Its hard to tell whether the intensity level is due to RoS or the solar storm we’re in right now but I’ve definitely been noticing what might be considered recon, but also positives on the spiritual side of things as a result. I ended up writing to this $company telling them that if I did not receive a call by 9.30am sharp I was going to their competitor, after they turned out not to have a permanent office for doing important governmenty shiznit. It worked, but God I hate being that guy.
I’ve also had very few downloads on my software and decreasing funds and noone donating to the cause and difficulty making publicity all combining together into one big stress ball. Oddly enough that seems to help the intensity of the meditation and the last two nights have been quite intense, specifically feeling the presence of that benevolent intelligence quite strongly, and wanting nothing more than to be in its presence. The two situations, dealing with government and life finances on the one hand and then having this deep turning away at the same time is pretty jarring. I’m juggling an upcoming exam, government assistance, trying to start a business, and the spiritual at the same time. But I also know its the right time to be deepening my connection with G-d anyway, so its not like I’m going to back off from running it. But definitely a little more cautious with this one than other ZPs.