Philemon's Wandering Thoughts

Journals - Major Programs
#41

My dad’s the one that initially bought me Stark and Stark Black, the rest is history LOL.

I’m still trying to decide the best way to bring it up to my mom. I’ll definitely have her try Regen and maybe Limitless first. I want to reach a point where it’s completely undeniable that I’ve achieved things I wouldn’t have a few years ago so that it’s not a complete blind faith thing. It’s funny though, since a little over a month ago she started talking about wealth in a way that made me realize the subs I’m running are probably affecting her a little too.

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#42

Mission run LB, RoS and KB for a year and become a full on prophet :rofl:

I did it slowly by talking about the subconscious mind and its power first.

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#43

That’s definitely a route I’d take. I’ll probably mention it in my journal but with where I’m at, my next steps are essentially what will look like absolutely insane luck and timing. The kind of thing that only the people that know that I’ve been at it for two years will know makes sense. I think around then will be the best time, when she’s seen both the internal change and the external reality it’s created.

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#44

Here is something LB is doing towards my wealth goals.

There are parts of me that had desire for money for the wrong reasons. IE typical ego reasons.
In retrospect this is probably something that massively blocked my wealth creation capabilities. With LB making me self assured and validated those desires are fading away bit by bit. I think this will make me more aligned with wealth and massively boost manifestation ability.

This can apply to many things outside of just wealth.

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#45

Went out to be properly social for the first time since starting this stack last night.

I felt all 3 of the subs I am running quite strongly.

C&C: Especially with guys and waiters. I was being treated with lots of respect and reverence. People where asking for my opinion when in discussions instead of me having to involve myself. I also saw restraint on saying lots of things that came to mind.
Saw effects from the golden circle feature. Some people guys and girls asked me if I was part of this invite only dating app that is meant for the 0.1%. I wasnt and they kept telling me to apply and they would vouch for me. So now I am a member… Even though I am not quite interested in such things it was a nice little boost for my ego. Who knows it may have opened up a path meet my soulmate on a dating app. :rofl:

LB: I was non judging of people and myself. I had a warmth and accepting of people and myself that showed outwards with warmth. People felt good and safe around me.

WDB: The calm compounded the effects of LB. It was like some people described in the forum just VIBE. I was also super charismatic. People kept noticing my watch that someone close to me leant me. someone asked if it was mine and I would pull the line “What is the slogan again. You never own a Patek, you just hold it for the next generation” :rofl: My neediness was at 0.

Unfortunately there where no significant events with girls, some intrest here and there but not anything I was interested in. Current country im in is terrible for that but I am heading back to Europe soon and I expect subs will have an easier time blooming on this subject while I am there.

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#46

I have been thinking of talking an extra rest day, instead I will use it as a reason to start the new listening instructions.

Starting at 15 seconds is no problem and will be easy for me to start doing.

What I am hesitant about is separating tittle 1 & 2 on a different play day. Just makes me feel I will miss out.

Anyways I will commit to it I trust Saint knows best. At bare minimum I should try and measure up results.

With the new info about RICH Trader being in ZPU territory I will probably stop WDB close to the release date enough for it to Finnish processing, and listen to the store version of RICH Trader before I make a custom. Dont want to put a brand new tech in a custom without testing it.

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#47

With LB I am far less driven to push my subliminal exposure. I suspect C&C long term vision has something to do with it aswell.

Previously I would always want to push how much I could listen to to try and force change. This lead to alot of sub hopping and un optimal blooms.

Now I find myself far less driven to play subs and more doing it as a habit. It creates i think a far more productive paradigm to allow change to come into my life. It comes from a place of self acceptance.

Also Ive been getting more blooms than previously is all area’s. And lots of positive experiences outside of just subliminal programs.

This is a message I got from someone that I have helped out and supported quite alot in a new VERY ambitious venture. For context many people close to him heavily doubted him except me.

“I appreciate how you’ve believed in me since day 1 bro. Does not go unnoticed and will not go unrewarded”

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#48

I am seeing people in a far more forgiving way. For a long time, basically my whole life ive been around people and thought to myself how its even possible for them to be so “low frequency, NPCs, etc”. I was aware that it was negative but the thoughts kept coming to me from a place of superiority. As self love grows and I am aware that people are just a reflection of me this has mostly disappeared.

It allows me to enjoy far more the company of people without wanting to divide myself from them from Ego reasons. Dosent matter if I see the world in a different way just appreciate their presence unconditionally.

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#49

C&C is doing wonders for my chess game.

I am up 150 Elo since starting the sub.

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#50

RICH Trader will be released in a few days and saint has mentioned starting washouts.

My new stack will be day 1 C&C + RICH Trader, day 2 rest, day 3 LB, day 4 rest repeat

Will start at 15 sec although hesitant. Did 15 seconds my last loops and didn’t feel much.

I was sort of craving a rest period because LB has been intense, so this comes at the perfect time.

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#51

Day 3 of my washout and I can really feel C&C integrate more and more.

With my business partner we had to deal with an investor being a pain in the *** and decided to pay him out to stop dealing with him. I was very intentional and strategic about how its going to be done and making sure this will serve us over time.

My long term thinking has become very dominant. I am even looking at how minor setbacks can become an advantage over time.

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#52

Washout day 4.

I can feel C&C and WDB integrating much more. Its an interesting data point for the future that they gave me basically no recon and are just flawlessly integrating whereas LB had lots of recon but seems to have integrated far less.

I had a 13 hours flight from [Redacted] to [Redacted] and I was being treated very well by the staff much better than everyone around me. Landing in [Redacted] that has loads of beautiful girls I am getting LOADS of IOI’s. Even as I write this in the train a very attractive woman went out of her way to sit next to me when there are plenty of other free seats.

[Redacted] to not dox myself…

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#53

Day 5 of my washout.

I am starting RICH Trader tmr and I am incredibly exited. Will give me a 2 loops before the markets open on Monday.

Stack will be: sub 1&2 RICH Trader, C&C. Sub 3 LB.
I am going to start with a few loops of RT and C&C first before reintroducing LB.

Ive wondered alot about how my 5 years of past trading experience will interact with the sub. Ive even done full programs with performance psychologists to help tune in my skills. In terms of analysis ive been very very good and I am very natural with it. I make great calls all the time and have made myself and lots of people around me money from that. Even very sucessful traders ask for advice on a market when I am not invested because they know I tend to make good calls.

The big problem has been the trading psychology and execution of my strategies. Soooo many times have I lost money on good trades because of blunders. I trust the adaptive scripting will show me exactly what I need to focus on.

I remember I became intrested in trading when I was only 14 years old and from there I almost instantly knew it was my thing. I got into it seriously into it at 19, had alot of success very fast and it became my primary source of income. In the past year and half I have struggle abit and sort of lost the passion for it. I really want to find in me that high performance state that I had in the times of success in trading where everything seems to work very well. I really hope this is what RT will show me with time.

Does anyone have experience running a sub in which the topic it covers you have alot of experience in? Does that change the subliminal experience?

#54

I also had a custom planned with C&C and RICH Trader. It had a bunch of modules that I think are mostly covered in RICH Trader so I think I am going to remove the extra modules and instead add a third core of RAIKOV. This should be a custom I will run for many months so I am not too worried about density I think I can get through it with time.

Ofcourse I am going to run RICH Trader store title for a while before I order the custom so I can understand the new ZPU tech.

EDIT:
This is the planned custom, Would love some feedback. Ive also made a ticket to ask for more information.

  • RICH Trader Core
  • Emperor: Crown and Capital Core
  • Limitless: RAIKOV Core
  • Synergy: The Golden One
  • Synergy: Divine Dominion
  • Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
  • ESSENCE: Clear Sight
  • Experimental Adaptive Scripting
  • Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
  • Omnidimensional