Philemon's Wandering Thoughts

Philemon · February 13, 2026, 3:52pm

I am recognizing some things that LB has worked on that I didnt realize until now.

For context I grew up quite… comfortable. My parents made it a very strong point that they didnt want their kids to be spoiled and there where lots of points made about having to work hard to get the things you want.

Although this was overall very positive and I am greatful for my parents, it made me a hard worker and ambitious. It also as a side effect gave me a limit belief along the lines of having to deserve the things you want.

I noticed just now starting LB that it reframed deservingness to a far more positive paradigm. In the sense of recognition that there is an infinite abundance for everyone to tap into and it dosent require as much hard dedicated labour as I previously realized. I have started getting lots of “gifts” from people around me that my ego wanted to resist a little bit because I did not work for it. Although i have been graciously accepting good things happening to me.

In retrospect this is very obvious considering I was getting no recon from 5 min of C&C but loads from 1 min of LB…

Philemon · February 13, 2026, 6:39pm

The effect of the LB aura on animals is just crazy.

Ive got 10+ events in just the last two days with some very unlikely. Like a small bird landing on my shoulder and just chilling there for a good 20 seconds.

Seems animals are just infatuated with me, its quite cool.

Current vibe lol ^

I wonder if the LB script is latching on to things I have unconditional love for as I have always had a strong afinity for animals. My theory is that its latching on to this part of me and using it as a blueprint to show me how much I can love everything and myself.

Risky · February 13, 2026, 8:08pm

How about dwarves?

Philemon · February 14, 2026, 4:24am

Maybe when I run some RoS

Philemon · February 14, 2026, 6:16am

Philemon · February 14, 2026, 6:49pm

Dam the ZPU tech on RICH Trader is hitting hard sub is powerful, saw strong results really fast.

I wont consider this recon at all but I was super frustrated that the markets where not open and that I could not trade all day. It was at the back of my mind constantly.

Also I reflected on something alot about patterns that manifested in my trading regarding deservingness. I found that in short my trading account value would always go to what I felt I deserved at a deep subconscious level. I am very talented at trading and have been from the moment I started doing it. Made lots of money very fast and got to a level where it just stagnated. In moments where I had low selve esteem IE breakups that stagnation level would go down. In moments of High self esteem the level would go up and I would make lots of money very very fast until I reach that plateau again.

On a side note, I will attribute this mostly to C&C but I got gifted mid 5 figures in gold from someone I know today for no reason.
After washout and starting a new cycle of C&C I can sense the effects get far deeper and its moving away from the crown and towards the capital.

Philemon · February 15, 2026, 9:16pm

I spent a few hours putting my charts in order today, its quite repetitive work that I have gotten to the unconscious competence level and I tend to let my mind drift. During that time I noticed a thought pattern and actually realized that I have this similar thought pattern every weekend when I put my charts in order. In short the pattern is very linked to impressing people and making people respect me. After finishing i reflected alot on this revelation. I realize that a big part of my motivation in trading comes from exactly that, External validation.
Those that trade know that this is a BIG no no in terms of trading psychology and it has probably had a very negative influence on my performance. Ego Involvement, Attachment to outcome etc. RICH Trader is showing me exactly what I need to see in myself to reach my desired outcome. Its interesting it was very much a reconciliation pattern of changing my beliefs to more positive ones, but did not feel like it at all. As if I was already becoming a new person instantly as I made those realizations. I wonder if this is a ZPU feature.
This is all making me very confident that my stack is perfect for what I want to achieve. RT, C&C and LB. Im truly impressed by how fast RT is working with just a 15 second loop.
Note: Yesterday I just played RT and C&C havent used LB since before the washout.

Philemon · February 16, 2026, 3:24pm

Trading intuition is going through the roof.

Unfortunately I have no trading setups with my strategy at the moment. In the mean time to take action I have been paper trading on a super short time frame just based on pure intuition and a few chart paterns I know. I can feel the market much more and I am very impartial to where it goes. Like I am tuned into to what is going to happen before it does. Note I have never really practiced this type of trading and it just came very naturally.

Yes I know its paper trading and there are naturally little to no emotions involved and that is a huge advantage but I can definitely sense a change in attitude.

Philemon · February 16, 2026, 9:23pm

Why do learning experiences have to come from negative experiences? Cant they also come from positive ones?

Something I realize I have integrated in me since starting subs.

Philemon · February 18, 2026, 8:28am

Re-introducing LB into the mix as my 3rd sub. Seems even if I didnt play RICH Trader it seems to be taking priority over LB.

Its an interesting data point bringing me closer to awareness of my zero point. Ofcourse it could be the new ZPU tech in the sub causing this.

Made a much more solid draft for the custom I am planning. Before it was far too dense and I removed lots of scripting.

Custom Draft

RICH Trader Core
Emperor: Crown and Capital Core
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: Machine Unleashed
Cosmic Navigator
Gentleman’s Speech
Power Talk
Light of Humility
Omnidimensional

Ofcourse feedback is very welcome. I plan to run this with LB for a while then switch out LB with RAIKOV.

Philemon · February 18, 2026, 8:11pm

Well. Ive been thinking alot about making a custom with C&C + RICH Trader + lots of modules. Just ordered a major name embedded with those cores now that we are allowed to do so.

Will keep it relatively light, will have the same amount of density in my overall stack just with name embedding so I am happy with that.

Other than that, got some major C&C breakthroughs today. Had to deal with some “politics” I wont go into. But loads of the features of C&C where coming through and blooming. I could see all the different sources of influences and see what and who was important. I could read people much better and I noticed micro expressions far more than before It was all scarily clear. From there the strategy scripting and seeing moves ahead made me make great moves on my end that ultimately lead to a very optimal position from a loosing position at the beginning of the day.

It felt as if people on my side really did my bidding for me and saw me as their leader towards that goal. I was also making people that where fighting against me do my biding unconsciously it thanks to the strategy.

Also worth mentioning but I was “fighting” for the side of justice in this case. Values that I think are important and I want to cary forward and is part of my long term legacy plans. Felt great to fight for the side of “good” and disarm someone that was doing harm to someone I want to do well.

C&C is also doing great work on my inner circle. Relationships that matter to me are getting deeper and deeper in more than just a friendship way but serious alies and support systems. This is great to have for a good quality of life with family and friends even though it hasn’t had any strategic use as of now.

Philemon · February 20, 2026, 9:08pm

I enjoyed playing my name major embedded C&C + RICH Trader dual core major this morning so much that I also ordered a LB + ESSENCE : The Art of Happiness & Joy major name embedded.

I cant quite put it together how the NE is different yet, although I enjoy the feeling of it much more. The NE really has a different processing feel. Will need more experience to figure it out.

Philemon · February 22, 2026, 8:05am

Played my first loop of it this morning and wow. NE + the essence module brings LB to a new dimension.

LB was quite heavy for me but not feeling anything negative with the NE. Will slowly think about increasing exposure time.

The essence module is as described. Baseline of joy increased and I am consciously enjoying everything much more. From the feel of the threads of my shirt on my skin to the clouds in the sky. A very nice undertone of being grateful.

I have a feeling this is gonna boost my vibration even more than with just LB standard.

Philemon · February 22, 2026, 10:02am

Its hard to tell if it is influence of C&C, RT or both but in the past 2 weeks my financial reality has completely changed in all areas.

Relationship with money, abundance mindset, ambition, worthiness, desire etc. As-well as this I have had many manifestations from open and random channels of receiving money.

This is extremely positive and it feels great to strive towards my goals and get results. I am very grateful for SC and the powerful tools they make for us.

In terms of worthiness of wealth last night before going to bed I couldn’t stop getting the feeling/intuition I needed to buy a lottery ticket. Its a 130 million jackpot at the moment I was deeply visualizing winning and what I would do. The feeling was as if I had already won. I will buy a ticket cause who knows lol. But its interesting that my subconscious believes I am now worthy and deserving of that money.

Philemon · February 22, 2026, 10:29pm

Name embedding is great. When I played it in the morning I felt the sub for about 30 min to an hour then its just disappeared and went into pure execution mode right away. 0 recon, 0 density just smooth results. A few hours after the loops it felt like I was on a rest day, I think I can definitely increase the exposure. Really interested to see how the sub will supposedly go deeper because of the NE, I think I will need to give it time and potentially a washout.

I pulled the trigger on my third sub its will be a major name embedded with RAIKOV and Minds eye. Wont be playing it for a while though.

jelly · February 22, 2026, 10:30pm

How long of a loop did you do?

Philemon · February 22, 2026, 10:32pm

3 Min of C&C + RICH Trader major NE and 3 Min of LB Major NE

jelly · February 22, 2026, 10:36pm

Are you gonna try to keep the exposure times the same? I know that’s what’s said in the microloop strategy but it if you’re good at intuiting what’s processing when, you should start being able to feel which sub needs more bandwidth to process and which one you’re flying by on (if you even notice a difference between them). Stuff like affinity to the scripting and all that.

Philemon · February 22, 2026, 10:43pm

I think i can definitely make the move to 7 min without any serious recon. However I am getting good results at 3 min so I think I will stick with it for now.

Lets see how I am on my rest day tmr though.

The NE is powerful I am accepting everything very fast seems like my reality is completely shifting and I cant quite identify what is changing because everything is changing. Also it feels as if I have always been like this. I consciously looked back at memories in periods where I did not have these positive changes and I remember myself as having them.

I think C&C and RICH Trader are also both subs that target areas that I was already at a good level on so there is no major blocks to work on. Its more fine tuning and optimization. LB I already got through the dense stuff now its a question of elevating my baseline.

jelly · February 22, 2026, 10:46pm

Literally my favorite feeling. And then I’ll look to the future and realize everything I perceive is also through the lens of the recent changes. When everything just clicks.