The moment healthy masculinity was present from the subs, a whole bunch of traumas and problem came to the surface. I did 4 x 3 min GLM last Circle and worked through all of them.
Trauma, low self-esteem, pain, loneliness and heartache.
But also courage, acceptance, a clear way on how to deal with it and the willingness to do what’s need to be done, resilience and dedication to make myself mighty.
I see it as a normal path that what’s standing in the way to Godlike Masculinity must come forward to overcome it or heal it.
Not sure if this has occurred with other titles, but my expierience was similar with GLM where the first week had very pronounced effects, and then became more subtle.
I think this is more due to the nature of GLM being very inwardly focused. After the state change normalizes, it’s a lot of inner/mindset changes which takes longer to show up in the external. Add to that; that a lot of the changes occur through manifesting expieriences that solidify those internal changes as one of the primary mechanisms of the sub, and it’s just a more long term process.
That’s something I always have to remind myself, with NSE; it’s more important to pay attention to the expieriences occurring in your life because those are the primary method of change/growth with the newer subs.
With GLM for example, after the honey moon phase, I found I was actually getting into more arguments as I was expressing a lot of things I previously hadn’t. After reflecting on this I discovered the arguments were a way for me to act on the emotional control/weathering the storm scripting and learn how to keep my cool better in this moments.
This is my experience with testing GLM, after not caring about validation, there is a phase of just expressing whatever is there that could be charged, before the detachment kicks in. Once the deeper detachment is there, the emotional intelligence and self regulation kicks in, less issues.
This has been my experience as well. I am actually sleeping like a rock on GLM. I mean, sleeping HARD. In the past, I was generally a light sleeper to the point any somewhat unfamiliar noise – even quiet – would pull me completely out of sleep. Now, this could be Earth – but it wasn’t happening when I was running Earth alone. It is only once I added GLM that sleep quality and depth highlighted.
That would be Earth. But GLM is enhancing Earth’s “groundedness” even more.
@Adi – this is clearly processing. The fact that you can recognize this means that you’re very clearly processing the information, just slower and deeper than others. We discussed this before. Engage with the copy, try to figure out what’s being processed slower and why.
Consistent results comes from working through the issues. Projection (not saying you’re doing this, just stating facts for everyone), avoidance, etc. will slow down the process. GLM comes with many tools to help you achieve the goal of consistent results and you clearly have a strong mindset toward higher ideals and the capacity to go deep within the self. Focus.
Same. Some very deep emotional pain has emerged multiple times on GLM. I’m an “imaginative thinker,” meaning I think in very vivid and symbolic imagery. I’ve had memories emerge from childhood that I completely forgotten about. Well, at least I thought I had. Looks like it was living in the psyche all this time, just draining me of confidence. I actually found myself really annoyed that I was still quietly holding on to such ridiculousness.
For me, GLM’s nature also places a “barrier” between the conscious mind and the emotions. It’s like I slip into observer mode and rather than acting out the emotions, I can observe and then literally transform them into a positive sensation. I can’t even explain how I do this, it is a mental process that has emerged and grown stronger.
@Fire’s theory is that once the mind and emotions are brought to balance, there is more harmony in the individual’s system and thus the upfront effects turn more subtle because now you are maintaining and slowly growing that harmony.
I concur. This has been my experience as well. But it’s cyclical. Issues arise, I clear them. Period of absolute peace (this weekend, for example – I was just floating in harmony). As of this morning, a new cycle of issues to clear has come up. What I have enjoyed the most about GLM is a problem unique to me as a subliminal producer.
For the first time, I have been able to work consistently while using one of our own products, rofl. For those who don’t know, whenever recon hits, I force myself to stop working and I usually vanish from the forum a bit. Many times, when you see this happen – where we seem to stop talking – it’s because we’re testing something.
Between the anti-recon and GLM’s nature, I may be able to join everyone on long-term use of titles – and you can clearly see how that would be an incredible benefit for customers, as now I can experience directly what they’re discussing. The anti-recon scripting is incredible, but if I determine exactly what scripting in GLM is assisting with this (as opposed to this effect being a synergistic effect of the entire script), it is most certainly going into the anti-recon.
It’s actually in-line with what the anti-recon scripting is intended to do. Instead of “eradicating reconciliation,” we are attempting to help you understand why you’re experiencing it in the first place. Having a natural “barrier” between emotions and the conscious mind is incredible.
Crazy… thanks for sharing I would go so far to say that this GLM has helped reveal this trauma at the same intensity as when I had a professional expert work with me for a while years back. But what I really appreciate is the guidance from GLM to handle it which has been spot on and with clarity in the middle of the storm… makes me think of this familiar picture…
And also by being my on my own (sure I’ve had experiences with shadow work before,) but just the fact that I guided myself through it and not someone else like a professional, removed any potential complications with trust of another person or just chemistry between patient and healer. So it was a fairly quick and intuitive process.
For me also with GLM, the part with withdrawing my need for validation has been involving stubbornness and pride. Not the outward pride but more in my own mind without there even being a subject person to aim it at, which makes it seem even more stupid when I see it that way
Whatever works. I say at least it’s good to initiate with someone who knows it very well like a professional. To me I feel as an introvert (not saying that is a given, but just how it is to me) that I have an easier time to dig deeper without someone else’s voice, not always but just generally. Same with guided meditations where I prefer silent meditations, and when I want to sleep I can’t stand noise in my ears lol.
I guess that is also why some find solace and peace in the company of others and people like me in being alone in a forest or smth like that.
EDIT: Something that struck me as well just now. When doing shadow work it’s recommended to be the parent kind of to the hurt part, and using the unconditional loving witness or similar. But with GLM it feels like you so easily step into that guiding and parenting role within yourself. Like my own inner Mr Miyagi haha
I hope @Fire is doing the same with the New Wanted as the anti-recon effect seems to be “hitting” differently on it and it might be either because of a new version of that scripting or a synergistic effect of that scripting (which is identical in its effect to what’s in GLM’s anti-recon tech) and something in the scripting of Wanted itself.
Yeah! I mean theres a lot of stuff I can handle on my own, on the other hand this particular issue became clear to me that I need professional, specialized help. I needed to accept that truth and commit to that decision.
Yes exactly this.
Once the fall into emotion is under control, the ability to grab the bull by its horns and steer it into the desired direction becomes a ability
It goes like this on GLM:
Emotions and sensations that could potentially trigger recon are “caught” and reversed once they’ve got into your system, so to speak. Being stone-like (grounded in your body) helps with that a lot.
On WANTED it goes like this:
You create a kind of bubble that prevents potentially triggering emotions and sensations from entering your system by being so relaxed, centered, and carefree—converting every “shot” at you into more self-love and letting go of anything that can’t be converted immediately, all while calmly abiding in your center as your focus shifts back from that small distraction to your reality.
I forgot about private journaling. It is fully unfiltered and can fully express myself, seems I was holding back some parts of the reconciliation process that somehow lifted when I wrote that private entry.
It felt like while I was processing the program at some level, not a single part of it was being expressed either in thought, actions, feeling, sensation, manifestation anywhere in my reality both internal or external, as if it was “lost in the void” somewhere but nowhere to be seen. Hence why I said I am probably ignoring some parts. This morning as I consciously tried to engage with it through journaling, I do not even know how, why or where in the journaling but instantly something clicked back into place where my flow with the script came back.
Perhaps my recurring affirming that I am not processing, or that I am not seeing results is actually just making me ignore it as some form of conscious guidance.
Since I know the subs are affecting me but not showing results. Whenever this happens even if I should consciously align myself with it by reading the salespage they always comeback. But this time I felt a big resistance for reading the salespage. Actually this has been my feeling for the past few weeks.
Is that a sign that I have had enough of that processint or what lol? My subconscious trying to direct me everywhere but to look at what is going on there either through pondering on it when journaling or directing my attention on the program and the salespage?
I feel at certain points in my process for some reason, I am rejecting, resisting etc the actual script for some reason. I think once I resolve this internal conflict with the new anti-recon tech (which may actually be happening now) then I will be in full flow again. Not seeing results for entire days and weeks is a big sign for me that I am at some level ignoring the whole barrage of information and hampering my own growth.
Now it clicked back it seems. Feeling great! But when I am dissociating from the whole program it just feels like a weight! It feels like the program gets stuck somewhere or my mind gets stuck in it.
Just sharing all this as part of my own process and it could be helpful for resolving some reconciliation conflicts. This new anti-recon tech really is magical! As I can really feeling it at play right now! Amazing
Not noticing any difference tbh, but I also haven’t been focusing on that. Looking at the copy it doesn’t even seem to be a goal, which was my original understanding of GLM anyway.
What about that energetic kind of recon you’ve mentioned multiple times? Does it still occur?
I’m asking because I’m experiencing a new kind of recon that feels physical and energetic—or perhaps neurological—and I’d like to see if it’s something similar before I report it.
It occurred because I ran my stack twice within 24 hours instead of once, I think.
It is all connected, after today’s anti-recon manifestation suddenly I felt completely relaxed in a parasympathetic nervous state, you know where you are just fully relaxed and my nervous system begins twitching exactly in the areas where I had energetic blockages all this time and where my energy flow was obstructed. I can feel this whole thing releasing as we speak.
So to me, the mind, the unconscious, emotions, beliefs, subconscious structures, trauma and all that is just one web interconnected playing out at various dimensions of your being. If one knot is untied it all just falls off, which seems what is happening to me now.