Ending my Stark Black cycle a few days earlier and taking time to wash out and clear my head. This past week has been full of heavy recon, brain fog, heavy emotions. Managed a decent enough week of selling despite it, but feel like I have a lot to process right now.
For the time being, I don’t see myself going back to Stark Black. I had outstanding results from it, in the short time span I ran it, crushed it in sales, but as of right now it doesn’t really fit my life situation and goals. I just landed my current role, and while it’s pretty comfortable and I plan to stay here for quite awhile while I build up my career, moving up to a closer role here looks like it will be quite a ways out in the future. I’ve worked at some pretty high level sales company in the past, but my manager basically told me when he brought me on that they basically recruit only world class closers, and it’s harder to move up from a setting position because your not getting as much closing experience, not impossible, but improbable.
Honestly for now I’m totally okay with that, I can pretty comfortably make 6-12K/month in my position, without giving up my whole life to sell at a high level like I did in the past. When I see a window of opportunity to move up, I may go all in again, but for now I just want to take some time, breath, and enjoy life. In my current position, I don’t feel SB is necessary, as it’s more about just being productive and consistent with my time, especially because I could basically do this on autopilot at this point.
This opens up a lot of space in my stack to focus on on other area’s, while maintaining and even stacking cash. I’ve learned I actually have a pretty low risk tolerance, so the entrepreneur route something I was crazy passionate about before, doesn’t seem as appealing as something like investing and slowly building wealth, while I enjoy my life along the way.
First off, I’ve decided to bring back RoM. The awareness, productivity, results enhancement, mental clarity, spirituality/inner focus, this is my go-to sub, covers most of what I need, and will allow me to maintain the level of production I need at my position.
Next, Genesis Mogul. I’ve had it in my stack in some form since release, and it seems to keep up the wealth manifestations which is important in my job, somewhat of a focus on money, but I’ve found it to be in a more explorative way. At this point in my life, I’m really undecided what I want to do, but I’m really starting to learn that I don’t want to sell forever, so I’m excited to see what other interests GM helps me uncover. In the past I didn’t really have any time to focus on anything other then sales, right now I have to work at most 6 hour days if I’m managing my time properly, so that opens up doors to check out other interests.
Now the one I’m excited for, it’s finally time to run KHAN. I’ve ran it in the past, but always went straight to stage 4. I’ve finally got some space in my life to run this properly, and honestly I’m most hyped about the healing aspects.
" a battle of exterminating all the weakness, fear, jealousy, envy, laziness, wickedness, victimhood and anything else that is holding you back". - This is basically what led me to going with Khan. I’ve been running wealth titles for almost 2 years, and while I’ve defiantly made some progress, I feel I’m not at the level I should be. I have drastically increased my income, but I basically have 0 leverage. Every month is starting over for me. There’s defiantly some type of barrier or limited beliefs holding me back from the success I’m capable of, but I don’t think it’s directly tied to wealth anymore, maybe I’m wrong on that, but I feel like I need to address it from a different angle.
