Philemon's Wandering Thoughts

[Philemon]

With LB I am far less driven to push my subliminal exposure. I suspect C&C long term vision has something to do with it aswell.

Previously I would always want to push how much I could listen to to try and force change. This lead to alot of sub hopping and un optimal blooms.

Now I find myself far less driven to play subs and more doing it as a habit. It creates i think a far more productive paradigm to allow change to come into my life. It comes from a place of self acceptance.

Also Ive been getting more blooms than previously is all area’s. And lots of positive experiences outside of just subliminal programs.

This is a message I got from someone that I have helped out and supported quite alot in a new VERY ambitious venture. For context many people close to him heavily doubted him except me.

“I appreciate how you’ve believed in me since day 1 bro. Does not go unnoticed and will not go unrewarded”

[Philemon]

I am seeing people in a far more forgiving way. For a long time, basically my whole life ive been around people and thought to myself how its even possible for them to be so “low frequency, NPCs, etc”. I was aware that it was negative but the thoughts kept coming to me from a place of superiority. As self love grows and I am aware that people are just a reflection of me this has mostly disappeared.

It allows me to enjoy far more the company of people without wanting to divide myself from them from Ego reasons. Dosent matter if I see the world in a different way just appreciate their presence unconditionally.

[Philemon]

C&C is doing wonders for my chess game.

I am up 150 Elo since starting the sub.

[Philemon]

RICH Trader will be released in a few days and saint has mentioned starting washouts.

My new stack will be day 1 C&C + RICH Trader, day 2 rest, day 3 LB, day 4 rest repeat

Will start at 15 sec although hesitant. Did 15 seconds my last loops and didn’t feel much.

I was sort of craving a rest period because LB has been intense, so this comes at the perfect time.

[Philemon]

Day 3 of my washout and I can really feel C&C integrate more and more.

With my business partner we had to deal with an investor being a pain in the *** and decided to pay him out to stop dealing with him. I was very intentional and strategic about how its going to be done and making sure this will serve us over time.

My long term thinking has become very dominant. I am even looking at how minor setbacks can become an advantage over time.

[Philemon]

Washout day 4.

I can feel C&C and WDB integrating much more. Its an interesting data point for the future that they gave me basically no recon and are just flawlessly integrating whereas LB had lots of recon but seems to have integrated far less.

I had a 13 hours flight from [Redacted] to [Redacted] and I was being treated very well by the staff much better than everyone around me. Landing in [Redacted] that has loads of beautiful girls I am getting LOADS of IOI’s. Even as I write this in the train a very attractive woman went out of her way to sit next to me when there are plenty of other free seats.

[Redacted] to not dox myself…

[Philemon]

Day 5 of my washout.

I am starting RICH Trader tmr and I am incredibly exited. Will give me a 2 loops before the markets open on Monday.

Stack will be: sub 1&2 RICH Trader, C&C. Sub 3 LB.
I am going to start with a few loops of RT and C&C first before reintroducing LB.

Ive wondered alot about how my 5 years of past trading experience will interact with the sub. Ive even done full programs with performance psychologists to help tune in my skills. In terms of analysis ive been very very good and I am very natural with it. I make great calls all the time and have made myself and lots of people around me money from that. Even very sucessful traders ask for advice on a market when I am not invested because they know I tend to make good calls.

The big problem has been the trading psychology and execution of my strategies. Soooo many times have I lost money on good trades because of blunders. I trust the adaptive scripting will show me exactly what I need to focus on.

I remember I became intrested in trading when I was only 14 years old and from there I almost instantly knew it was my thing. I got into it seriously into it at 19, had alot of success very fast and it became my primary source of income. In the past year and half I have struggle abit and sort of lost the passion for it. I really want to find in me that high performance state that I had in the times of success in trading where everything seems to work very well. I really hope this is what RT will show me with time.

Does anyone have experience running a sub in which the topic it covers you have alot of experience in? Does that change the subliminal experience?

[Philemon]

I also had a custom planned with C&C and RICH Trader. It had a bunch of modules that I think are mostly covered in RICH Trader so I think I am going to remove the extra modules and instead add a third core of RAIKOV. This should be a custom I will run for many months so I am not too worried about density I think I can get through it with time.

Ofcourse I am going to run RICH Trader store title for a while before I order the custom so I can understand the new ZPU tech.

EDIT:
This is the planned custom, Would love some feedback. Ive also made a ticket to ask for more information.

• RICH Trader Core
• Emperor: Crown and Capital Core
• Limitless: RAIKOV Core
• Synergy: The Golden One
• Synergy: Divine Dominion
• Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
• ESSENCE: Clear Sight
• Experimental Adaptive Scripting
• Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
• Omnidimensional

[Philemon]

I am recognizing some things that LB has worked on that I didnt realize until now.

For context I grew up quite… comfortable. My parents made it a very strong point that they didnt want their kids to be spoiled and there where lots of points made about having to work hard to get the things you want.

Although this was overall very positive and I am greatful for my parents, it made me a hard worker and ambitious. It also as a side effect gave me a limit belief along the lines of having to deserve the things you want.

I noticed just now starting LB that it reframed deservingness to a far more positive paradigm. In the sense of recognition that there is an infinite abundance for everyone to tap into and it dosent require as much hard dedicated labour as I previously realized. I have started getting lots of “gifts” from people around me that my ego wanted to resist a little bit because I did not work for it. Although i have been graciously accepting good things happening to me.

In retrospect this is very obvious considering I was getting no recon from 5 min of C&C but loads from 1 min of LB…

[Philemon]

The effect of the LB aura on animals is just crazy.

Ive got 10+ events in just the last two days with some very unlikely. Like a small bird landing on my shoulder and just chilling there for a good 20 seconds.

Seems animals are just infatuated with me, its quite cool.

Current vibe lol ^

I wonder if the LB script is latching on to things I have unconditional love for as I have always had a strong afinity for animals. My theory is that its latching on to this part of me and using it as a blueprint to show me how much I can love everything and myself.

[Risky]

@Philemon

Ive got 10+ events in just the last two days with some very unlikely. Like a small bird landing on my shoulder and just chilling there for a good 20 seconds.

How about dwarves?

[Philemon]

Maybe when I run some RoS

[Philemon]

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Did my first loop of RT. unfortunately market is not open and from what I can see so far its unlikely I have a good setup this coming week. However. Really feeling this module. Had some recent losses and it caused me to loose alot of motivation and momentum. Suddenly the drive is back and is strong. I am taking action far beyond the minimum I need to do for my system.

[Philemon]

Dam the ZPU tech on RICH Trader is hitting hard sub is powerful, saw strong results really fast.

I wont consider this recon at all but I was super frustrated that the markets where not open and that I could not trade all day. It was at the back of my mind constantly.

Also I reflected on something alot about patterns that manifested in my trading regarding deservingness. I found that in short my trading account value would always go to what I felt I deserved at a deep subconscious level. I am very talented at trading and have been from the moment I started doing it. Made lots of money very fast and got to a level where it just stagnated. In moments where I had low selve esteem IE breakups that stagnation level would go down. In moments of High self esteem the level would go up and I would make lots of money very very fast until I reach that plateau again.

On a side note, I will attribute this mostly to C&C but I got gifted mid 5 figures in gold from someone I know today for no reason.
After washout and starting a new cycle of C&C I can sense the effects get far deeper and its moving away from the crown and towards the capital.

[Philemon]

I spent a few hours putting my charts in order today, its quite repetitive work that I have gotten to the unconscious competence level and I tend to let my mind drift. During that time I noticed a thought pattern and actually realized that I have this similar thought pattern every weekend when I put my charts in order. In short the pattern is very linked to impressing people and making people respect me. After finishing i reflected alot on this revelation. I realize that a big part of my motivation in trading comes from exactly that, External validation.
Those that trade know that this is a BIG no no in terms of trading psychology and it has probably had a very negative influence on my performance. Ego Involvement, Attachment to outcome etc. RICH Trader is showing me exactly what I need to see in myself to reach my desired outcome. Its interesting it was very much a reconciliation pattern of changing my beliefs to more positive ones, but did not feel like it at all. As if I was already becoming a new person instantly as I made those realizations. I wonder if this is a ZPU feature.
This is all making me very confident that my stack is perfect for what I want to achieve. RT, C&C and LB. Im truly impressed by how fast RT is working with just a 15 second loop.
Note: Yesterday I just played RT and C&C havent used LB since before the washout.

[Philemon]

Trading intuition is going through the roof.

Unfortunately I have no trading setups with my strategy at the moment. In the mean time to take action I have been paper trading on a super short time frame just based on pure intuition and a few chart paterns I know. I can feel the market much more and I am very impartial to where it goes. Like I am tuned into to what is going to happen before it does. Note I have never really practiced this type of trading and it just came very naturally.

Yes I know its paper trading and there are naturally little to no emotions involved and that is a huge advantage but I can definitely sense a change in attitude.

[Philemon]

Why do learning experiences have to come from negative experiences? Cant they also come from positive ones?

Something I realize I have integrated in me since starting subs.

[Philemon]

Re-introducing LB into the mix as my 3rd sub. Seems even if I didnt play RICH Trader it seems to be taking priority over LB.

Its an interesting data point bringing me closer to awareness of my zero point. Ofcourse it could be the new ZPU tech in the sub causing this.

Made a much more solid draft for the custom I am planning. Before it was far too dense and I removed lots of scripting.

Custom Draft

RICH Trader Core
Emperor: Crown and Capital Core
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: Machine Unleashed
Cosmic Navigator
Gentleman’s Speech
Power Talk
Light of Humility
Omnidimensional

Ofcourse feedback is very welcome. I plan to run this with LB for a while then switch out LB with RAIKOV.

[Philemon]

Well. Ive been thinking alot about making a custom with C&C + RICH Trader + lots of modules. Just ordered a major name embedded with those cores now that we are allowed to do so.

Will keep it relatively light, will have the same amount of density in my overall stack just with name embedding so I am happy with that.

Other than that, got some major C&C breakthroughs today. Had to deal with some “politics” I wont go into. But loads of the features of C&C where coming through and blooming. I could see all the different sources of influences and see what and who was important. I could read people much better and I noticed micro expressions far more than before It was all scarily clear. From there the strategy scripting and seeing moves ahead made me make great moves on my end that ultimately lead to a very optimal position from a loosing position at the beginning of the day.

It felt as if people on my side really did my bidding for me and saw me as their leader towards that goal. I was also making people that where fighting against me do my biding unconsciously it thanks to the strategy.

Also worth mentioning but I was “fighting” for the side of justice in this case. Values that I think are important and I want to cary forward and is part of my long term legacy plans. Felt great to fight for the side of “good” and disarm someone that was doing harm to someone I want to do well.

C&C is also doing great work on my inner circle. Relationships that matter to me are getting deeper and deeper in more than just a friendship way but serious alies and support systems. This is great to have for a good quality of life with family and friends even though it hasn’t had any strategic use as of now.

[Philemon]

I enjoyed playing my name major embedded C&C + RICH Trader dual core major this morning so much that I also ordered a LB + ESSENCE : The Art of Happiness & Joy major name embedded.

I cant quite put it together how the NE is different yet, although I enjoy the feeling of it much more. The NE really has a different processing feel. Will need more experience to figure it out.