Day 8: June 13, 2022
My mind feels like it’s processing a lot of information at the moment. It doesn’t feel overwhelming but it does feel like my thoughts are a bit scattered. I’ve been thinking of adding a new sub to my stack and I’m guessing that it’s recon trying to sneak in. Even though I’m aware of it the Idea of running, GMX sound VERY appealing to me. I’ve been playing a lot more league and I’m starting to see a lot of Improvements in my gameplay. I watch a few streamers play so my macro knowledge is higher than it should be for my elo, my mechanics however are definitely holding me back, though I can tell that they are slowly improving day by day.
I also thought of running my custom (or BL) as I haven’t read a book in a few weeks, but I’m not entirely sure that I want to spend my summer reading when I know that’ll, I’ll be doing so during the school year (since I’ll be running a mental enhancement title.) On the other hand, doing nothing but playing league and going to work feels like it’s going to eventually rot my mind.
I’m using a lot of mental energy trying to stick to this stack, but it feels like I’m making a mistake at times. Now that I don’t have much to do, my mind is focusing on subliminals all the time and I don’t have much to keep me distracted. As much as I want to develop and strengthen my person, in all aspects, I also want to mess around and do nothing for a bit, though that could also be the recon talking.
I had the thought of running a title solo, as maybe it would lessen the overall processing and allow me to stay more level-headed and focused on the stack, would I be correct in my assumption?