Manifesting with words

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#39

Early washout day 2: June 4

A lot of things happened in the past week mainly involving my new position at work. So far, I’ve been improving super quickly and I can handle the basic quiet well. My new contract was exactly what I envisioned it to be, so I had no problems on that front.

Now onto the reason I started an early washout. I had a party on Thursday night and my goal was to stand out as much as possible. So, I decided to run WANTED and Libertine on Wednesday and Libertine solo on Thursday, right before heading out. Had no signs of overexposure but decided to take my washout early to not push my boundaries to far.

Running Wanted and Libertine was a very nice experience. Seeing a girl’s eyes light up when I go up to her is such a nice experience. I had a great night out and the effects where still visible the next day when I went to work, and my trainer shared a lot about herself to me. Women felt more comfortable around me then the last time I ran WANTED, maybe Libertine’s aura boosting also strengthened the aura from WANTED.

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#40

Day 3: June 8, 2022

I started the stack on Monday and put off writing a journal entry until I could clear my thoughts. I’m currently going through a cold, who’s only symptom is to act up, but only during my free time…

I haven’t played today’s loop yet and will do so before I go to bed, so I’ll only go through the changes I’ve seen in days 1 and 2. I’m being given a lot more tasks and responsibilities, yet it feels like I’m being treated quite childishly. Wanted makes me appear ‘cute’ and not ‘hot’, I don’t particularly mind it as long as people don’t use it as an excuse to treat me like I’m younger than I actually am.

I’ve been thinking about the forge module and how it will manifest into my life. I have a lot of things to breakdown through Khan, so I was briefly worried that I was in over my head. That thought lasted all of two minutes, when I conjured up a memory through random association. I acknowledged that I’ve been self-sabotaging my romantic life for the past 10 years… I’ve had more romantic opportunities than a lot of people my age and have let all of them go to waste. It’s not the first time that I’ve come to realize this, but I feel like it carried a different weight this time, because I know that I’m ready to end that cycle of what if, once and for all.

Lastly, I’ve also been thinking of making more money, the feeling of lust that I had before is gone and replaced more by a sense of anticipation. I know that Khan will manifest money for me, so I’m thinking of ways to open up more pathways of manifestation. My mind kept drifting to the idea of a modelling gig and I’m tempted by the idea to start getting into modeling earlier than I had planned, we’ll have to see how it works out though.

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#41

After writing this, like 20 minutes ago, I went back to my room head back to bed, and noticed a notification from my banking app. So, I just received a 60$ bonus from my job, or a 15% bonus. There’s some logistics that goes into how my boss pays employees, but I thought that I would be exempt from it this month as I am a new hire, apparently not, lol. If I can expect the same percentage bonus this month, then I’d be getting a bonus of close to 200$.

The above just serves to solidify the power of words in my mind, hence the name of this journal.

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#42

Same goals, new stack? :grinning:

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#43

In my mind the goals are the same, though the objectives I’m trying to hit are different.

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#44
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#46

Day 5: June 10, 2022

I wrote an update for yesterday’s journal but it ended up being a lot more personal than I had planned for it to be so it’ll be kept for my private journal. It’s an 800-word entry so I don’t think it would fit on the forum either way.

I rarely ever go out without my phone and was considering doing so today but decided against it. I like to listen to music as it helps me focus on the task at hand and not get too distracted. Today may be one of the few times I have regretted doing so. A girl walked past me while I was at the store, at first, I didn’t think much of it but later on, I realized that it was someone I knew from high school. By the time my brain had registered this, and I hurriedly took off my headphones to go up and talk to her, she was already going through the rapid checkout. I’m a bit upset with myself for my lack of self-awareness and for not going after her quickly enough. There is some history between us that is related to the private entry I wrote yesterday, so I’m thinking that this may have been a manifestation from Khan, and if I’m right, I’m sure that the next time I see her, she and I will finally get a chance to catch up. She used to live in the building right across from mine, though I’m not sure if that’s still the case. If it is, then I think it’s more than a coincidence that I’ve only run into her now, after living here for the past 10 months.

On another note, after playing today’s playlist I was tempted to throw in BL into my rotation to have days where I can focus exclusively on reading and writing. I feel as if it’s something that ZP is trying to get me to do. I also had the thought of dropping WANTED as Khan should more than cover it, but I feel a lot of FOMO whenever the thought of not playing WANTED crosses my mind.

Since Monday, June 6th.

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#47

Day 8: June 13, 2022

My mind feels like it’s processing a lot of information at the moment. It doesn’t feel overwhelming but it does feel like my thoughts are a bit scattered. I’ve been thinking of adding a new sub to my stack and I’m guessing that it’s recon trying to sneak in. Even though I’m aware of it the Idea of running, GMX sound VERY appealing to me. I’ve been playing a lot more league and I’m starting to see a lot of Improvements in my gameplay. I watch a few streamers play so my macro knowledge is higher than it should be for my elo, my mechanics however are definitely holding me back, though I can tell that they are slowly improving day by day.

I also thought of running my custom (or BL) as I haven’t read a book in a few weeks, but I’m not entirely sure that I want to spend my summer reading when I know that’ll, I’ll be doing so during the school year (since I’ll be running a mental enhancement title.) On the other hand, doing nothing but playing league and going to work feels like it’s going to eventually rot my mind.

I’m using a lot of mental energy trying to stick to this stack, but it feels like I’m making a mistake at times. Now that I don’t have much to do, my mind is focusing on subliminals all the time and I don’t have much to keep me distracted. As much as I want to develop and strengthen my person, in all aspects, I also want to mess around and do nothing for a bit, though that could also be the recon talking.

I had the thought of running a title solo, as maybe it would lessen the overall processing and allow me to stay more level-headed and focused on the stack, would I be correct in my assumption?

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#48

Day 10: July 9, 2022

So, I’m finally back to this journal after almost a month… A quick summary of events, I suffered from Recon so I dropped, Khan felt pretty good but my results with it got turbulent at the end of my cycle. I’m now running Emperor and Limitless, well that’s the official stack, in truth I’m not taking the subs this seriously this time around. I’ve ran Limitless twice in the past 10 days and have mostly been running Emperor.

I also haven’t been writing much, even though I’ve been getting more and more story ideas, I haven’t had many ‘writing moods’.

Some preliminary results from this ‘stack’: my handwriting looks much better, I started taking more agency in my future and decided to finally start doing what I want regardless of how other people will see it, I’ve been getting a lot more story ideas and thinking of writing a lot more often, also seen some physical shifting from Emperor but I’ll see how far it goes before making any comment on it.

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#49

Day 16: July 15, 2022

The last time I used a sub was on Monday as I got a cold and wanted to recover faster. I was worried about having missed some days at first but managed to convince myself that as long as I used Emperor at least once a week, I should be making progress.

Yesterday was a national holiday in France and I ended up having some friends over at my place as usual. (@unusualfellow)

I’m not sure how that manifestation came together but the entire time I felt like it was some casual thing that always happens and that things were as they were meant to be, I think it have have been a perceptual shift from ZP.

Will add to this when I get home from work.

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#50

So back from work with a small update: one of the girls that came over yesterday, added me on Instagram and sent me a DM. She said she had a great time talking to me and that she’ll be in town until the end of July so I may get a date if all goes well. This really feels so natural, like I imagined her sending me a DM as a passing thought and BAM.

She got back to me as I was writing this…

There’s so manifestation going on but I really can’t describe it.

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#51

Washout Day 2: July 22, 2022

So, I ended up playing Limitless 4-5 times during the entire last cycle and focused mostly on Emperor with the occasional use of another sub for a punctual boost. It honestly did me a lot of good in terms of exposure, but I wasn’t as satisfied with the mental boost. One of the good things that I got from Limitless was my journaling habit, which is something I will be carrying onto my next stack.

I’ll finally be going back to my roots and running the sub that originally started this journey for me, Quantum Limitless. This time I’ll be restarting with stage 1 as a way to get my brain and body primed for the next part of my journey. I have many avenues that I want to work on in the near future and I can no longer allow my mind and my lack of motivation to be the limiting factors in the equation that is my success.

Alongside QL, I’ll once again be keeping Emperor in my rotation, though this time I’ll be using the .flac version. Emperor is a boost to all my stats so unless I need a sub to do something hyper-specific, I really don’t have a reason to not use it. It touches on all of the aspects I want to work on, a jack of all trade sub in a sense.

I’ll also be using the newly released .flac version of Ascension Chamber, as I have many plans in motion that could benefit from a boost in manifestation power.

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#52

@RVconsultant Could you change the name of this journal to “Manifesting with words” ? I’m no longer running Khan nor Wanted so I’d hate to cause a confusion to anyone stumbling across my journal.

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#53

Washout Day 5: July 25, 2022

Last day of my washout and things have been a bit hectic. I found out some news that may or may not affect my stack, the gist of it being that I need to make more money than I currently am. Hopefully Emperor’s wealth scripting paired with ascension chamber and a lot of conscious guidance should be enough for me to achieve my goals.

Now that I have more experience with Emperor, I want to start seeing the objectives popping up in greater and greater numbers.

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#54

Bro, I’m so excited for you! Took me about 2.5 cycles before I started manifesting mentors.

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#55

Thank you for the kind words, reading your journal was what gave me to push to come back to Emperor and commit to it for longer.

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#56

Wait so your moms friend is sleeping with you? What she look like bro I’m jealous

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#57

I think you misunderstood that :sweat_smile:. She was in the area and dropped by to see how I was doing, she used to come by to check up on my sister but that was the first time that she explicitly came to see me.

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#58

Use minds eye and manifest it. If I only I had bought minds eye over a year ago. I wouldn’t be here today.

#59

I’m more interested in girls my age, so I’d rather not have that happen.