I spent a few hours putting my charts in order today, its quite repetitive work that I have gotten to the unconscious competence level and I tend to let my mind drift. During that time I noticed a thought pattern and actually realized that I have this similar thought pattern every weekend when I put my charts in order. In short the pattern is very linked to impressing people and making people respect me. After finishing i reflected alot on this revelation. I realize that a big part of my motivation in trading comes from exactly that, External validation.
Those that trade know that this is a BIG no no in terms of trading psychology and it has probably had a very negative influence on my performance. Ego Involvement, Attachment to outcome etc. RICH Trader is showing me exactly what I need to see in myself to reach my desired outcome. Its interesting it was very much a reconciliation pattern of changing my beliefs to more positive ones, but did not feel like it at all. As if I was already becoming a new person instantly as I made those realizations. I wonder if this is a ZPU feature.
This is all making me very confident that my stack is perfect for what I want to achieve. RT, C&C and LB. Im truly impressed by how fast RT is working with just a 15 second loop.
Note: Yesterday I just played RT and C&C havent used LB since before the washout.
Trading intuition is going through the roof.
Unfortunately I have no trading setups with my strategy at the moment. In the mean time to take action I have been paper trading on a super short time frame just based on pure intuition and a few chart paterns I know. I can feel the market much more and I am very impartial to where it goes. Like I am tuned into to what is going to happen before it does. Note I have never really practiced this type of trading and it just came very naturally.
Yes I know its paper trading and there are naturally little to no emotions involved and that is a huge advantage but I can definitely sense a change in attitude.
Why do learning experiences have to come from negative experiences? Cant they also come from positive ones?
Something I realize I have integrated in me since starting subs.
Re-introducing LB into the mix as my 3rd sub. Seems even if I didnt play RICH Trader it seems to be taking priority over LB.
Its an interesting data point bringing me closer to awareness of my zero point. Ofcourse it could be the new ZPU tech in the sub causing this.
Made a much more solid draft for the custom I am planning. Before it was far too dense and I removed lots of scripting.
Custom Draft
RICH Trader Core
Emperor: Crown and Capital Core
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: Machine Unleashed
Cosmic Navigator
Gentlemanâs Speech
Power Talk
Light of Humility
Omnidimensional
Ofcourse feedback is very welcome. I plan to run this with LB for a while then switch out LB with RAIKOV.
Well. Ive been thinking alot about making a custom with C&C + RICH Trader + lots of modules. Just ordered a major name embedded with those cores now that we are allowed to do so.
Will keep it relatively light, will have the same amount of density in my overall stack just with name embedding so I am happy with that.
Other than that, got some major C&C breakthroughs today. Had to deal with some âpoliticsâ I wont go into. But loads of the features of C&C where coming through and blooming. I could see all the different sources of influences and see what and who was important. I could read people much better and I noticed micro expressions far more than before It was all scarily clear. From there the strategy scripting and seeing moves ahead made me make great moves on my end that ultimately lead to a very optimal position from a loosing position at the beginning of the day.
It felt as if people on my side really did my bidding for me and saw me as their leader towards that goal. I was also making people that where fighting against me do my biding unconsciously it thanks to the strategy.
Also worth mentioning but I was âfightingâ for the side of justice in this case. Values that I think are important and I want to cary forward and is part of my long term legacy plans. Felt great to fight for the side of âgoodâ and disarm someone that was doing harm to someone I want to do well.
C&C is also doing great work on my inner circle. Relationships that matter to me are getting deeper and deeper in more than just a friendship way but serious alies and support systems. This is great to have for a good quality of life with family and friends even though it hasnât had any strategic use as of now.
I enjoyed playing my name major embedded C&C + RICH Trader dual core major this morning so much that I also ordered a LB + ESSENCE : The Art of Happiness & Joy major name embedded.
I cant quite put it together how the NE is different yet, although I enjoy the feeling of it much more. The NE really has a different processing feel. Will need more experience to figure it out.