’m literally feeling self-conscious because I don’t feel “cool” because a friend of mine is younger and still in his party phase.
Keep in mind, I’ve only been sober for 6 months and the dude looks up to me. I wouldn’t even say my party phase has ended. I’m just putting money and future first.
Maddening, stupid thoughts lol.
Low key real though. I actually have been the best and most successful with women, the more of a burn out I was. To a point. The more wild and stupid I was, the better.
Hmm.
Can I balance the responsible MAN with the animalistic CHILD?
Final correction. Successful with the type of woman who was into that. Become new man, new women follow. Easy.
Back to work.
Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 2 - QL ST1, Lots, New EoG ST2 - Rest - 1/28/2025
Took 3 days off and started the cycle over again. Ran EoG st2, full loop last night after finishing up some homework.
The energy felt great, started dancing while listening. Sounds kinda weird, but the energy just needed to move, so I went with it. Lol.
Had a dream that I was friends with some pretty high profile people and was a member of their wedding party.
In the dream I got a ticket for parking illegally lol, but also in the dream I didn’t give a damn. I was like “hol up yall, I’m gonna go pay this real quick.”
Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 5 - QL ST1, Lots, New EoG ST2 - EoG ST2 - 1/31/2025
Doing good. Moving forward. Broke through some stuff today. Felt a lot of anger and rage at certain things that have happened in my life in the recent past, but I was just overcome with a wave of gratitude.
Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 7 - QL ST1, Lots, New EoG ST2 - QL and Lots - 2/2/2025
I just realized something. I kinda hate my programming teacher a little bit. Why? Because the tests are poorly written and misleading and often confusing as hell, even though I pretty much always do 100% of the reading and homework. I would go so far to say that he might even be a bad teacher.
But I’ve realized that the very fact that he’s a bad teacher, makes him a good teacher. Truth is, on the job, I might have to deal with people exactly like him. So the ability to succeed in a poorly taught class, honestly. It’s annoying at times, but I’ll count it as a win.
It’s stretching my creativity and problem solving skills.
Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 7 - QL ST1, Lots, New EoG ST2 - Rest - 2/8/2025
QL is working great. Feels good, there’s been some recon, but overall it’s working exactly how I imagined it would.
It’s interesting. Both Limitless and QL seem to work exactly how I imagine they would work with few if any surprises.
Having said that, I’m looking forward to QL surprises in the later stages.
We cruise.
Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 16 - QL ST1, Lots, New EoG ST2 - Rest - 2/12/2025
Ha, ha, ha. It’s hard not to laugh when things reach a certain point of absurdity. I curse my lot in life, this wretched unfoldment. These sins and curses placed on my brow by who? My mother and father, my karmic debt, by my own ignorance. I curse my own stupidity, and I curse my weakness.
But then I have to laugh, because the wheel turns and all moves forward except me, except myself. I stand like a stone in a river, and the currents of life flow around me and yet I am unchanged, only eroded. Eons from now, the river will have eroded me to dust, I then have become the sand. I curse reality itself sometimes. How utterly unfair it can be. I curse angels and demons in disguise, those sent to torture and torment me. I curse that when they arrive, when they wear the faces of men and women. I curse the cruelty of them and what it evokes within me. I curse my stupidity, and I curse my stubbornness. I curse my fear.
What kind of delicate and evil flower am I? So sensitive, so pathetic, yet with so much potential. Proven grand, mediocre by choice.
What demon are you, what is your name and sign, show and identify yourself, the great demon of self-betrayal. Who are you, what names do you go by, and how many of us do you have under your spell?
I curse myself when I curse these things. When I curse my weakness I become weak. When I curse my stupidity, I become stupid. When I curse my wretched ugliness, I become monstrous and hideous.
Vile vile creature. Too stupid and wretched to survive on it’s own, a pathetical amalgam.
Ehh.
Things are going good.
Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 17 - QL ST1, Lots, New EoG ST2 - EoG ST2 - 2/13/2025
Hmm.