Because it’s experimental, I can use CFW for more than 10min which is a blessing. It cuts deep into my core, mainly because I’m using it while microdosing. I could focus on my higher heart chakra, feel the sorrows and pain and just let it go. Never have I cried that much on one day, it still feels like there is much left, but it’s coming up. CFW is very precise and scary to see sometimes.
It also brings you back to your core it seems. Even if it’s very confronting. For example, I know starting my online coaching business up again, would be easier than finding the perfect job. But I’m starting to realize, I do not like screens. Yesterday went into nature and reconnected with my true self. The same when goes for people. I would like to find new friends with my values and start a family. The thing is, I like spirituality, sleeping early, and living healthy. That gives me energy.
So instead of using social media, laptops, and whatnot. I have to find a way to do a job/business where I can be in nature and away from technology while living in a world that’s ruled by technology. And I would love to be less lonely, but finding the right community is more difficult because we are living in a pleasure-based society. If I go out into a bar, I’ll find people instantly. But these are not my kind of people.
CFW doesn’t give a (…) about your ego and opinions. It will give you the answers straight, even if you don’t want to hear them. I have no idea how to handle this situation, but I will find a way.