Now that you’ve said that, go ahead and think of the people who never even had the opportunity to write their own destiny.
You can actually do something about the past: be grateful for it because it led you to this moment and to the opportunity to better yourself! Be grateful for every lesson, even the most painful ones.
I’m running GM since December last year, LB shortly after it got released.
For me it felt like LB activated GM. I didn’t get any results from GM before I started LB.
But two weeks after I started LB, I was able to apply for my first minijob. Before I didn’t feel worthy enough to do something for the community that’s worth being paid for.
Now I’m starting to plan out, how I want to get serious Job.
For me this worthiness/ self-esteem was the lever LB pulled.
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I actually got the minijob and the feedback is increasing my self-esteem on a dual basis.
This is a really good sign you got massive recon from 1 minute. It’s basically showing you the high exposure amount you’ve run in the past was probably queuing up like crazy and you didn’t even realize it.
For me LB really dug into that feeling of not being able to live my life until now too. There was a lot of pain and still is that needed attention. Try to validate that as much as possible. True the past is the past, but sometimes you need to properly grieve to move beyond that.
Know you are loved
Rest in peace
Dream your sweet dreams
'Til your soul is released
I only had 4 loops on G:M, two full and two round 4min.
I’m running to discover a career that i feel fulfilled and it’s able to provide me financial independence, abundance and stability.
For now, I’m feeling the effects of LB more. It’s more “tangible” for me to perceive it on every day life and interactions.
G:M its making me question a lot of things about myself, but i feel that the path that it guides its unfolding slower for me.
Still, with G:M I was able to:
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So not worry about it at all? Even if you never get the entire script? Just asking for clarification.
I did this morning but I know it’s only the beginning. Thank you so much for what you said. It means a lot to me.
Believe me I am. It’s so easy to see the painful lessons than anything else. I guess if it hurts a lot maybe that makes it more profound . Feels that way .
I know exactly what you mean. For so long I feel like I haven’t been able to just let go everything and just live my life.
I will admit it’s a bit frustrating that I get crazy recon from a one minute loop. It feels like the process will take much longer to get through everything. I’m feeling like this will be a huge lesson in patience.
Why are you worried about not getting the entire script in the first place? It shouldn’t be a problem as long as you’re seeing the results in real life, isn’t it?
It’s just confusing that’s all. Maybe I’m looking at this wrong. I had the feeling that it was the eventual purpose. If it isn’t no big deal.
Why do my questions seem to bother people so much?
Someone responding to your question with a deeper question in a bid to understand your thought process doesn’t mean they are bothered by you, it means they are interested in learning more about you as a person!
I’m probably getting unnecessarily defensive. I’m trying to understand the process but maybe I shouldn’t worry about that and just accept what is advised by Saint and Fire.
Well said, that’s exactly why i asked
Don’t worry about it, it’s fine
I find myself only eating one half and saving the other half for later lately.
Off topic, my bad! 
Is your goal to get to listen to the whole script or to love yourself so you can achieve more in life and be happier? As long as you achieve your goal why does it matter if you “hear” the whole script or not? Remember that the subs are just tools and you only need to use them enough to get your goals. If you are into carpentry, when you buy a box of nails, do you use all of them in one job or only the right amount that is needed for that particular job and save the rest?
I believe that once you stop worrying about that, things will become easier. I am sure that you will eventually hear it all anyway, but you need to trust the process and relax first.
Your questions don’t bother me, in fact, I think they are helpful because we are reading answers that are interesting for all.
Finally decided enough was enough and I’m moving on from my job. One thing I’ve always found interesting is the more I grow and heal as a person the more emotionally sensitive I am to things that harm me. I thought that was a weakness at first and tried to train it out of myself, now I see it’s a strength. There’s a difference between persevering in the face of challenge vs putting up with toxic environments. Took me quite a while to distinguish between the two and I still struggle. But I continually stayed in environments like this to prove to myself I was strong emotionally and could handle it. I should have been focusing on finding positive supportive environments instead. Coming out on top in a harsh environment, even when I win I still lose because ultimately I didn’t need to put myself in those situations.
Be careful to not get stuck in judging your past selves as you learn from those past experiences.
Congrats on moving on. Onward and Upward!
Thanks for catching that. Everything always looks clearer in hindsight but I do try to remind myself at the time I did what I thought was best. You’re absolutely right.
