Just so people know what has been happening in my life.
These past two weeks have been some of the hardest times I’ve ever dealt with. Me and my ex broke up, and we’ve argued - yesterday we had one of the worst arguments ever with the guy who does my fetish being there, and it was horrendous. Today, we had closure. We are not getting back together anytime soon but we are still best friends. We’re still close and we still love each other. We’ve ended on great terms.
Everything I was afraid of happening, losing him, and whatever else I have with him, like our dogs (he has a Pug which he has now given to me due to our break up since he doesn’t want him separated from the other two dogs he’s grown up with), hasn’t happened. I think Heartsong has helped me with that to be honest.
In regards to the guy, we’ve had ISSUES this week and last week. We’ve really struggled, however he definitely has my best interests at heart. I stillI think he’s bisexual or bi-curious and that there’s possibly a chance BUT it’s weird because he’s kind of like my little brother, ew. However, he helps me out and he’s really nice. Yesterday we had a really bad day together but today, and a little yesterday, we sorted everything out. He’s back to helping me out and being my friend with benefits, which is fantastic.
I got the idea to get my ex some flowers, and write a card to him explaining how I feel. I did the same with the card for the guy too (he doesn’t get flowers…haha).
I’m super excited for my Heartsong/Wanted custom to help me find someone perfect for me, whether it’s this guy to do my stuff and be interested, or whether it’s someone else as a boyfriend. Right now I want to have some fun with people and get into my sexual side, but in the future I want to have a serious boyfriend for sure. I’m excited for Heartsong/Wanted to give me the edge for this.
P.s. I need a name for my new custom.
Any ideas please?
I legit just thought of the TV show Too Hot To Handle and thought that might be it
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But legit, I need a name. Please help.