Nova Elite: Kether to Malkuth

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#615

Yesterday, I went off script somewhat.

I meditated in the early morning with Dragon Reborn: Dragon Blood Qv2. After downloading the new Dragon Reborn ZP files, I was prepared to wait until some days later to begin. But I got the feeling in the evening to run 1 loop. Controversial because I wasn’t sure if there had been enough time since the Qv2 loop and I DO NOT want the recon that can come from mixing Qv2 with ZP in the same title. But I decided to try anyway.

About 11 or 12 hours later, I played Dragon Blood ZP.

Later that night I went out for the walk and I decided to run my other two ZP programs Chosen from Within and Mogul.

For more transparency, basically what happened was that I consulted the Yijing about it and got some very powerfully positive results. So, I said, ‘okay’ and decided to try it.

I ended up being able to fall asleep last night. And generally, the clearest effect was that I felt slightly tired and sluggish this morning. Though in truth, I’ve felt that way already every so often even prior to this.

I do notice that what I’m considering (correctly or not) to be the Regeneration Effect is with me. There’s a tendency towards moroseness and low energy, and it feels as if my vital energy has pulled within, deeper and towards my center.

A little flavor of melancholy. Not intense. But lingering.

And here we are.

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#616

[Pretty sure the following is a Dragon Reborn manifestation and nudge]

One of the keys for me to understanding my mind and effectively managing myself is recognizing that my engine of motivation is inspiration, and often that is intellectual and creative inspiration.

The sense that something meaningful, beautiful, or incredible (in my own personal terms) is accessible and possible is what galvanizes me into action.

And when that sense is absent, I begin to gradually lose focus and drive. That’s not a crisis, it’s just an indication that it’s time to reconnect with my power source: inspiration.

Music is a means. Books are a means. Direct insight is a means.

But however I find it, it must be found.

#617

When we shift from one paradigm or worldview orientation to another, it is very common to perceive or experience the previous paradigm as ‘Incorrect’ or ‘Brainwashing’ or ‘Ignorance’.

Sometimes there is some degree of accuracy to that perception; but often it is more so an expression of egocentrism, and the cognitive bias to justify and normalize whatever one’s current reality happens to be.

Be compassionate to your past selves, and your past views and understandings. That way, they can continue to serve you even if they are not running the entire show. And then if and when you need them again, (and you probably will at some point) they will be ready, fit, and in good shape to help.

In short: The fact that it’s Summer time right now, does not make a winter coat into a symbol of Ignorance. When summertime comes, gather your winter clothes, give them a good laundering, and then store them in a clean, dry place. You will be needing them again before too long.

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#618

Ran my loops today. Actually feel pretty good.

Interesting.

Will take my walk soon.

#619

Rest day today. No new subliminal input.

Woke up somewhat later than usual. Had meditation hour. Was good.

#620

Saving this here.

Thank you!

:pray:t6: :pray:t6: :pray:t6:

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#621

One more thing:

Learn how to find good products to sell. Or how to create your own.

This is something I didn’t have to concentrate that much on, as I already had a good physical product line (which I created)

Adding this here too for your convenience:

Learn the fundamentals. The online marketing industry is changing due to privacy laws etc.
With great fundamentals you can always adjust your approach to fit for the changing landscape.

Offer is 80% of success. Your copywriting can be just OK, if what you offer is great.

Research your target audience. Understanding them well makes your copywriting/ offer creation much easier to do.

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#622

This is central for me right now.

I think @AlexanderGraves already has a product line (well actually more of a service line at present. Maybe can be converted into a product line.)

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#623

Your brain-mind imposes your prison.

It’s like a projector shining the details of your prison onto the blank walls around you; covering the open door with an illusory image of an unopenable lock.

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#624

I just realized that the Superman character’s actual superpower is a somewhat cynical one: it’s that he is a decent person. And the idea of that story is that in societies as complicated and ego-driven as ours have become, you almost have to be a superbeing to resist the various pitfalls and to manage to be decent.

haha well, that’s a somewhat cynical reading of it. But I am in a bit of recon.

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#625

Today, February 5, 2022, is the last day of Dragon Blood (Dragon Reborn Stage 2) - this time around. This phase started on Monday 8 November 2021 with a morning meditation hour with Dragon Blood and it has been my companion through the endings of 1) the solar year, 2), the lunar year, and 3) a Mercury retrograde.

We walked through a few challenging roads together, and it has gotten me to this new day where I’m ready to begin stage 3 of Dragon Reborn, Dragon Flight, on the coming Friday 11 February.

Dragon Reborn, for me, is about becoming increasingly certain of my value, my strengths, and my true power.

I am grateful for each stage of the journey.

And the beat goes on…

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#626

Day 1 of 5-day washout.

I suspect I’m experiencing low-level recon. Not intense or overwhelming, but real nonetheless.

Escape tendency is way up.

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#627

I just woke up from the most clearly subliminally-evoked healing crisis dream that I’ve experienced so far. I was all they way in it. So full of anger.

And it wasn’t until I woke up that I realized, ‘Wait a minute. This isn’t happening. These things happened 40 years ago.’. And that’s when it hit me that it was activated by the healing subliminal. (My guess is it was the Regeneration in CFW). It felt so immediate and current.

I hope that I can trust this process. Because I can’t see how these emotions and perceptions are going to be healed and resolved.

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#628

Most abuse is not the result of deliberate, intentional choice by the abuser.

Abuse is more likely to happen when I am more in touch with how I’m feeling and what I’m experiencing than I am with what you’re feeling and you’re experiencing.

I would wager to say that abuse is the result of “being full of myself“.

And consider how common it is to be full of oneself; so much that there is no room in awareness for anyone else.

I think we spend most of our time in the state.

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#629

Another indication that some kind of healing process was happening while I slept.

My knee was injured back in late November 2021. At the time, I couldn’t sit cross-legged for more than 10 minutes without significant pain and discomfort. Back then I ran about 2 weeks of Paragon, and the swelling went way down, so I could sit cross legged.

But I’ve been unable to kick or shake my right leg without pain. Up to yesterday, I checked it. Well, today, I can do that again. From one day to the next.

Makes me think of the idea of ‘energy blockages’ being unblocked.

So, Chosen from Within plus Dragon Reborn? Maybe?

Don’t know. But today is day 2 of this 5 day rest.

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#630

3rd processing day.

Meditated from 9:05 to 10:05. That just left me 10 minutes to shower and get ready for 10:15 zoom one-on-one consultation.

Did that. Then two more.

Now it’s 12:50 pm and no more meetings until tomorrow morning.

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#631

4th processing day

Thoughts from today

The game is rigged if you’re “an honest person“. Because it’s not a game of honesty. It’s a game of influence and of willpower.

Pay attention to the so-called “winners“. And you’ll find that they are generally extremely good at justifying themselves, excusing themselves, and generating self-serving narratives. This is not cheating. It is, in fact, the terms of the actual game itself.

The sooner that you can learn this and the sooner you can stop feeling outraged and offended or betrayed by it, is the sooner that you can learn to understand it, to appreciate it, and to see through it; including both its usefulness and positive sides, as well as its limitations and its ultimate triviality.

Society has never been primarily about “Truth“. It has always primarily been about survival, coordination, organization of resources and access to resources, strategies of living, of development, of evolution. There is nothing ignoble in those agendas. Just don’t mistake them for Truth.

When you stop looking at society as a failed “quest for Truth”, society will, in turn, stop looking like some large conspiracy to hide the truth. Truth was never its goal, nor its primary focus.

If you are interested in honesty and in identifying true principles, accept it:

you are a hobbyist.

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#632

Don’t hate the player, hate the game.

And if you want to be really good, don’t hate at all.

OBEY BRUTAL REALITY

:slight_smile:

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#633

What game are you talking about?

#634

July 2021 to August 2021 - ran Dragon Fire (Dragon Reborn stage 1)
September 2021 to October 2021 - joined ZP trial (mostly ran WANTED)
November 2021 to early February 2021 - ran Dragon Blood Qv2 (Dragon Reborn stage 2) switched to Dragon Blood ZP on 28 January

and here we are.

tomorrow 11 February, will be my first day with Dragon Fire ZP (Dragon Reborn stage 3). I will probably run it for around 3 months and then switch to Dragon Reborn ZP (Dragon Reborn stage 4).

My plan is to create my first ZP custom using Dragon Reborn stage 4. In the past, I’ve usually rewarded myself when I reached stage 4 by creating a custom around stage 4. That also helps me to ‘lock it in’ and to plug it in more specifically to some larger meaningful life-project.

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