You are welcome, and please do keep the daily journal as much as you can.
It is helpful to you, and for us, it is very interesting 
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Emperor is surely is a remarkable and life changing tool. Iām very happy to see that itās helping you so much.
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I have no idea what is in Rebirth but itās seriously begun shifting how I think and what I focus on.
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Ran Rebirth and then Ascension by itself all night. Seems the combination of those two brings up a lot from my past that needs resolving. I had a dream about my older brother who is my only full sibling. It was related to going to a baseball game Iām guessing because thatās something our father would take us to as kids. The other one was I had gotten a new job and for reasons that were never made clear the training took place at a place my wife and I used to live at but were forced to leave. Seems like my journey with all of this is going to be a process Especially hopefully finally resolving the issues from my past that have held me back or consumed too much time mentally and emotionally. Iām feeling a bit anxious at the moment but I think that will pass. Iām going to stick with just Rebirth and Ascension for a while. I think before I run Emperor again I am going to purchase and run Primal. Not because I want to be with anyone else but because I want to learn to let myself be who I am with a relaxed confidence. I have felt for a long time that if I could just learn to let go and not give a fuck everything in my life would drastically improve. I feel so often that all it takes is one little hiccup to throw me off or bring on some anxiety and Iām sick of it.
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There is a lot of deep progress above @James I feel inspired by your evolution.
Just a question to @Fire related to what you posted. Would it be better to run during a 12 hours period, letās say Primal 11 times and once Rebirth. Or is there power to running Primal and Rebirth alternately, so 6x Primal and 6x Rebirth. Of course, if the person can handle it.
Which of both would you expect to lead to deeper integration of a major subliminal?
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Everyoneās minds are different, but I would recommend the alternating method, just with different ratios. 4x Primal, 2x Rebirth, repeated.
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I feel like a lot of what Iām going through or have experienced is similar to what @subliminalguy has shared. Always looking to others for validation and my sense of purpose. It makes me angry that I havenāt just hit a point where I said " fuck it" and stopped caring and just did my own thing. Like him I tried other subliminal products but they always seemed to scratch the surface and not really achieve a fraction of what was intended. I donāt expect nor do I want my life to be perfect. That would be incredibly boring. Primal fascinates me because of how I was raised or my perspective of it I through my teens , twenties, and up to my mid thirties believing finding the right woman and getting into a permanent or long term relationship would fix my problems. I ended up in some very toxic and unhealthy situations because of that belief. I also wasted a metric fuck ton of time chasing women when I would have been far better off being by myself and doing my own thing. Now I have hit that point where yeah Iāve been happily married to my best friend for the last thirteen years I still donāt feel I am mentally and emotionally the man I want to be for myself and that I believe she deserves. Donāt get me wrong. Iām not doing this for her. Itās a side effect or benefit. For the last year I have watched people at my main job both men and women who are considered the best in the office and it really comes down to a combination of what is in both Ascension and Primal. The unshakable self confidence . The dominance. The non chalance. The relaxed attitude.The ability to impose your will.There is also a certain sense of detachment to outcome. Those qualities make them the best at what they do and oddly enough every one of them is something I have inspired to ingrain within myself.
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Someone mentioned Iron John by Robert Bly so I have decided to read it. Iām only into the first couple of chapters and I can easily relate to a lot of it but also a lot of what Iām going through. I see how as Iāve grown older instead of becoming more tame or mellower Iāve been attracted to more extreme forms of music. Especially extreme metal. I can see where in some ways Iāve always embraced my " Wild Man" side because I have always had long hair. Its probably close to the longest its ever been as it is now. I can also see where this part of me thatās not necessarily willing to conform to what others expect has both helped me and alienated folks .I feel I can be who I am and fully embrace my wild man side while being far more mentally and emotionally mature than 99% of the people I know or deal with
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You know Jordan Belfort, the Wolf of Wall Street guy? He is a master salesman and sales trainer and what you do, collections, is really just sales. Actually the most difficult kind because youāre selling people on paying for something they already got but didnāt pay for. Anyway, I urge you to watch and study his videos. I found a fantastic playlist on YouTube that features a seminar he did for a Forex telemarketing firm years ago. Please watch this, I promise that if you apply what he teaches on tonality alone you will become a man that no one fucks with.
I donāt even work in anything remotely sales related and I still get value out of his teachings because persuasion is an amazing skill to have.
Youāre making tremendous progress! Great things are coming your way in 2019.
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@Yardbird Thank You for the recommendation. I will watch and study them. Iām back to listening to the Standard version of Emperor by itself . It feels like adding anything else takes me away from what my real goals are. I have far too much I want to do and accomplish and Emperor will get me there
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@Fire @SaintSovereign My phone is acting up again. Can you please reset the downloads for Ascension for me? Thank You
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Done. Please try saving them to a computer, or Google Drive.
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Iām finding running Emperor way too much at this time so Iām going to run Ascension with Rebirth twice daily until I feel I can move on. Iām nowhere near the man I know I can and want to be.
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Rebirth is a particularly potent method of emotional healing, aimed at reframing past traumatic experiences so that you benefit from them. Unfortunately, for some people, this means reliving that trauma as the mind has a hard time letting go.
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@SaintSovereign makes sense. Iāve been running Ascension by itself for the last few hours and I feel better than I have in the last few days. The other question I have which I believe I asked before is it normal to lose interest in a lot of things running the audios?
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Yes. The subliminals are questioning your current belief system. That means, you may lose interest in many of the things you find important, especially if your interest was trivial. Anything you really enjoy, however, will not be affected.
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I read you have AD(H)D. (I have this too).
Thereās a 60-80% chance you catch a comorbid disorder with ADHD.
When comorbid conditions are present, it can make the diagnosis of ADHD much more difficult to pinpoint and the symptoms harder to treat. Some comorbid disorders that commonly occur alongside ADHD are:
Knowing you might have one of the comorbidity is a good way to be aware of what might happen at this moment, when you are aware you have more choice and power over it, and can/could improve thisā¦ indirectly a good step towards healing more and more.
https://www.mentalhelp.net/articles/adhd-comorbidity/
Oppositional Defiant Disorder
Depression
Anxiety
Bipolar Disorder
Conduct Disorder
Sensory Integration Disorder
Learning Disorder
Early Speech/Communication problems
Personaly I struggle(d) with Depression and Anxiety too(still do sometimes, but way less). For me the reason is/was that I have internalized a lot of suff people said to me, when I was little. I didnāt understand I didnāt have a neurotypical brain. I can only adjust to society to a certain height, but my brain is just wired differently. What I found is that when I started removing and letting go of my inner beliefs / feelings/ self imposed limitations / constant comparing with others, instead of comparing me with ME.
The ADHD part got less too.
The biggest one I had to change, was constantly stop pleasing others so I can feel good about myself. The less I care, the less I am in my head, the less I am in my head the less I keep stuck in Loop-patterns, or OCD like analysis of small things(Itās not fun when it happens for me), the positive side to that is that you can use that mode for more productive things at this current moment.
ADHD is one of those things that has so many friends attached to it, that are not good to/for you. How-ever when you can harness that creative energy, that resiliance we have to keep going, that hyperfocus on stuff you love.
You, are, a, weapon of beauty.
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I have to admit even with what I continue to go through at the present moment I feel the Subliminal Club audios are definitely a huge part of my internal shift. As I mentioned in a previous post I have lost interest in a lot of things I used to believe I enjoyed although now I see them as distractions or time wasters. I have added Mogul V2 to my playlist as from the beginning my finances have been my main focus and the biggest source of stress for most of my adult life. Right now tonight I have run Rebirth and then Mogul V2.
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