Not on DRR but on KB, the anti fap sub.
The thread is filled with stories like yours.
When the sub is working on this issue, it gets pulled to the surface making a relapse more prone to happen in the beginning.
I was rather stable in until I started with KB.
Extreme relapses for two months. Only after three it stopped.
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Same for me, i was EXTREMELY horny for several weeks like every cell of my body was filled with lust and extreme perversions, saw every girl on the street as nothing more than a sex object, like a bull in heat in mating season, lust and sex on mind 24/7, thats why i stopped kb its too much unbalanced recon, felt very unstable
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Perhaps try aeon to stabilize the energy and it has anti energy loss prevention
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Yup. In first DRR1 cycle, broke no fap around 11 days in.
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Jeez well there goes my āDamn so far DRR has been so smoothā
Soooo has anyone else woken up in the middle of the night with the most intense anxiety and every fear of failure scenario looping in your head? Or just me?
I thought about āman maybe I should run a chiller, funner or wealth title insteadā because I got a lot going on and need to be on my A game. But further realization told me that while today may not āseem like a good time to be running a deep healing programā, I realized in the future it might be an even worse time and I will regret not having stuck to it.
So no matter how bad it gets Iām gonna ride it out. Probably gonna go 3 cycles in ST1.
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What comes up to surface means its time to dissolve, transmute and integrate.
This sub like any inner work is hitting a bee hive with a baseball bat till you integrate.
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What does it actually mean to integrate?
Bringing something into the healed aligned whole of yourself where it no longer triggers any negativity
So itās a passive action?
Iām not sure I did it correctly last night, when the thoughts of fear of failure were flooding me and I could feel the anxiety in my chest, I was trying to redirect my thoughts to something more positive so I could go back to sleep.
I put on transmission of spiritual teacher im working with and just feel into it , feel whatever arises without judgement
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I reached 1 year of DRR 
The total might be lower since i did space out DRR2 for only 2-4 times a month for a few cycles.
This sub is just the best holistic overall booster.
Iām gonna start DRR3 next month. Hopefully itās not as demanding as DRR2.
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Congrats.
I did 1 cycle per stage then just kept on drr4 and name embeded it recently i think it would be amazing with hero water or aeon.
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got damn! you spent 1 year on just DRR1 and 2?
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DRR1 works as a holistic booster for me with 0 recon. I stuck with it the longest.
Itās practically invisible, it doesnāt derail me from my goals, & it just makes everything better at no cost.
I find it hard not to include it in my stack.
DRR2 was hard, I used it mostly when I had the time to deal with recon/when I took a break from DRR1.
I stuck with DRR1 because itās just simply perfect, DRR2 because I was still slowly chipping & processing the recon. I finally finished the big chunk of the recon though. Now I can go to DRR3 at last.
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Very interesting. To a lot of people, DRR1 being super smooth for them would indicate that its time to move on to DRR2.
But thereās no wrong way to do it(except not going in the numerical order of stages).
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You can run both titles simultaneously when youāre a seasoned user. This means youāve completed the essential healing phase (using Regeneration + Ascension or Phoenix + Chosen From Within). Otherwise, I wouldnāt recommend running both titles at the same time. Instead, run DRR first, and only after completing it, proceed with Alchemist.
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Iāve been listening to this alongside GLM, and lately Iāve started having dreams about my late dad. I find myself grieving again, even though we werenāt close and often clashed. He wasnāt emotionally available to me, at least not in a positive way. At his funeral, I broke down, which really surprised me. I thought I had already processed it, but itās showing up again in my sleep. In one dream, I saw him with the biggest smile on his face. It felt comfortingāalmost like a quiet assurance that heās okay.
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Kudos to your release.
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Iām guessing this is one of those subs where its damn near impossible to tell if youāre in recon/overexposure or itās just doing its job.
I am halfway thru my 2nd cycle of DRR1 and the last 10 days my temper has been higher than normal, and I keep replaying old conflicts in my mind, although I do catch myself and stop it in its tracks instead of letting myself spiral.
I been rotating between 3-5m of listening time.
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