I want to be a respected person in the society
My definition of respect: I laugh “with” people. Not on them. And don’t wanna be laughed on, well sometimes people tests you and you pass it with a smile and they won’t do that again.
Ok laughing on people for creating social dominance is important but in it’s place. Not everywhere
I show anger and dominate(sometimes physically) most of the times, but there are multiple factor which determines me as the person on the right side of the conversation.
For example Invictus is running wanted and in our discussion he called me a fly in his car. I don’t wanna say that is bad or anything, it’s all about preference. If someone swears me and calls me a donkey, I wanna be calm and don’t attract it but if it’s about justice I automatically get angry.
I want that.
Some of you get the gist. I don’t wanna accept those parts of that are not perfect. Like making fun of people easily. No. Like no insulting
But when I was on Khan someone make joke of me I fucked him up verbally. He was twice as(does not concern me) big as me. But when he saw the anger Which my subconscious intentionally contained in my face, he was terrified.
I smashed him, just cuz he attacked me verbally.
I wanna dominate in serious matter which really matter. Not for example calling someone a fly or a dog. Cuz that is wrong IMO
Like I wanna be the real Alpha, the stoic, at the same time dominant and just Alpha
And do you think wanted gonna take that from me?
I read in wanted that wanted don’t wanna be a hero, it’s ok. But I wanna be the hero.
The leader, the one who got the balls
The one who respects each one
You know I feel like sometimes the desire to say sth foolish(IMO) comes and I harness it. Like making fun of someone that is not aligned with you being tha Alpha. I know there is sth called independence, but IMO I wanna be independent and also disciplined. So I guess wanted let this desire loose and you just say the shit. Sometimes maybe this shit is discriminatory. Like making fun of someone who is short. I honestly don’t wanna be like that.
I hope you get what I’m saying
So some advice please. You know some jokes don’t fell right. I know the reality shaping thing and self confidence to make the joke legit
But common sense you know
Like if someone asks for explanation I persuade that I did not do anything wrong
Now please don’t advice me about my preferences, just answer me in this frame. Wether wanted is for me or not
Thanks