The last 2 years i have been buying organic food where possible and doing my very best to avoid processed rubbish.
Yeah agree these “eat all you want” places use the cheapest ingredients to cut cost.
Quality instead of quantity.
Sometimes in the past I was buying clothes on discount which is nice, but some of the clothes that I really liked were sold out.
Now I rather pay full price on something that I really like instead of a discount on something that will not become my favorite piece.
New Emperor continues to impress
- Once again at my job, a customer approached the counter to place a bet, I notified him of a price change and he walked away talking to the rest of the shop about how bad at my job I am for the price change.
Well…
He assumed that his sly diss would go unanswered by me, because I would take his nonsense. Besides, the customer is always right. Wrong
A powerful booming voice sprang up out of nowhere. I thoroughly checked the fool and the whole shop could feel the power of my voice. If he thought that I was the one to target (because I was “weak”), he thought again pretty damn quick. It also made my female boss reassess my “nice guy” personality.
It came out of nowhere blud.
I’m not sure if what I experienced this afternoon was from WB, New Emperor, or just the NSE scripting.
I’d listened to WB this morning, NE at lunch, then an additional 3 minutes of NE a few hours ago. My lunch loop was only 4.5 minutes since I was interrupted, and I still craved more, thus the 3rd loop. I’ve not gone over the suggested limits in ages.
But over an hour ago while home, I found myself deeply questioning why I was using so many masks to hide behind. I was home, I’d talked with my housemate a short while, but as soon as I got alone, this experience came on. I thought of New Beginnings and how it addressed the imposter syndrome. I began seeing these multiple masks I’d put on–even when alone.
@SaintSovereign, have you heard anything like this while people have been using NSE subs?
I’d pm’d Voytek about my experience last night prior to asking my question here. He gave me my answer.
How’s this stack working for you? Any recon? So far hows the result? Im also listening to the Same stack and new emperor have been taking precedence over wb
There’s so much to experience yet, which I’m excited about, but it’s definitely unfolding.
Today, I’m experiencing the NSE taking down a lot of masks I’ve hidden behind. I’ve been using healing subliminals mostly here at SC to take down these masks, but this is happening so naturally. It’s quite smooth.
No recon. I haven’t even thought of it.
I did have a really unique experience yesterday at work, and I’m still amazed. I worked with a 20 year old worker who normally is all about what he wants. Everything else and everyone else are used as his tool. And I worked with him.
I communicated some needs I had early on, but him ignoring me was loud. At one stop he insisted I do something opposite of what we’re supposed to, and I actually followed up with ignoring him. (I normally give in, tbh). I did what I knew was right to do, ignoring his bullying tactic.
I got back in the truck, and he began his rant up again. I shouted “TAKE ME BACK TO THE SHOP!” He said nothing. I would not take being treated like this. By anyone.
I thought he ignored me. He went to our next stop, about a block away. I got out to service the customer. I finished, I stayed on the back, and I waited for him to him to move the truck.
But he popped the parking brake, signaling something wasn’t done yet. He got out, and came back to speak with me.
He actually apologized immediately. He clarified his position, which made sense when I listened.
What I realized was he was trying to make things right, and my previous judgments were quite wrong. We both softened some during this. He spoke mostly, I listened mostly, but we both gave up the battle of trying to be “right” and control the other.
The rest of the work day wasn’t stressful at all, as he busted his butt to get me back early since I had an appointment to keep. And we succeeded. I thanked him numerous times, but I still have this sense that he needs some more appreciation and acknowledgment.
Him owning his behaviors really affected me. Like, he could do that? Wow. It made me check my own attitudes and judgments.
It was quite a memorable experience.
From thes sales page:
“The second movement equips you with tools for deep introspection, unraveling the mysteries that tether you to the past.”
I feel that I experience this multiple times a day. I have spent so much of my life obsessed with the past with longing and regret. I don’t feel that way anymore. At least not as much.
I really relate to that. Like day in and day out.
Even if a new title is released or there’s an update I’m not sure I will care. After reading what @Plutus has done with Stark and what I’m experiencing I want to see how far I can go with Emperor and Index Gate
This
and this
have been true occurrences since I stated running this sub. Curious to see where this take me if I stick to it 6 to 9 months.
New emperor is interesting . Desgined a proper 17 week workout program with scaling intensity instead of going balls to the wall intense off the gate . I have pretty good genetics for ahtletics and my bone strucuture is pretty good naturally for aesthetics . Now ive been desperately trying to get back into shape and hop into the ring for the past 2 years and each time has resulted in me not doing anything for large periods of time . So new emperor made it very evident to me that I was living in this fantasy world instead dealing with the things that made me uncomfortable in my current reality and keeping myself present will be the key to the growth I want . One of the biggest ones was being surrounded by alot of women I found attractive but feeling like they wouldn’t give me the time of day because I am not in peak athlete shape with a razor sharp jawline or perfect skin .
But with emperor I notice that there are far more other things that attract women towards me than height or looking like tyson beckford and whenever I slip into these negative thoughts i patterns I can rip myself back to the present.
Now in regards with women I becoming more assertive and less overly nice the way I use to be previously but at the same kind of chivalrous. Now the horny is growing but so is the self control . I am currently trying to get over my oneitis who I admittedly just didn’t take any action towards and at first I was beating myself up for not reacting the right way when the opportunities came and essentially fearing that no girl i meet after her will ever match her beauty and intellect (yeah we’re in a little too deep) . But little by little the thoughts of regret and pain have just melted away .
Also there have been countless small manesfestations that have been pretty nice . Like free food at work , getting a new phone and things of that ilk.
- Tipped £10 at work, just for opening the shop door at night
I experienced that as well. Confronted with a big problem, I started Journaling to understand what’s going on in my mind. And suddenly I understood the core and was able to overcome it rather easily.
I just PM’d someone here. As I wrote, I was processing stuff, and I felt it. I’m choosing to share this since it might shed light on someone’s growth with the New Emperor.
PM:
Some internal shifts are happening, and I’m writing you with different motives, collectively.
First, an old feeling of needing connection with people who know me is active. I’m initiating this.
Second, I’m used to relating to other male peers as if they were my brother, like I’m seeking them to fill this old vacancy. Am I doing that now? Well, there are still small strings in my heart, but I’m not feeling that same desire. I’m feeling unquestionably competent personally. This is a dramatic change vs. thinking “help me decide since I’m small and helpless”.
Third, I’m actually reflecting this evening, small changes are happening naturally, and I wondered about doing a loop of New Emperor tomorrow when I’ve benefitted tremendously by allowing that 2nd weekend rest day while using DR months back (listening only MWF). I know my struggle is a small resistance to letting go of old ways, as listening often sidelines the integration of major changes, at least for me.
I know what I want to do, and I’ll do it. I’ll rest.
To focus my point here, I know some major transition is under way internally. And I’m sad. But not overly so. I’m just so used to not moving in my life. Moving seems like death to something; what, I’m not sure.
And now, I’m unsure what I’ve been afraid of. Emperor seems to be stepping me into “me”, if that’s possible. It’s not giving direct dictates. It’s rather pointing to new growth and possibilities which are getting louder slowly. That’s always encouraged me while using Emperor.
I’m just steadily losing my old base, the emotional fortress I’ve hidden in, and behind. I feel like I’m in an emotional operating room, but I’m welcome to it. The thing is…the doctors aren’t doing anything. They’re dressed up for the operation, but it seems…that I’m removing the shackles and hindrances I’ve held to. They’re just there, smiling at me, encouraging this growth which I can and am doing.
It’s a powerful shift in responsibility. I’m like “what is THIS?” (and that question came from “fear” speaking up). I’m in constant adjustment and adaptation here. Thanks for listening.
End of PM
Update on New Emperor aura:
So I haven’t seen my mother in almost a year. She is a very perceptive and sensitive lady and she remarked on my strong aura I brought in.
I have ran pretty much all the auras here and am blooming on New Emperor.
She says I have a very positive, strong, bright, warm, hot aura like high yang energy and the field radiates in an entire room, but is most potent within a distance of 6 feet. It is mood boosting to others and lifts them out of depressive states.
Positive occurances happening lately and I see the negativity in my life dissipating, im also letting go and accepting. One step at a time, I felt I needed to run a healing title after an unfortunate occurrence in my life last month but lately the healing is just occurring naturally, i don’t see the need to keep fighting like I’m fighting for my life, I’m just seeing things through a whole new different perspective. Journaling also helped me pour out my heart (ranting to myself)
How would this stack with stark and chosen @SaintSovereign ?
I recall in the past stark and emperor was too tough to stack (might be misphrasing that)
Thoughts on that?
The anti-procrastination script in this sub is something! I was about to delay doing something that I have been procrastination for days now when a part of my brain thought: “Dude! Just get up and do it once and for all”. And I did! It was just that simple!