I want to increase my value incredibly as a man now. Out with the shallow desperation and in with life as a man many want and few can have.
I love the self improvement aspect of WB. I’ve struggled with it not feeling rewarding anymore which resulted in lack of motivation. It was feeling pointless, like I wasn’t getting anything out of it and now I’m realising it can be a really cool and fun journey again. Wasn’t expecting this but a great result.
Also going to the gym effortlessly now and I know the results will just keep adding up. The NSE definitely changes things in a good way. Tackling things at my current level and also the hypnotherapy sessions has allowed for recon to be let go pretty effortlessly and quickly. Feels like I’m flying through stuff internally instead of being hung up on one issue for ages. Changes things entirely for me now.
I think the method he used which is helping resolve recon quickly is where I go back to the first memory of feeling shame, guilt, anger and resentment and bring all the lessons with me from each memory in my timeline, from a safe place before the first event/ memory and to now. The subs are obviously triggering stuff and I’m letting it go easily because I want to and can feel safe in doing so and gave myself permission to do so in trance anyway.
I’m realising that who I truly am is being a performing music artist and I’m developing the mindset and frame to make that happen as a career.
Ran a 45 min loop of RM:Vibes St 1 a few days ago.
Noticed I’ve been practicing making short loops of lead guitar melodies over chord progressions.
Today I analysed a song I really enjoy at the moment to learn certain things.
I need to work through more of the success type mindset blocks before seeing better results. So far so good!
Gonna stay on WB for another cycle before adding or switching out for St 4.
Been a great journey on WB, I’ve gone from hiding on online dating with no success to getting more and more motivated to master in person social skills, conversation and game. I’m lucky to be in the position in life that I’m in right now because I can afford to change up my life entirely. The biggest result I’ve gotten has been rebelling societal expectations and going for music as my purpose even if I’m not quite bold enough yet. But I will develop into that person in time. It’s been a very humbling and surprising experience. 10/10
I can fight through all this recon and break free from my old beliefs and behaviours. I keep seeing cracks and have to just keep on punching
There has to be fighting and self-defence scripting in this.
After running Renaissance Man: Vibes (only a 45 sec loop) I’m feeling so much more confident in my producing and songwriting abilities. It’s like i’m guiding myself to make the song exactly how I intend it to be from my intuitive sense of music. I’ve since been writing and producing a tune that is definitely some of my best work. More so I feel like i can make it in the music industry and i’ve always already had the capability too, I just needed some help with mentality and organising my creative process. Far more focused and less ‘messy’ in the process. Applying my knowledge in a far better manner too.
In what ways are you analyzing it?
What are you learning?
@RVconsultant As I hear music in my daily life, I find myself breaking it down in my head. For instance how they’ve structured the song, what is the melody doing e.t.c. Then I’ve found myself recalling elements of songs I really liked when listening and creatively stealing them to add into my own in a creative way.
I had the knowledge prior but when programming a drum groove for my song, it was more intuitive and execution was far better. Less overthinking, trusting my musical decisions.
Fear of failure seems to be popping up so seems that’s being worked on.
On a 2 week washout and hating my life currently. The recon isn’t even that intense but taking responsibly to move past comfort zones has been internally challenging. But keep going and things will shift!
During a recent quest, I found that missing key.
Act as if and stop complaining.
Fuck this whole mindset, it’s boring me.
I am good enough regardless of outcome!
‘You’re like a ghost, haven’t seen you in ages…’
Officially hit the end of 3rd cycle and at the start of a washout for WB.
Since the hypnotherapy sessions, now I’m not sub hoping and sticking to one direction.
Also finished a song today so rewarded myself.