Philemon's Wandering Thoughts

[jelly]

My dad’s the one that initially bought me Stark and Stark Black, the rest is history LOL.

I’m still trying to decide the best way to bring it up to my mom. I’ll definitely have her try Regen and maybe Limitless first. I want to reach a point where it’s completely undeniable that I’ve achieved things I wouldn’t have a few years ago so that it’s not a complete blind faith thing. It’s funny though, since a little over a month ago she started talking about wealth in a way that made me realize the subs I’m running are probably affecting her a little too.

[Philemon]

Mission run LB, RoS and KB for a year and become a full on prophet

@jelly

I’m still trying to decide the best way to bring it up to my mom. I’ll definitely have her try Regen and maybe Limitless first. I want to reach a point where it’s completely undeniable that I’ve achieved things I wouldn’t have a few years ago so that it’s not a complete blind faith thing

I did it slowly by talking about the subconscious mind and its power first.

[jelly]

That’s definitely a route I’d take. I’ll probably mention it in my journal but with where I’m at, my next steps are essentially what will look like absolutely insane luck and timing. The kind of thing that only the people that know that I’ve been at it for two years will know makes sense. I think around then will be the best time, when she’s seen both the internal change and the external reality it’s created.

[Philemon]

Here is something LB is doing towards my wealth goals.

There are parts of me that had desire for money for the wrong reasons. IE typical ego reasons.
In retrospect this is probably something that massively blocked my wealth creation capabilities. With LB making me self assured and validated those desires are fading away bit by bit. I think this will make me more aligned with wealth and massively boost manifestation ability.

This can apply to many things outside of just wealth.

[Philemon]

Went out to be properly social for the first time since starting this stack last night.

I felt all 3 of the subs I am running quite strongly.

C&C: Especially with guys and waiters. I was being treated with lots of respect and reverence. People where asking for my opinion when in discussions instead of me having to involve myself. I also saw restraint on saying lots of things that came to mind.
Saw effects from the golden circle feature. Some people guys and girls asked me if I was part of this invite only dating app that is meant for the 0.1%. I wasnt and they kept telling me to apply and they would vouch for me. So now I am a member… Even though I am not quite interested in such things it was a nice little boost for my ego. Who knows it may have opened up a path meet my soulmate on a dating app.

LB: I was non judging of people and myself. I had a warmth and accepting of people and myself that showed outwards with warmth. People felt good and safe around me.

WDB: The calm compounded the effects of LB. It was like some people described in the forum just VIBE. I was also super charismatic. People kept noticing my watch that someone close to me leant me. someone asked if it was mine and I would pull the line “What is the slogan again. You never own a Patek, you just hold it for the next generation” My neediness was at 0.

Unfortunately there where no significant events with girls, some intrest here and there but not anything I was interested in. Current country im in is terrible for that but I am heading back to Europe soon and I expect subs will have an easier time blooming on this subject while I am there.

[Philemon]

I have been thinking of talking an extra rest day, instead I will use it as a reason to start the new listening instructions.

Starting at 15 seconds is no problem and will be easy for me to start doing.

What I am hesitant about is separating tittle 1 & 2 on a different play day. Just makes me feel I will miss out.

Anyways I will commit to it I trust Saint knows best. At bare minimum I should try and measure up results.

With the new info about RICH Trader being in ZPU territory I will probably stop WDB close to the release date enough for it to Finnish processing, and listen to the store version of RICH Trader before I make a custom. Dont want to put a brand new tech in a custom without testing it.

[Philemon]

With LB I am far less driven to push my subliminal exposure. I suspect C&C long term vision has something to do with it aswell.

Previously I would always want to push how much I could listen to to try and force change. This lead to alot of sub hopping and un optimal blooms.

Now I find myself far less driven to play subs and more doing it as a habit. It creates i think a far more productive paradigm to allow change to come into my life. It comes from a place of self acceptance.

Also Ive been getting more blooms than previously is all area’s. And lots of positive experiences outside of just subliminal programs.

This is a message I got from someone that I have helped out and supported quite alot in a new VERY ambitious venture. For context many people close to him heavily doubted him except me.

“I appreciate how you’ve believed in me since day 1 bro. Does not go unnoticed and will not go unrewarded”

[Philemon]

I am seeing people in a far more forgiving way. For a long time, basically my whole life ive been around people and thought to myself how its even possible for them to be so “low frequency, NPCs, etc”. I was aware that it was negative but the thoughts kept coming to me from a place of superiority. As self love grows and I am aware that people are just a reflection of me this has mostly disappeared.

It allows me to enjoy far more the company of people without wanting to divide myself from them from Ego reasons. Dosent matter if I see the world in a different way just appreciate their presence unconditionally.

[Philemon]

C&C is doing wonders for my chess game.

I am up 150 Elo since starting the sub.

[Philemon]

RICH Trader will be released in a few days and saint has mentioned starting washouts.

My new stack will be day 1 C&C + RICH Trader, day 2 rest, day 3 LB, day 4 rest repeat

Will start at 15 sec although hesitant. Did 15 seconds my last loops and didn’t feel much.

I was sort of craving a rest period because LB has been intense, so this comes at the perfect time.

[Philemon]

Day 3 of my washout and I can really feel C&C integrate more and more.

With my business partner we had to deal with an investor being a pain in the *** and decided to pay him out to stop dealing with him. I was very intentional and strategic about how its going to be done and making sure this will serve us over time.

My long term thinking has become very dominant. I am even looking at how minor setbacks can become an advantage over time.

[Philemon]

Washout day 4.

I can feel C&C and WDB integrating much more. Its an interesting data point for the future that they gave me basically no recon and are just flawlessly integrating whereas LB had lots of recon but seems to have integrated far less.

I had a 13 hours flight from [Redacted] to [Redacted] and I was being treated very well by the staff much better than everyone around me. Landing in [Redacted] that has loads of beautiful girls I am getting LOADS of IOI’s. Even as I write this in the train a very attractive woman went out of her way to sit next to me when there are plenty of other free seats.

[Redacted] to not dox myself…

[Philemon]

Day 5 of my washout.

I am starting RICH Trader tmr and I am incredibly exited. Will give me a 2 loops before the markets open on Monday.

Stack will be: sub 1&2 RICH Trader, C&C. Sub 3 LB.
I am going to start with a few loops of RT and C&C first before reintroducing LB.

Ive wondered alot about how my 5 years of past trading experience will interact with the sub. Ive even done full programs with performance psychologists to help tune in my skills. In terms of analysis ive been very very good and I am very natural with it. I make great calls all the time and have made myself and lots of people around me money from that. Even very sucessful traders ask for advice on a market when I am not invested because they know I tend to make good calls.

The big problem has been the trading psychology and execution of my strategies. Soooo many times have I lost money on good trades because of blunders. I trust the adaptive scripting will show me exactly what I need to focus on.

I remember I became intrested in trading when I was only 14 years old and from there I almost instantly knew it was my thing. I got into it seriously into it at 19, had alot of success very fast and it became my primary source of income. In the past year and half I have struggle abit and sort of lost the passion for it. I really want to find in me that high performance state that I had in the times of success in trading where everything seems to work very well. I really hope this is what RT will show me with time.

Does anyone have experience running a sub in which the topic it covers you have alot of experience in? Does that change the subliminal experience?

[Philemon]

I also had a custom planned with C&C and RICH Trader. It had a bunch of modules that I think are mostly covered in RICH Trader so I think I am going to remove the extra modules and instead add a third core of RAIKOV. This should be a custom I will run for many months so I am not too worried about density I think I can get through it with time.

Ofcourse I am going to run RICH Trader store title for a while before I order the custom so I can understand the new ZPU tech.

EDIT:
This is the planned custom, Would love some feedback. Ive also made a ticket to ask for more information.

• RICH Trader Core
• Emperor: Crown and Capital Core
• Limitless: RAIKOV Core
• Synergy: The Golden One
• Synergy: Divine Dominion
• Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
• ESSENCE: Clear Sight
• Experimental Adaptive Scripting
• Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
• Omnidimensional

[Philemon]

I am recognizing some things that LB has worked on that I didnt realize until now.

For context I grew up quite… comfortable. My parents made it a very strong point that they didnt want their kids to be spoiled and there where lots of points made about having to work hard to get the things you want.

Although this was overall very positive and I am greatful for my parents, it made me a hard worker and ambitious. It also as a side effect gave me a limit belief along the lines of having to deserve the things you want.

I noticed just now starting LB that it reframed deservingness to a far more positive paradigm. In the sense of recognition that there is an infinite abundance for everyone to tap into and it dosent require as much hard dedicated labour as I previously realized. I have started getting lots of “gifts” from people around me that my ego wanted to resist a little bit because I did not work for it. Although i have been graciously accepting good things happening to me.

In retrospect this is very obvious considering I was getting no recon from 5 min of C&C but loads from 1 min of LB…

[Philemon]

The effect of the LB aura on animals is just crazy.

Ive got 10+ events in just the last two days with some very unlikely. Like a small bird landing on my shoulder and just chilling there for a good 20 seconds.

Seems animals are just infatuated with me, its quite cool.

Current vibe lol ^

I wonder if the LB script is latching on to things I have unconditional love for as I have always had a strong afinity for animals. My theory is that its latching on to this part of me and using it as a blueprint to show me how much I can love everything and myself.

[Risky]

@Philemon

Ive got 10+ events in just the last two days with some very unlikely. Like a small bird landing on my shoulder and just chilling there for a good 20 seconds.

How about dwarves?

[Philemon]

Maybe when I run some RoS

[Philemon]

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Did my first loop of RT. unfortunately market is not open and from what I can see so far its unlikely I have a good setup this coming week. However. Really feeling this module. Had some recent losses and it caused me to loose alot of motivation and momentum. Suddenly the drive is back and is strong. I am taking action far beyond the minimum I need to do for my system.

[Philemon]

Dam the ZPU tech on RICH Trader is hitting hard sub is powerful, saw strong results really fast.

I wont consider this recon at all but I was super frustrated that the markets where not open and that I could not trade all day. It was at the back of my mind constantly.

Also I reflected on something alot about patterns that manifested in my trading regarding deservingness. I found that in short my trading account value would always go to what I felt I deserved at a deep subconscious level. I am very talented at trading and have been from the moment I started doing it. Made lots of money very fast and got to a level where it just stagnated. In moments where I had low selve esteem IE breakups that stagnation level would go down. In moments of High self esteem the level would go up and I would make lots of money very very fast until I reach that plateau again.

On a side note, I will attribute this mostly to C&C but I got gifted mid 5 figures in gold from someone I know today for no reason.
After washout and starting a new cycle of C&C I can sense the effects get far deeper and its moving away from the crown and towards the capital.