Why are you worried about not getting the entire script in the first place? It shouldn’t be a problem as long as you’re seeing the results in real life, isn’t it?
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It’s just confusing that’s all. Maybe I’m looking at this wrong. I had the feeling that it was the eventual purpose. If it isn’t no big deal.
Why do my questions seem to bother people so much?
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Someone responding to your question with a deeper question in a bid to understand your thought process doesn’t mean they are bothered by you, it means they are interested in learning more about you as a person!
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I’m probably getting unnecessarily defensive. I’m trying to understand the process but maybe I shouldn’t worry about that and just accept what is advised by Saint and Fire.
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Well said, that’s exactly why i asked
Don’t worry about it, it’s fine
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I find myself only eating one half and saving the other half for later lately.
Off topic, my bad! 
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Is your goal to get to listen to the whole script or to love yourself so you can achieve more in life and be happier? As long as you achieve your goal why does it matter if you “hear” the whole script or not? Remember that the subs are just tools and you only need to use them enough to get your goals. If you are into carpentry, when you buy a box of nails, do you use all of them in one job or only the right amount that is needed for that particular job and save the rest?
I believe that once you stop worrying about that, things will become easier. I am sure that you will eventually hear it all anyway, but you need to trust the process and relax first.
Your questions don’t bother me, in fact, I think they are helpful because we are reading answers that are interesting for all.
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Finally decided enough was enough and I’m moving on from my job. One thing I’ve always found interesting is the more I grow and heal as a person the more emotionally sensitive I am to things that harm me. I thought that was a weakness at first and tried to train it out of myself, now I see it’s a strength. There’s a difference between persevering in the face of challenge vs putting up with toxic environments. Took me quite a while to distinguish between the two and I still struggle. But I continually stayed in environments like this to prove to myself I was strong emotionally and could handle it. I should have been focusing on finding positive supportive environments instead. Coming out on top in a harsh environment, even when I win I still lose because ultimately I didn’t need to put myself in those situations.
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Be careful to not get stuck in judging your past selves as you learn from those past experiences.
Congrats on moving on. Onward and Upward!
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Thanks for catching that. Everything always looks clearer in hindsight but I do try to remind myself at the time I did what I thought was best. You’re absolutely right.
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Sometimes I feel now I’m just learning everything I can while working on eradicating my limitations
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Same here. I see it as a two-pronged approach. Almost like offense and defense at the same time. Healing layer after layer and adding good stuff in its place all at the same time.
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Oh for the morsels of love that the corporate workplace promises to give, but end up taking from us.
You’ve now realised at a deep level that the damaging messages about succeeding in modern life are invalid. The real red pill (@Skadoosh) is acquiring self love and self worth.
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In retrospect I can also see how I was playing out my limiting beliefs about work and money etc. In staying too long in toxic work environments. Thinking they would see I’m not the problem or even a problem. Yet now I know that at least for me the best thing to do is to walk away and stop hoping for them to see something or change.
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Same. Been at this company close to 5 years. Gave them way too many opportunities. It’s been a messed up push pull dynamic where I get praise when things go well and utter disdain when they don’t. I’m done with it.
I actually sort of miss my corporate job
You’re coming up higher in your discernment.
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That’s the very reason it would be great if SC released Sex Bomb where you would embody sexual charm, irresistible temptation, and pure lust. Where you would feel like a child of Venus. Of course, proper healing and inner work included. No usual alpha stuff (like in Primal) included.
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