LBFH is in my custom, so Im good I think.
Also, it’s exactly a “sudden” shift, is it since it happens every year haha But I know what you mean.
Still, positivity and healing are certainly the way to go for me so thanks for the reaffirmation!
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So far, SALVATION ZP makes me even more positive than I already was.
There was an initial triggered phase for a few hours, but now I am vibin. This is a result, but also a bit of the Trailer effect, so let’s see what there is to come over the next days.
What I did notice is how everyone wants to get in contact with me, asking things, giving me things, abundance flowing in there already.
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There’s the recon. A few hours later I was easily irritated and snapped at my son for a second.
But it was good to deal with and felt better later.
Now lots of images from past sexual encounters with my wife are popping up. Specifically around blowjobs which is weird to me, because I can’t remember having any issues around that, specifically not with her. She does that well 
Idk, there must be a reason for it so let’s keep the images coming until I find the lesson.
Overall, CFW is quite nice to deal with in v2. Not as bad as the first time I listened to it a year ago (although I’ve grown since).
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I also realized I made a mistake.
This journal is called “Your cup overfloweth” which of course fits, since the cups in the Tarot are about love, feelings, etc.
However, giving this name to the RICH sub is a bit daft, since Pentacles are the wealth cards… idk what happened to my mind there, UNLESS this was a sign, and feelings and love and positivity is how I get my pentacles to overflow in life
I’ll ponder on that.
Generally I like such omens and “mistakes.” They usually mean something.
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Ok so I did a Tarot reading today to get some divination going and it confirms that “omen.”
The fool reversed as the first card told me clearly that I am resisting change. The last card (meaning what is arriving in life) being the King of Cups is a clear sign that I need to let go of trying to control things, being clear to my true self and my actual values (this has 1-2 minor implications on my business), and move in the direction of love, compassion, understanding.
I have been doing this more and more ever since LBFH, and I saw great success with it, so this is just further confirmation.
I am also recently battling a lot with lust vs. love.
I was under the impression for the longest time, that lust is necessary to at least have a relationship running. But I was really basing this on what my wife might think of me. I realized this today (CFW) and forgave myself for being so blind there, and dropping my own values for it.
Sex can work just fine without lust. Driven by love is always something that was soothing to me. And, yes, it can still be passionate and fiery, I realize this now, sometimes even “rough,” but the INTENT where it’s coming from is the key.
Do I REALLY want to get in her because I want to touch her soul.
Or because I want to touch her cervix?
Minor difference, major effect.
This also plays into these blowjob visions I have. In the beginning of course, this was all driven by lust, porn induced, etc. I see now why it showed up. I need to let go of that and have it from a different intent.
On the same page, I am in a SUPERgood mood all day. No recon whatsoever. Just clear pictures and revelations.
SALVATION ZP is a gift, for sure!
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I also realized a bunch of things about my wife where I project a lot onto her which changed her behavior in the process.
And I can tell now that I have let go of it she is much different towards me! Way more receptive!!
Also realizations about my mother and my childhood. I only remember negative encounters. I don’t know if I’m suppressing the good or if it really was that bad. But definitely worth pondering over.
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Lust is the core of love affairs whilst love paired up with responsibility for someone we love is the core of “marriage” (having the one by your side). I think you already know that. 
What so special about CFW to your eye? I ran this title for the first time only today and I still cannot figure out its features. Maybe because I paired it up with EB:ToG.
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To me it’s a cleansing sun. Different than regular healing.
It gets rid of anything that is negative or makes you negative first.
Hence why I’m vibing high so much.
It’s hard to describe what it does exactly, except of course the old traumas it brings up, but it does feel good and changes me in a positive way.
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It’s definitely lighter healing for me than DR.
But I know the forgiveness scripting is tough for some.
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Currently easily triggered.
Clearly SALVATION and YCO are putting in some work there.
The combination of both I considered to be powerful healing, but also tough to run, so here we are.
Let’s see what it brings up.
I also journal mostly offline, there’s a lot more in there, I try to bring it over here but I quickly forget. Which I consider part of letting go.
Bring it up, see, accept, see the lesson, fill with light, change the memory, let go.
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Did some TRE as recommended by @Joa23 (for the first time) and boy is it bringing up stuff.
I cant exactly pinpoint WHAT it is, but there are some STRONG emotional undercurrents happening. Wow.
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I dont wanna spoil the surprise, but you will notice a certain activity getting a lot better after a couple of TRE sessions.
Good job!!
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Interesting you mention this because I felt a lot of “energy” down there.
Is that what you mean?
On another note, I was doing the Joe Dispenza New Potentials meditation, and a few minutes in, while I am in an altered state I envision myself meditating as I do right now, but my son is on my lap, my wife is around me cleaning my desk, and I am like “Can I have a damn minute?”
I see it for what it is, a sign that I need to focus more on myself.
Finding the balance.
Recently I been mostly working and doing things for other people for many reasons, and I love it. I like to be of service, but there also needs to be balance.
The cup can only overflow if there is enough of my own love in there, right?
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That was fast! You are quite sensitive to energies… the more you soften your spine, the more energy travels up and fills your whole body.
It was that what I meant, but not only that
This came to mind with your question…
*We are able to both express and receive love in equal measure.
*If asking about our meditation, it reminds us that we have a connection with inner spirit and its main quality is UNIVERSAL LOVE. Enlightenment is a total saturation in love.
*Able to access universal love in meditation.
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That’s what I ve been trying for the longest time with mediocre success. To move that energy from down there upwards.
I always were under the impression. that it’s just somehow blocked and I can’t do it.
Would be lovely if this helps with it.
About the card, yes. I can only give love to others when I love myself and am satisfied with where I am at and who I am. Hence why I am now on that healing journey!
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I would never suggest a micro loop of Diamond… followed by TRE as soon as you get the effects of Diamond… wink… wink…
Its not like Im about to do just that…
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So you’re doing a TRE session with a raging boner?
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I hate when I have a coaching call scheduled and people just don’t show up.
Rude.
But I also learned another lesson, always get paid FULLY upfront. I was doing split payments in the past, because, well, I am not cheap to be coached by, but happened too many times now that people stopped coming after a bunch of calls and thus not paying.
Lesson learned!
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On a washout right now.
HOLY MARONY.
@Joa23
These TRE Sessions you sent me are insane.
It takes what, 15-20min? And then I am horny af. So much energy cursing down there. Glad I am able to somewhat control the energy flow so it isn’t stuck in the lower chakras, but it’s insane how it gets flowing right away.
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